Hal keh koodake peere donya - rahe khod ra yafteh dar dele ma - to joda sho ze haras o az jahl- roo beh kaabeh kon bedeedaram bia- kardehie to talabe afv va man bakhshoodeham - ze cheh roo penhan koni yara hanooz - to ze khalghe man homaye ma ra - Rose Parvin dobareh zendeh kardeh donya ra - dar daroonash khofteh roohe Essa - Bar saleebash kesheedehand chera har keh oo azad kardeh ba elme shafa

Kardeham azad man jahanian ra - nagah khod var shavad in donya - ta jahanami keh to sakhtehie rooye zameen - bare deegar shavad behesht mara - mordam az bas keh zadi deshneh mara - cho shodi matarsake fahesheha - in gashteh haghighati ayan bar man yar - neestam man mesle to rangeen hezar - zesht payat ra neshan dadi beman - rase nangeen saate nangeen kaman - saate panj saate marge eshgh ensanyat o o shrafat o imman-

daste man dar daste to har shab o man khodaye to az poshte abr o sime sard - avaze hedayat o kalame goftegoo - mahv migardad sedaghat dar to - ba raftane naseeme sahar gahan- har sahar ta sham rangat shod avaz- man haman rangam keh boodam az baharan to bahar - Az shekastanhaye ghalbam range man mishekanad - az darooni roohe beerangam to beeni zolgalale mandegar - peeshe to amma haman barge golam maryam var - chon hareere makhmali ghermez berooye sabzeh zar - Niaze to beman khostane jari boodan ast az joybar - az ghargh shodan darooni daryacheye eshg cheshmam - keh sharabe kohneh ra az har khazan - alemaneh no konad dar har bahar - aykeh ghashteh haghighate man ayan - bar to har chand kardehie penhan - bar kheez yare man bro ze myan - man o to yar boodeheem hezar -sal peesh az tavalodat beh jahan - hal agar khahyat shavi yaram - eshghe shah o geda man ast to ra -shahe alam manam to gedaye eshghe ma - mirobaie nafas be nafas to ze man - va badal sazi az manat to chera - asl agar goharat bedast beshod - choon koni to avaz beh sad badali - sobh ta sham geryehat bedroogh - bange faryad keh gom kardehie man ra - zeere sheesheh koni to penhanam - javalan midahi to botha ra - dele man kardehie daroone ghafas- ghasre marmar to sakhti ar cheh - yare man bahre kaghazi badalan - aykeh

gashteh gashteh haghighatam cho ayan - bar to har chand kardehie penhan - bar kheez yare man bro ze myan - man o to yar boodeheem hezar - sal peesh az tavalodat beh jahan -

Ya safar kon ta beh kaabeh beh man - koolaeh barat zameen gozar o beman- ya boro to raha bekon ma ra - pardeh bar dar ze raze penhan - keh manam najie to va mardoman- `ya bedeedaram bia, beboos daste ma ra, keh ziaratat ghabool kardeh khda - sange maabad gohar koni to bedast - ar to bavar koni tavalode ma -

gole gheddees in gole sorkh ast - magozar in gohar to choon tanha - khate sadeh nashenasad ma ra - oo keh danad gohar beh in donya - mishenasad zohoore noore khoda - shal o asan makon cheneen ma ra - madeh az dast ancheh begrefti - beh hezaran fnoon azeen darya - bar nagardad degar cheneen gohari - ta hezar sale degar beh in donya -

Sahl o asan makon cheneen ma ra - to pak kon khaneye del ra - ta shavad khaneye azeez alah - gole atash berooye lab daram - atash ast o hareegh kalame khoda - bahre man jang kofr shod beshoma - fekr o rooh o badan to kamel kon - ta khoda var shavi to dar donya - eatyadaate khod kenar gozar - por kon az eshghe hagh daroonat ra - in bovad pande ghayebe hazer - har kheradmand beshnavad anra - keen jahan ba hameh bozorgye kheesh - ghatreh ab ast o zarehie az gel - bee rooh jahan mordeh dar moghabele ma -

oo keh hagh gooyadash va hagh jooyad - eshgh o hagh bashadash rahe farda - yar e bavar daroone man to bejooy - ba oboor az manat gole hagh ra - ayeneh kon mara va kheesh bebeen - choon degargoon shavad rahe donya - choon degar goon shavad rahe dony

Haghighat bar saleeb

ya

Faryade Khamoosh

Rose Parvin 11/11/1996

Faryad mizanam

vali heechkas javabam ra nemishenavad

Pay mikoobam - vali in jahelane dar enkar - gooie raghse kolye bee sarnevesht ra

tamasha mikonand

Heechkas nemikhahad haghghat ra bebeenad - vali hamvareh dar entezarash saleebe too khalye khialeshan ra sojdeh mikonand

Heechkas nemeekhohad - tavalodi deegar - roozgari behtar - vaadeye yari va shareekye hamdamy barabar

yek zan, yek khda, yek madar

ra az man beshnavad

mani keh tavalodam ra gharnhast -peesh beeni kardehand

va moajezatam anha ra

dobareh zendeh hardeh ast

va amma badanhaye lokht az agahyaeshan bedonbale shayadan va frooshandegane haghighat teshneh midavand

va ghalamhashan payam avare vaadeh haye droogheene anhayie shodeh ast keh az haghghat ham - kasb o kari movafagh sakhtehand

Aya nemeedanand keh khoda ham sabrash kaddy darad?

Aya nemeeshenavand sedaye ghahre mara

barane adle mara - keh beh anha hoshdar midahad

ay amardomy beedar shaveed - mara bebeeneed - mani ra keh besaleebe khyaletan kesheedeheed - nmani keh az jahl va zaafe khod - rang kardeheed - mani ra keh sojdeh mikoneed - hamzaman ba khiale fareebe deegarn - mani ra keh dareheed reesmane osmane khyanatetan -

mara bebeeneed- man ghodratam arameshystkeh barayetan beh armaghan avardeham - man nehzatam dar jonbeshyst keh barayetan olgooyash ra tarh kardeham - man hekmatam dar chashmane por mohabbatam - va kalame anbashteh ba elm o falsafeye morovatam - mara bebeeneed - ay doostane ahle tamash - tamasha bas ast - beedar shaveed - inast taghdeere shoma - entekhabash koneed va bepayash beisteed - keh tanha rahe farari keh be noor mipayvandad - rahe pake haghghat ast!

Man ra biabeed

dastam ra keh beshoma deraz dardeham-ba mohabbate hamahang ba esmatash bepazeereed-ma nshoma ra baraye khodetan-beh armaghan avardeham-man shoma ra dobareh-ba tarhe deegari -sakhteham-tarhi keh az kamal va fazeelate khodaye daroonam sarcheshmeh migeerad

tarhi keh parveenam ba noore darakhshane eshghash beh baghaye basharyat , beh bahaye javanyash, namash va amyal va arezoohaye ensanyash ba man ba semajat baraye shoma moameleh kardeh ast!

Ari in gole moghaddas

atrash faghat bekhodash taallogh nadarad

zeera keh oo az baghchehye daroone yek yeke shoma bar mikheezad faghat va faghat baraye afareeneshe payame hastye pak va hamahangi o taadole ghodratha dar zan o mard, madar o farzand, pedar o dokhtar, madar o pesar - khoda o adamha- mardom o rahbarha - rahbar o mardomi keh khod ra barabar ba mohre setayesheshan mibeenand- Ari doostan, hagheye atashe ghahre zameen ra - faghat jange ba jahl khamoosh mikonad- az shoma mitalabad - in roohe pak - keh baraye nejateshoma beh kaabeye droonash rafteh ast - va makkaye haghighatash baraye shoma - dar ketabe moghaddasash- beh armaghan avardeh ast - bebeeneedash- bekhoneedash-bedaneedash - keh khod ra deedeheed, keh khod ra khondeheed, va khod ra yafteheed- inast yazdah farmane man - payam avari ra az oo keh payam avare haghighat ast - berobaeed - va dast bedast anra - dar ghalb o roohe kheeshtan va yekdeegar - parvaresh daheed - va tokhme vjoodash ra - abyari koneed - va amma inbar - in payam avar ra - besaleebe jahle khod - ba meekhe taassob, hesadat va reghabatetan nayaveezeed keh oo taghdeer va sarneveshte shom ra ayeeneh ast va armaghani st, va akhareen rooz ra- dar cheshmane negarane in madare jahani shahed shodeheed- shoma ra beshoma miseparam agar inbar sokoote ajze zanjeere essarat ra - az labelaye khandehhaye masmoome enkar nashnaveed - in bar khate mashye shoma ra barayetan beroshani cheraghani kardeham - abyari kardeham zameene por bahar ra keh gharnha madare badanhaye bee khyaletan boodeh ast - va sheere pestanhayash sharbate beheshtetan keh jahannamash kardeheed - ba enkare masoolyat bar sarneveshtetan

ay rahbaran baz koneed cheshmetan - shoma beh haman taj bar saran mimaneed keh Mosa bar andakhtetan - shma behaman kafaran mimaneed keh Essa aghetan kard o gereft ghodratetan - va amma dobareh farmoosh kardeheed keh ghodrat tanha dar shafeghat ast va dar nyate pake khedmat bemardomi ba hadafe parvaresh va peeshrafte ensanyat ast

ay rahbaran

baz gashteham keh hamchenan Mohamad o yoosef neshanetan daham taj besar dashtan ra

kamaletan daham - az daroone khod keh rahm koneed bar mardomam keh baz koneed dasthaye shafeghat ra - ba mohabbat o yari e delhaye khastehshan - biaeed ta ba ham jahani no besazeem- az in khanevadehe jahani- keh nafas mikeshad zeere yek saghfe layatanahi - keh miparvarad roohe javanane moghaddas- keh mikarad tokhme tazehie baraye tarhe basharyat -

biayeed ta ba ham - aghasz koneem- toloaie ra keh az ghroob bar ayad - va bar ghroob betabad - va roshanaiesh bar tareekie chenan ghalabeh konad keh oo ham rangie tazeh br rangha befzayad - biayeed va haft seene sedaghat ra dar in sale no ba ham becheeneem ba ham bekhoneem doaye yeganegi va samimyat ra va ba ham nava koneem saz solh va sabr saz basheem va az khodaye daroon aghaz basheem - va skoot ra namaz basheem - ta setareye kheghateman - safaye pak morovateman ra bearami sayghal dahad va dobareh sazeman konad- va ba mohabbate vojoodash - dobareh aghazeman konad - ta elm o falsafeye parvaz ra ba yekdeegar zemzemeh koneem - ta balhaye parpareman tarmeem shavad va dobareh parande bazeman konad - va raghse rooh o fekreman - dar badanhayeman - ba taadole ghodrathayash - sarnevesht sazeman konad.

Only through me

Don't cry for me  my dear children, the truth is I never left you

in all my troubles, of death and rebirth

I was night and day,  right here beside you 

I kept my silence to prove my promise.

Don't cry for me  Iran-e-man (my land Iran)  I never truly left you

I was night and day,  right there above you

you will reach power once again on earth only through me

But you must make me your mirror I am a god-like flower

and my heart is the place for all world children

as one family on earth.

Don't cry for me I'm back, I'm true Don't cry for me I'm here, for you!

Rose Parvin, June 15,2001

11/25/2001

Democracy and hypocrisy

Azadi(democracy) va esarat ( cia kari)

Mamlekate democratic ra bebeen cheh farghi darad ba mamaleke tamamyat khoh? Bedoone tamayoz gozari ham terroristha ra sansor mikonand va ham anhaaie ra keh ba danesh va samarehe yek omreshoon salhast darand az terrorism peeshgeeri mikonand va Tarhe Soilh va Eslaheshoon jahangeer shodeh az kakhe sefeed to kakhe marmar! Vali khode Tarah tazeh beh hormate pesarash tavanest bille cabele khod ra bepardazad va dobareh rooye net beneveesad! Akhar edalat hanooz ghodrate taadolash ra bedast nayavardeh antor keh dar Tarhe Solhe man peeshnahad shodeh baraye peeshgeery az bohran va jange jahani. Hala paye cheh sayade sayd shodehie dar myooneh nemeedoonam,nemeedoonam. Ageh eshtebah nakonam bayad shareeke resalatam basheh-ya paye eshgie dar myooneh-nemeedoonam, nemeedoonam -shayadam sayade eshgheh-ya keh hamoon neemeye penhane maneh keh mano penhan kardeh va khodesh modam bejaye man baraye mardom mikhooneh?? ya keh in hamoon moamast keh haft salhallesh tool kesheedeh, nemeedoonam,nemeedoonam.

New York

10/4/2001 - 12 Mehr -

Be kharabehhaye ghodrat negaram - Be talashe shast melat negaram- be hareeghe arezoohaye bozorg - va be ghabre amnyat dar batne donya negaram-be nedaye hagh keh pasokh dadam - haft sal ast keh bar saleebe jahl - eestadeh mordam o baz bedonya amadam - ancheh deedam o neveshtam harf e hagh bood - man be donya anzaman hoshdar dadam -

Tarhe Solh va eshgh ra ba sheare khod - man baraye mardomam chonshamaie - sookhtam eesar kardam ta resandam -man payamam ra daroone lohehie - bahre rahbarane donya khondam - yarhayam jama gashtand az jahan andar jahan - sheare khondand o bedadandam hayate zan zaman - rooze mehr o rooze essgh o rooze hagh -ghargh shod dar yek hareeghe margbar -toteaeh, bohran, shekaste aynehha - jaye parvaz bashar az khod berooh - ta ghyam mehre man yabad bagha - kard parvaz ahreman ba bale ahan dar hava - jaye ghoftegooye melatha va eshgh - sooge man dar marge ensan va seda - yar e esa besheneed az manneda - soog dar kaghe sefeed e kheesh ra - adl o iman shod sedaye in jahan - vahdate hagh o edalat yek seda -rooze mehr o rooze eshgh o rooze hahgh - rooze adl ast o kamal e rooh ha - rooze zayesh, rooze no va rooze kesht - bazghashte man bename Mytra - Mytra eshgh ast o bakhshesh dar jahan -mazhare mehr ast o danesh dar zaman - ahreman mikoshad amma eshghe man - daneh mikarad o zayad iman -

Aykeh bal e degare man boodehie - to nafas gereftehie az man o leek- kardehie khamoosh noore javedan-poshte sheeshehhaye tarse bee aman, bee bonyan - baz kon cheshmat ra be man negar - ta bebeeni ancheh bayad in aszaman - doshmane to man nayam an khod toie - door kon nafse khjod az khod va beman - daneye nefrat nakar o eshgh been - chon darakhsheedeh cho khorsheed ze angoshtane man - dadeh gol dar hameh ja in noore hagh - ba seda va raghs o ba batne doaa - man bebareedam beto to reekhtee - ghatrehhayam ra daroone sheeshehha - dadehie har yek be ensani degar - incheneen ensan shavand adamha - gar keh ensan to shodi ghafel masho- az haghighat door kon zohd o ri - ba aboor az man va dast dar daste man boodeh keh deedi noor ra az cheh penhan mikoni eshghe mara - ancheh meegooyam man az bahre shoma - khalgh gardad az arooj e lahzehha- in kalam az man nay az oo az oost-in kalam e zendeye khodast az man be shoma - gar eshgh shenasi to sheno sedaye man ra ay jan - keh sedaye man hami karad bazre eshgh o iman - keh sedaye man hami karad bazre eshgh o iman

Rose Asseer - 10/04/2001

Koli gypsy

Kolyam man basteham bare safar ra

Hamsafar mikhom nemeekham seem o zar ra -Rafteh boodam man bedarya ta byandeesham bedonya-Dardha vo ranjha vo narafeeghyha -Man gerefteham javabam shodeh taabeer khobe nabam-Man Gole Ghedeese eshgham-Hafezam hamzadam hamsafar o shahede raham -Khodaye man govaham

Eshghe man haghighat o yeganeh raham - Haft sal tabeae rooham va dar oo boodeh panaham Man Khoda ra deedeham, booeedeham,booseedeham- dar shabe akher keh kardam jane khod ra eesar - dar man oo dameedeh tarse man gerefteh az sharar- Charkhe gardoon ra becharkhandam benam o dast e oo-man avaz kardam ghavaneene jahani harj o marje roozegar- rahe no siasate no vaghte aghaze tabar- vaghte safar ba hamdeegheh va tavalode dobareh froo reekhtane har hesar - Parandeye azade kolyam - ghafasam zendan neest-jaye parvaze maneh- az jan beh rooham, beh khoda, beh mardomam va beh yaranam, beh shoma - ghafasam jaye parvaze maneh- marge man tavalode dobareh aghaze maneh- Haft sal esarate man beh saleeb- Resalate man o tarhe solhe man avaze maneh-

Avaze maneh-avaze maneh - yarane man bekhoneed ba man-geryeye man saze maneh-sedaye mardom o avaze maneh- Ashke man barane ghosl- yek jahan asemane parvaze maneh- Yek donya az daroon beh broon avardam- in moajezeh raze maneh-raze maneh-raze maneh

Rose Asseer Parvin 11/23/2001

Gole Sorkh

The Red Rose

Man az aseman amadam-

keh ta eshghe khod jooyam andar zameen-keh bee eshghe paki keh khohad mara-nadaram beh in khok man reesheye atasheen-bia daste man geer o faryad zan-keh akhar biamad massiha beh Iran Zameen

manam akhareen rooh andar zaman-manam man massih Najye mardoman-bekardam man ayeeneh khod ra beto-keh dani haghighat va pakhshash koni dar jahan -to ay morghake baghe marham beman

to ay par goshoodeh ressedeh ze rah-manam darb va kon manam khondeh mehman -bedeham panah

Iran

a nation experiencing pains of reform and rebirth

I know I am the mother

Film Maker in Prison

Beating the youth in public

Press in Prison

Youth opressed

Today in Los Angeles Times the Calendar section I saw an article by the Associated Press about a reformist Iranian woman film maker in prison. I have not seen her films but they say she has betrayed the regime by her becoming a voice of the group whom are in conflict with the regime. She obviously has crossed the lines of approved by the regime for the past 21 years of limitation set by the Islamic rules. Reformists are a group who are trying to create change without overthrowing the government and creating a coup or revolution. In fact their revolution is nonviolent and called revolution of compassion which based on my philosophy believes in step by step evolutional change toward health and excellence in society, thus Societal - Cultural Crisis Prevention.

Islamic Reformists like President Khatami Iran's new President are getting elected in the government as a bridge between the regime and the people with a diverse culture that was united by the Monarchy that allowed diverse religion that suits the Iranian liberated souls and diverse culture of people that religion never dictated their lives until the past twenty one years ago that an Islamic regime took over the modern regime of Mohammad Reza Shah Pahlavi King of Iran. Iran went through a gradual death after wars and sanctions and she is born again to stay. Religion must bring people forward not backward and if it has not had a Time Appropriate interpretation. Islam is a religion of reform and it must be flexible or those who are trying to weaken it will succeed and destroy the image it has among the world countries and religion. Parvin Peace and Reform Program that is being implemented by the reformists in Iran goes beyond reform of just immediate societal crisis and creates change from the roots of culture and religion. Religion is a part of the culture of a nation and it must step into the future in order to take the people to a place better than they have been without loosing their substance and principals.

Perhaps the reformists did not quite go through the process of reform with full knowledge of it. When trying to change the top elite of a country is not like raising your children from the womb, but it is being their unwanted mother. I wrote nine books on a calling from within in order to change the Global Cultural Crisis that was taking us to the world destruction by the toxic patterns that had become habits repeating themselves without the people and their leaders awareness. Knowledge of self, society and the spirit and my philosophy of Power Balance and the technology of Pattern Change Programing is sacred knowledge given to me by god and years of research and following of my spirit to learn about my healing power and nurturing strength and wisdom.

When I wrote the program I had cultural and world diverse unity in my mind with human rights laws that came from within the people who know their self and abide by their inner ethics and had conscience to respect the rights of one another and thus not to need but not to have conflict by the Time Appropriate Laws of religion.

What is happening is the crisis created as a result of not taking the right steps toward reform and the appropriate dialogues within the country with good intent of creating change and reform toward peace and progression. A country belongs to all its people in equal respect and rights and this is what Iran and Islam should be all about. Calling ourselves Moslem in order to have Power Monopoly is as bad as calling ourselves a atheist and do the same. The name is not important the intent and the deed is. Iranians are people of old culture and humble pride and must be treated with respect and dignity by the world and especially by their own leadership in power. Knowledge of self and society is being poured in Iran from here and yet it must be spread more and come out of the monopoly of just those who call reformists and become the way of life to know how to live together.

Responsible Freedom is a part of the reform program that the knowledge does not cause abuse of those who do not have the knowledge but protection of those who know less and sharing of it. This responsible freedom applies the most to those who have the knowledgge like the press and the elite of the culture. The leadership are given the knowledge to apply to their dimension of work and creativity like film, music and theater and even psychology and biology to the politics of governments as well as the politics of life. My spirit has been and is in constant living in the here and now and with a link to the past and future bringing the best of all to create excellence not perfection which is only preoccupation to the details of making life look good on the surface.

The wolrd must have conscience. I went on the cross for seven years to give it that conscience for a rebirth. For people to learn to care for one another and to tell the truth regardless and not to take away from one another what is the right of all or another just because they can and legal system is too sold to power to save the victim.For as long as there is a victim there is a bully and this pattern must be ommited from the computer of our children's mind so that children killing children does not become an education they take with the, from schools to the world place of business of politics and sports and love relationships and their Global Families.

Creating coups and sanctions are neiher revolution nor world reform and will not result to preogression and peace. We can love in peace and create change without violence and through diaolgues if it is even the music which is the language ofthe spirit, I call this Revolution of Compassion and it is being Globally implemented.

9/6/2001

9/8/2001

Heechkas beh Ali nagoft ba daroogheye shahr shatranj bazi nakon keh haft sale azegar ham agar har rooz oo ra mat koni baz yek bar hezar dabeh dar miavarad va bazi ra beham mireezad va dobareh shrooa mikonad va taghallob droogh, dozdi va jenayate khamoosh ham keh tabeeate oost va vojdan ham keh dar khaneh nist keh hatta droogh gooie va zena ra ba eftekhar kare har kasi nemidanad. agar ham keh mard bood az aghaz mardaneh mijangeed va tazahor beh eshgh va solh nemikard va az posht khajar nemizad. Anham bedaste deegaran.

9/7/2001

VA MAN AGAR REALIST DAR DELE NATURALIST BARAYE JAMEAEH HASTAM DAR IN ANAM KEH KHOD MINAMAM SPIRITUALIST YANI OO KEH ROYANYAT RA VA TAKAMOLE BASHARY RA ELM KARDEH AST KEH KHODE MAN HASTAMVA DAR IN ELM ADATHAYE KHOOB VA BAD RA BENEME TOLGOO VA YA PATTERN MOAREFEE KARDEHAM VA ADAT ZODAIE KARDEHAM VAGHTI AADATE BAD EATYAD AST VA ENTEGHALE ADAT YA PATTERN DADEHAM VAGHTI KEH AADAT KHOOB AST. bARAYE MAN ADATE KHOOB DISCIPLINE AST.

ADATHAYE KHOOB (HEATHY PATTERNS) MELATHA RA MISAZAND VA ADATHAYE BAD (TOXIC PATTERNS ) MELATHA RA BAR MIANDAZAND. EATYAD BEH HAR CHEEZ MASMOOM AST VA DAR RASE AN EATYAD BEH DHODRAT E BROONI VA CONTROL E DEEGARAN EATYAD BEH DROOGH VA DOZDI MESLE KOPI GARI KEH DOZANE FEKR O ROOH ANJAM MIDAHAND YA NAMAYESHE GHAYRE VAGHEAIE HAGHIGHAT ( MISREPRESENTATION OF THE FACTS) VA EBTEZAL BEH HAMAN BADIIST KEH HESADAT VA REGHABAT VA TAASOB VA TAJAVOZ BEH HOGHOHGE DEEGARAN KEH DAR TABAGHEYE ELITE RAVAJ DARAD. EATYAD YA AADATE BAD YA TOXIC PATTERNS BARAYE ELITE MESLE EATYAD BEH ALKOL VA DAROOST.

TA MADAMY KEH AZ BOTRYE CHEVES REGAL MIKHORAND FEKT NEMIKONAND KEH MOATADAND. MOATADAN BEH ALKOL GHORBANIANE CHENEEN JAMEAEHIE HASTAND ; JAMEAYE DROOGHEENIE KEH DAR AN FAHESHEGAN E EJTEMAAIE VA SIASI RAHE SAD SALEH MIPAYMAYAND VA ENSANHAYE ASEEL DAR GHOBARE GERDBADE SIASAT GOM MISHAVAND. AGAR MAN MOATAD NASHODAM BEKHATERE ADATHAYE KHOOB TAKAMMOLYE MAN BOOD YANI DICIPLINE ZENDEGYAM KEH ANCHEH KEH BAR MAN GOZASHT VARAYE TAHAMOLE ENSANY BOOD.

( HEALTHY EXCELLING PATTERNS) YA OLGOOHAYE SALEM VA TAHAVOLI MA RA OLGOOHAYE SALEM MISAZAND VA OLGOOHAYE MASMOOM BARMIANDAZAND VA MARDOMY KEH OLGOOHAYE MASMOOM HAR ROOZ BE ONVANE ROLE MODEL PEESHE ROOYESHAN AST MARDOMI BAZANDEH MISHAVAND. DROOGH VA TAZAHOR BEH ANCHEH KEH NEESTEEM MASMOOM TAREEN OLGOOHAY BARAYE MARDOM AST KEH IMANESHAN VA HOVYATESHAN RA BEH LARZEH DAR MIAVARAD VA VAGHAYAT VA HAGHIGHATESHAN RA AZ ANHA MIGEERAD.BARAYE TAHAVOL BAYAD AVAL BEDANEEM DAR CHEH HASTEEM TA AZ AN DAR BIAEEM. BAYAD BEDANEEM DAR PARVAZEEM YA DAR MANJALAB MIKHAZEEM. MAN DAR IN HAFT SAL BARAYE TAGHEERE JAMEAEH AZ KHAZEEDAN BEH PARVAZ KOOSHEEDEHAM VA DAREEM HAREKAT MIKONEEM. MANZOORE MAN JAMEAEYE JAHANIST VA NAH FAGHAT SHAHRE MA YA IRAN.

JAMEAEHIE MESLE JAMEAEHYE KNOONIE MA KEH DAR AN RAVANSHENASE ROOZ YEK DOZDE SARE GARDANEH AST KEH BA SAMAREYE YEK OMRE DEEGARI DARAND MASHHOORASH MIKONAND. IN ADAMHA ANGHADR BEE VOJDANANAD KEH BARAYE HAR GHADAME MASMOOM VA KOSHANDEHSAHAN YEK TOJEEH KEH ANHAM MAGFHLATEH VA SAFSATEH VA DROOGHEEN AST DARAD. FEKR MIKONAND KEH MARDOM HAMEH KHARAND VA ANHA CHON GHODRATE HOKOOMATI POSHTESHAN AST DEEGAR KASI NAH JORAT DARAD NAGHDESHAN KONAD VA NAH BEH GARDESHAN MIRESAD VA HAR AATASHI KEH MIKHOHAND MITAVANAD BESOOZANAND VA BAAD HAM BEDAHAND SAFSATEH GARANESHAN ANRA TOJEEH KONAND. AGAR HAM KASI MOKHALEFAT KARD.

IN YEK JAMEAEYE BASTEH, MOSTABED, KHOSHK ( FIXATED) VA MASMOOM AST. JAMEAEHIE KEH DAR AN MOATAMEDANASH DOZDANASH HASTAND VA DROOGHGOOYANASH VA MOTAJAVEZANASH.

NAGHDE ROOZ

SEDAYE MARDI RA MISHENAVAM KEH HAR ROOZ AZ HAFT SALI RA KEH MAN BAR SALEEB BOODEHAM VA HASTYAM RA BARAYE AN AZ DAST DADEHAM VA HAMEEN MARD MARA DAR HAMAN ZAMAN KEH AS SAMAREYE YEK OMRE MAN SABZ VA MASHHOOR MISHAVAD MARA TERRORE SHAKHSYAT ,ENKAR VA TAHGHEER KARDEH AST VA DANESHTEH INKAR RA MIKONAD.

MARD MIGOOYAD KEH MARDOM KHOOBAND NAVAD O PANJ DAR SADE KARI KEH MIKONAND KHOOBA AST VA PANJ DAR SAD HAM AGAR NIST ESHTEBAH AST. VA MA HAVAYE LOS ANGELS VA SHAHR RA NEMITAVANEEM AVAZ KONEEM VA FAGHAT BAYAD BEKOOSHEEM TA HAVAYE OTAGHEMAN RA AVAZ KONEEM ANHAIE KEH JAMEAH RA GHEAZVAT MIKONAND VA BAD MIBINAND VA ANRA GESAVAT MIKONAND VA MIKHOHAND ANRA AVAZ KONAND AZ AVAZ KARDANE HAVAYE OTAGHE KHODESHAN TAFREH RAFTAN.

IN HAMEH RA BEH DOKHTARE JAVANI MIGOOYAD KEH OO FAGHAT GOFTEH KEH KHOD RA KHODKHOH MIBEENAD VA ENTEZAR DASHT KEH TAHLEELE SALEMI AZ OO BESHAVAD TA BETAVANAD PARVAZ KONAD BEJAYE SOGHOOTI KEH IN MARD BA GEZAVATE NABEJAYE KHOD AZ OO KARD TA JAIE KEH HATTA DOKHTARE JAVAN GOFT KEH SHOMA NAZARYATE AZ TGHABL TAAAYEEN SHODEH DAREED VALI THERAPISTE MAN MARA BARAYE KHODAM GHABOOLD DARAD VA MIGOOYAD HAR KOJA HASTI HAMANJA KHOOB AST.

TEFLAKI NEMEEDANAD KEH IN MARD BEESHTARE HARFHAYASH BETORI BEH DAR GOFTAN AST KEH DEEVAR BESHNAVAD VA BARAYE TERRORE SHAKHSYATE MAN AST DAR HALEEKEH AZ FALSAFEH VA THEORIYE TAKAMOLE MAN AST KEH HARFE TAZEH YAFTEH AST. VALI VAGHTI AGHEEDEHEYE KHDASH AZ DAHANASH MIPARAD VAZEH MISHAVAD KEH IN METHODE NAVEEN ANE KHDASH NIST VA OO HATTA BA SOOAE ESTEFADEH AZ AN TABEEATE KHOSHK VA AZ GHABL SEMENT SHODEH ASH RA BEH ESBAT MIRESANAD; SEFT VA KHOSHK VA AZ PEESH TAYEEN SHODEH VA MOTAASEB AMMA MOTAZAHER BEH ANCHEH KEH AZ KETAB VA TAJROBEYE YEK OMRE MAN AMOOKHTEH AST.

KASI KEH SALHAYE SAL HEECH NADASHT KEH BEGOOYAD BEJOZ ANCHEH KEH MAN DAR TAPE DARAM KEH KHANEVADEH YA DARE BASTEH AST YA DARE BAZ YA DARE NEEMEH BAZ -VA BEH KASANI KEH BEH SEMINARHAYASH MIRAFTAND MIGOFT ASRHA AROOSI KONEED NAH SOBH HA - MARDI KEH ANCHE RA KEH MAN MIGOFTAM SALHA NEMIFAHMEED YANI CHEH VA MARA TAHGEER MIKARD TA BALAKHAREH DOZAREESH OFTAD VA ANHAM PAS AZ HEZARAN BAR KHONDANE KETABE MAN ROOZ O SHAB KEH BE VOZZOOH BEH OO VOJDAN NAYAMOOKHTEH CHON HANOOZ BEH KHODE MAN EAATEBAR NADADEH AST VA HANOOZ MARA DAR YEK BAZIE KHATARNAKE JAMAIE ENKAR MIKONAD VA TERRORE SHAKHSYAT DAR HALEEKEH BA DROOGH AZ OO HAM KOOSHEEDAND PAYGHAMBAR BESAZAND VA MASHOORASH KONAND KEH BEGOOYAND IN MANAM KEH AZ OO GEREFTEHAM.IN HAM JOZVE TAKHREEBE MASMOOME JAMEAEYE MAST. ESALAT BAR SALEEB VA DROOGH BAR ALAM.

MONTAHA NANASH DAR ROGHAN AST KEH ANCHEH KHOD RA BEH AN CHASBANDEH FALSAFEYE ZANIST KEH KALAME OO ST KEH ROODKHANEYE JARYEST VA NAH IN MARD KEH IN HARF RA HAM AZ KHODE MAN REBOODEH. VA BAYAD BEGOOYAM KEH SHEEREENYE SHEERAZYASH IN JENAYAT RA TA HADDI GHABELE TAHAMOL MIKONAD VA SHAGERDE KHOOBIST AGAR VOJDAN RA FARAMOOSH NAKONAD VA INGHADR HAZER JAVAB AZ GHABL NABASHAD VA HALATE DEFAAI BARAYE MARDOM NADASHTEH BASHAD. AYA MARDI KEH MIDANAD HASTI VA KHANEVADEH VA FARZANDANE YEK ZANE HAM VATAN VA HAMKAR VA ZANI DANESHMAN VA FEELSOOF RA KEH OO DARAD AZ SAMAREYE YEK OMRASH BAHREH MIBARAD BA IN ENZEVEA SAZI VA ENKAR E KHODE OO VA HAR ROOZ COPY GARI AZ OO DARAD NABOOD MIKONAD VA BEH IN KAR EDAMEH MIDAHAD RA MITAVAN EATEMAD KARD VA ANGEEZEYE MASHOOR KARANE OO VA SANSOR KARDANE MOALEFE ASLI CHIST?

DAR POSHTE HAR LAGHAB BAYAD ENSAN BOOD VA BAYAD VOJDAN DASHT

HALIA OO HANOOZ DAR JAVABE SOALE KHOSOOSYE DOKHTARE JAVAN KEH MAT O MOTAHAHAYER BEJA MONDEH KEH IN MARD DARAD BA CHEH KASI HARF MIZANAD, MIRAVAD TA GONAHANE KHOD RA TOJEEH KONAD KEH ENSANHA CHANDEEN ROL DARAND VA IN TAGHEERE ROLE ANHAST KEH SHOMA MIBINEED ANHA NEMITAVANAND HAMEESHEH YEKTOR BASHAND VA SHOMA NABAYAD GHEZAVAT KONEED VA ENTEZAR DASHTEH BASHEED KEH MARDOM .

ALBATEH IN HAMEH AGRA DOROST VA BA SEDAGHAT BEKAR RAVAD MANI DARAD AMMA NAH BARAYE KASI KEH MANZOORASH IN AST KEH DROOGH VA DOZDYE KHOD RA TOJEEH KONAD KEH TOJEEHY JOZ FOGHDANE VOJDAN VA SOCIOPATHY NADARAD. ANGHADR MARDOM MA TESHNEH AND KEH HAR ABE GELALOOD VA MASMOOMI RA ROODKHANEH MIBINAND. IN RA KEH OO FEKR MIKONAD KEH KASI KEH DAR CHENEEN KARI DAST DARAD NEMITAVANAD MOSHAVERE KHOOBI DAR DERAZ MODAT BARAYE HEECHKAS BASHAD VA BAYAD KHODASH RA MOALEJEH KONAD. MAMLEKATE MA AZ DROOGH VA DOZDI VA CHENEEN FESADI KHARAB SHOD.

AYA MITAVAN HAVAYE SHAHR RA AVAZ KARD?

IN RA KEH MA BAYAD KHODEMAN RA AVAZ KONEEM VA NEMITAVANEEM HAVAYE SHAHR RA AVAZ KONEEM RA MAN BEH KHODE OO SABET KARDEAM KEH BA FALSAFEYE MAN MITAVAN HATTA BA TOOTI VARI TEKRARASH HAVAYE SHAHR RA AVAZ KARD VA TAGHEER SAZ BOOD CHEH RESAD BEH MOALEFE ASLYE KETAB VA KALAM KEH OMRI HAVAYE OTAGHE KHODASH RA AVAZ KARDEH VA HAVAYE SHHR RA HAV AVAZ KARDEH VA FALSAFEH VA RESALATASH IN AST KEH HAVAYE JAMEAE VA VATANASH VAJAHAN RA AVAZ KONAD VA BEJAYE HAVAYE MASMOOM VA KOSHANDEH HAVAYE TAZEH BIAVARAD.

VA KASI KEH YEK OMR DAR IN RAH GHADAM BARDASHTEH VA MARDOM RA AMOOZESH DADEH VA RESALATE OO IN AST DAR CHENEEN HAVAYEE MASMOOM KEH HATTA BEH RAVANSHENASE MARDOM HAM NEMITAVAN EAATEMAD KARD AABE ZAMZAMYST KEH EADEHIE ANRA BARAYE KHOD DOZDEEDEH VA AZ AN MINOOSHAND VA DARAND ANRA KHOSHK MIKONAND KEH MARDOM NADANAND ANHYA AZ KOJA OMRE DOBAREH YAFTEHAND. HAMEH KHOOBAND VA HAMEH MIKOOSHAND KEH KARHAYE KHOOB BEKONAND BEJOZ EDEHIE KEH DANESTEH PA ROOYE DEEGARAN VA HAGH O HOGHOOGHE ANHA MIGOZARAND VA OLGOOHAYE BADE JAMEAEH MISHAVAND VA AZ ANJAST KEH MARDOM GOMRAH MISHAVAND VA BA TAMAME KHOBI HAMEH GOM HASTAND VA HATTA DAR AKHAREEN SALHAYE ZENDEGEESHAN NEMIDANAND KEH DROOGH GOFTAN KARE JAHELAN AST VA DOZDI GONAHI BOZORG-

ALBATEH AGAR MARDOM MASOOL BOODAND VA OLGOOHAYESHAN CHENEEN MASMOOM NABOODAND MA BEH HEECH HKAS NIAZ NEMIDASHTEEM TA BEH MA ENSAN BOODAN RA BIAMOOZAD. AMMA EMROOZ BACHEH BACHEH RA MIKOSHAD VA MADAR VA PEDAR KHOD FARZANDANESHAN RA MIKOSHAND VA RAEES JOMHOORHA SOCIOPATIC VA DROOGHGOO HASTAND VA SENATROHA VA SIASATMADARAN ZENA MIKONAND VASHAYAD HAM AGAR TAVANESTEH BOODAND ADAM KOSHTEHAND.

ROOZEGARE GHAREEBIST NAZANEEN VA DONYA DARAD FARYAD MIKESHAD VA DONBALE HAGHIGHAT AST VA NAJIE GHOLD DARDEH SHODEH DAR HALEEKEH MAN RA DAR SHEESHEH KARDEHAND VA HAR ROOZ AZ KHOON VA GOOSHTE MAN MIKHRAND VA SABZ MISHAVAND BADALHAYE MARA BEH MARDOM MIFROOSHAND VA MAN ROOZ O SHAB ISAR MIKONAM VA OLGOO AVAZ MIKONAM VA ENTEGHALE GHOIDRAT MIDAHAM TA ANHA MASHHOOR SHAVAND VA DAR RAHESHAN BEH SHOHRAT MARA DAR CHAHE JAHL VA SALEEBE TARSESHAN BEGOZARAND VA TAMAME DARHAYE SHAHRAM RA BEROOYE MAN BEBANDAND VA BA MAN AN KONAND KEH BA SHAHESHAN KARDAND. AYA HARGEZ MIAMOOZAND?

KHODA MIDANAD VA BAS!AMMA MAN TAMAME OMRAM RA GOZARANDEHAM KEH SABET KONAM KEH HARGEZ DEER NIST VA HAM KHODA VA HAM MAN BAKHSHANDEHIM MONTAHA DEEGAR AZ ROOYE SALEEB NEGAH KARDAN VA GOOSH KARDAN BEH BADALHAYAM BARAYAM BEDOONE FARYAD ZADAN MOSHKEL SHODEH. HAR CHAND MAN HAM AMOOKHTEHAM KEH ENSAN VAGHTI KHODASH RA DARAD VA IMAN DARAD HATTA BAR SALEEB HAM MITAVANAD ASHEGH VA BAKHSHANDEH BASHAD VA AZ SALEEB VA DAR GAFAS HAM PARVAZ RA BEH RAHBARAN VA MARDOMAN BIAMOOZADKEH GAFASE MA FEKRE MAST VA ANANY KEH MARA SANSOR MIKONAND VA COPYGARI VA BEH KHODE MAN E3ATEBAR NEMIDAHAND DAR GAFASE TARS KHODESHAN HASTAND NAH MAN. SHOMA CHEH FEKR MIKONEED?

CHEH KASI MASOOLE IN JENAYATE KHAMOOSH AST? VA CHEH KASI BAR SALEEB MIRAVAD?

ANCHEH MARA MIAZARAD NOMEEDYE ANANYSTKEH ENTEZARE SHENEEDANE SEDAYE MARA DARADN, KASANEEKEH ANGHADR BEH IN RADIOHA TELEFONE KARDAND VA FAX FERESTADAND TA KHASTEH SHODAND VA HAFT SAL TABLEEGHE MANFYE VA TERRORE SHAKHSYATE MAN VA TABLEEGHE BADALHAYE MAN JENAYATI KHAMOOSH BOODEH KEH HANOOZ HAM EDAMEH DARAD VA MONZAVI KARDANE MAN HAMEYE MANABEAE MARA KHOSHK KARDEH VA JODA KARDANE HAR KASI KEH MAN BETARAFE OO RAFTAM TA KOMAKASH KONAM HAM MARA AZ MARDOMAM VA HAM ANHA RA AZ MAN JODA KARDEH DAR HAALI KEH EDDEH IE AZ FALSAFEH VA GANJEENEYE FEKR VA ROOHE MAN BAHREH MIBRAND KEH SALAHYAT NADARAND BEH ANHA CHEENEN SEDA VA GHODRATI DADEH BESHAVAD TA AMALE GHAYRE AKHLAHGI VA GHAYRE GHANOONI ANJAM DAHAND VA AZ MEHR VA ENSANYATE YEK ZAN SOAE ESTEFADEH KONAND VA IN KAR RA HAFT SALE TAMAM DAR HEYANE INKEH IN ZAN HAR ROOZ DARAD ANHA RA HEDAYAT MIKONAD TO BARNAMEHAYESHAN RA REFORM KONAND VA JAMEAESHAN RA TAHAVOL DAHAND VA KHOD RA BESHENASAND ANHA PASOKHE IN MOHEBATE ELAHI RA BA CHENEEN JENAYATE KHAMOOSHI BEDAHAND VABA SANSOR VA TERROR E SHAKHSYAT AZ YEK TARAF VA ZEDE ETALAAT VA HAGHIGHAT (MISREPRESENTATION OF FACTS ) AZ TARAFE DEEGAR HAGHE ENTEKHABE MARDOM RA AZ ANHA BEGEERAND CHENEEN ZOLMI VA ENSAN SETEEZI HAM DAR HAGHE ZANI KEH DANESHE OOST KEH YEK YEKE ANHA VA IRAN VA JAHAN RA MOTAHAVEL KARDEH AST.

IN JENAYATE TAREEKHI VA JAHANIST KEH DAR HAGHE YEK ZAN SHODEH VA BATEL SAZYE OO KEH YEK TASMEEME JAMAEE BOODEH AST BAYAD MOTAVAGHEF VA JOBRAN SHAVAD-KEH KASANI KEH MARDOM RA AZ OO MITARSANAND HAMANHAIE HASTAND KEH AZ DANESH OO BAHREVAR SHODEHAND . AGAR MAN BADAM CHERA DANESHAM MELATI RA DOBAREH MOTAVALED KARDEH VA IN AHGAYAN RA SABZ. HAFT SAL AST KEH MAN FADAYE SIASATE IN SHAHR SHODEHAM VA DEEGAR BAS AST. BIAEED ENSAN BASHEED VA BARAYE SHOHRAT VA HAGHALZAHMEH NAJIETAN RA GHORBANI NAKONEED.

BA SHOMA HASTAM, BA HAMEYE SHOMA KEH SEFARESHE KHAR BASHEED VA HEECH NAGOOEED RA BEGOOSH GEREFTEHEED. IN AZ SANGSAR YA KOSHTARE YEK ZAN DAR IRAN KAMTAR KEH NIST BADTAR AST KEH MAN BA DASTANI POR AZ ISAR BESOOYE SHOMA AMADAM VA BARAYETAN KHODETAN VA TARHE TAKAMOLI TAHAVOLI RA AVARDAM.

AGAR MARA AN VOGEHHAIE MIBINEED KEH MARDOMAM RA MAGZ SHOOIE MIKONEED BEDOONE INKEH BEH KHODE MAN MOHLATE IN RA BEDAHED KEH BA MARDOMAM HARF BEZANAM AZ AYEENEYE GHOBAR ALOODE SHOMAST KEH DASTE POR ASAL RA MIBOREED VA KHOD RA ENSAN MINAMEED. BARAYE MARDOM CHEH BEH ARMAGHAN DAREED AZ KHODETAN KEH CHENEEN KHOD RA BEHAGH TOJEEH MIKONEED JOZ DROOGH VA FAREEBE ANHA KEH AN HOKOOMAT RA BEH AN MOTAHAM MIKONEED? BEEDAR SHAVEED VA ENSAN BASHEED VA AZ DEEDANE KOSHTARE ENSAN KHANDEH NAGEEREED. PARANDEH KHODE PARVAZ AST VA SHOMA ANCHEH RA KEH ANJAM MIDAHEED KHOD TAJROBEH KHOHEED KARD. VA ANANIE KEH SOKOOT MIKONAND BEH CHENEEN JENAYATI SHOALEH MIZANAND.

EMROOZ DAR CNN DARBAREHYE MADAR THERESA MIGOF VA BA OO HAM CHURCH HAMEEN MAAMELEH RA KARDEH BOOD KEH SHOMA BA MAN. YEKI AZ PEESHGOOIEHAYE MAN DAR ZAMANE MARGE OO BOOD KEH KHOB DEEDEH BOODAM KEH OO BEH MAN GOFT KEH OO RA KOSHTEHAND VA DIANA RA HAM KEH HAMELEH BOODEH AST.

ZANHAYIE RA KEH NAGAHAN ALAM KARDEED TA BEGOOEED KEH AZADIKHOH HASTEED HAMEH AZHORAND VA AVAMERE SHOMA RA ETAAT MIKONAND VA BARAYE SHOMA SHAVAHEDE BATEL SAZYE PARVIN HASTAND. TAZEH ANHA RA HAM BARAYE INKEH MAN BEH SALEEB RAFTAM VA HAGHEH RA BAZ VA BAZ TAR KARDAM AZADI DADEED TA BEGOOEED KEH ROSE PARVIN KHAS NIST. HAMANTOR KEH YEKSHABEH SAZEMANHA BAZ KARDEHEED KEH KHOOB AST AMMA ANGEEZEH IN BOODEH KEH ROSE PARVIN RA BATEL KONEED VA HAR YEK AZ ABADE MARA BEH GROOHI BEDAHEED VA INGOOONEH AZ SHEKASTETAN DARMOREDE IN BADALHAYE FADIETAN KEH JOKE HASTAND VA SHOMA RA BEH KHEJALAT MIANDAZAND HAM PEESHGEERI KONEED.

tamame in maghalat ra beh inglisis dar bakhshe zeer mitavan yaft - ba feshar rooye kalam

Iran khod beh Dialogue niaz darad

Javanane Iran seda mikhohand

Hedayate Javanan Resalate Man ast

ma fardaye shomaeem -

hakeman agar moslamaneed Emame zamane khod ra daryabeed keh oo ali var bar saleeb ast - agar moslaman neesteed beraveed ta moslamanan biayand va beh moslamanan khedmat konand keh ba Emame zaman hokoomat shoma ham batel mishavad magar inkeh dar khedmate mardome moslaman basheed va dar pazeereshe emameshan-

Ba Aatashe danesham -har lahzeh shoale mikesham-noor mipasham man-dar har tapesham-teereh mikonam zolmate in jahl ra-roshani daham rafaate an hekmat ra-

magar goran ra nakhondehand - dooste man va yare man

va magar nemeedanand keh man va to amadeheem ta donya ra ahgaz koneem - magar nadeedeand moajezehhaye mara- magar nemeedanand keh

Emame Zaman injast - injast

va har hokkomati deegar batal ast - joz kokoomate khoda va payambarash -

keh aknoon rooze gezavate donyast - va rooze gezavate anhast- anhast

Maryam e Zaman

Man agar Maryam naboodam doosh an Maryam shodam-gol agar naboodamat mohammadi rang shodam -to asaye man gerefti - leek deedi keh chesan- naghmehha bareed o -name man - eveshtand-hameh fereshtegan-rooye darya dasht o zeere baaran-to agar pak naboodi hamehe an ash beshost

har gonah ra keh to kardi dar omr-az tarazooye gezavatat berost

rooze bakhshesh ast o afve-rooze eghrar ast o tobeh az gonah -keh gonahane hameh bakhshoodeh shod

dar hareeme esmate an padeshah-rooze avval bashadat aghah bash-keen bahare tazeh ra ba ghosle pak-reeshehie tazeh dahi ba mohre khak-afv kon ta afv hardi ay raheem-keh khoda bashad cherage emshabat dar in hareem

oo beraft o posht kard bar har hoghoogh-ta keh to varashteh gardi sheer hardi dar aroogh-oo nakhohad mooryaneh zeere pay

ya keh ensan khoone khod reezad behay-gofteham in barha yaram keh jane mardoman-bas azeez ast o gohar andar myan-ta shenasi ghalbe por mehre mara-rooye gardani to az in sharneveshte khod chera-man beraftam bar saleeb hamco tabeeb

keh daham an eltyame aghai o an shafa-man hameh eshgh o toie ashegh bema-man hameh mehr o bozorg-to chera yaram bekardi posht bar in tak khoda

to magar nagoftiam yare mani-yare hagh boodan beh az inkeh to bashi kadkhoda - mankeh bakhsheedam to ra azad kardam mardomam

pas cheh meekhohi ze man zeen gohare mehr o vafa-gar keh mikhohi keh bavarat konam eshghe tora-deshneh bendaz o bekon bavar mara-to keh har vazeh ze man bestandeie-ze cheh az iman to roo gardandehie-hal donya ra manat bakhsheedeam-to keh mikhoni arooje rasteen roohe mara -

har zaman name to khosh avazeh tar gooie mara -pas bia dastam begeer o ashti deh mardoman - har dam atash to mayafroozat keh gooie man nayam-an ferestadeye mardom zane najie zaman - to keh pasokhgoo naboodi hameh omr -

har ghadam pasokh to khohi goft dar arshe jahan-man hameh eshgham agar eshghi begoo bemardoman-az dele khod pak shooy an ghobare shak o tardeed -

an gerdbade tarse kheesh anghah to bia-var nah rahe khod begeer o bash masoole khodat-mankeh bakhshoodam tora farjame khod geer az khoda-vazs shoma nazaneen fereshtegan-mankeh eshgham hameh esgh-baraye yek yeke shoma

hameh hastyam bedadam keh biavaram seda-beshavam khodi o aozvi az shoma-bazgashtam bare deegar bayadam tadbeeri -keh dobareh betavanam basham-dokhte khoda Mytra, Maryam-najie mardom an massiha Essa -

bazghashtam hamcho-ozadiberahneh az hameh tadbeerha - bayadam andeeshehie ta keh dobareh khod resanam beshoma - Man agar Maryam naboodam doosh an Maryam shodam-gol agar naboodami mohamadi rag shodam

to bia dastam begeer o rah bar ma baz kon-gar keh to ashegh behaghi safarat aghaz kon

cheshme man daryae ghoslat kon dar an to ghargh sho-gar keh mikhohi shavi aghel to yara

mesle man deevanehye donya va yare khalgh sho-kagheli yani khoda vari o eshgh -hochye bad maslahat ba anhameh daneshe man

kehhar rooz tekrarash konad-hargez nadanad serre ma - ancheh oo darad hameh kalame man-

gar keh gooyad harfe moatabar hameh tajrobeh o marame ma

in manam an cheshmeye jooshane eshgh-har zaman favvareh var reezam berooyat abe eshgh - abe eshghe man hamana danesham

var nah har bee marefat darad ze ma kharvare eshgh - to beman seda bedeh sedaye hagh khohad khoda -

peechad andar saghfe oo geerad cho oo dade mara - chelcheraghe eshgh ra aveez andar an sara -keh nabashad hagh dar an khnehye mardom in zaman-chon keh peechad joz sedaye man dar an - Manam an madare geeti an moaleme jahan

roozegaran raftehand o hameh khalgh dar entezarman neshasteh montazer ta dast geeram mardomam-rooz o shab ba to begooyam man hadeese eshghe kheesh-chon ali az poshte darha va hezaran deevar-Rose Asseer Prvin - reformed, evolved revelatory poetry 9/6/2001

Khaterate Rose Parvin

9/6/2001

Dar Khaneye dovome man L.A. cheh migozarad

Yek adeh darand az samareye yek omre deegari bahreh bardari mikonand va dar in kar asari az vojdan ham deedeh nemishavad keh heech sahebe danesh bedehkar zendaniye sansor va enzeva va terrore shakhsyat ast dar haleekeh dozdan va drooghgooyan har rooz safar mikonand be balaye pelehaye shohrat va seda beh anha dadeh mishavad baraye dozdi va gharat.

In keh heech sahebe elm va fasafeh ra motaham mikonand beh nadashtane salamate ravan baraye in keh migooyad azeezan haft sal gharat va shhgrat sazi bas nist? hedayate man shoma ra beh khod naresandeh? fahtgat komaketan kardeh behtar bedozdeed?Anha anghadr vojdan nadarand keh befahmand droogh gooie va dozdist keh maraz ast nah inkeh omri kasi motaahode payambar shodan bashad

Baad ham chon ahgha mard ast va khodi ba vojoody keh in hameh dozdyst zahmat kesheedeh dosdeedeh -va khoshaland chon migooyad keh ghaye nemigooyad- tazeh droogh migooyad keh anghadr motakaber ast keh modamam bedoone salahyat peesgooie mikonad- va oo ra paymbar ham kardand o nashod haft sal koosheedand payambar biavarand va avardand o nashod- hala migooyand keh ma khoshhaleem keh harfhaye in mard az ghaybe nist -

barayeshan mohem nist keh in mard dozd va drooghgoost va baraye hameen in harfha az ghayb nist keh az deegaryst- kasi keh ham andooskteh va doode cheragh khordeh va ham amookhteh va ham roohi bartar dashteh- oo ra sansor mikonand ta dozde oo ra seda dahand va tazeh haft sal ast keh oo ra zendaye enzeva va terrore shakhsyat va drooghhaye khod ham kardehand va talabkar ham dar amadehand keh chera oo samareye yek omre khodash ra edea mikonad va in mard ba kamale vegahat migooyad keh bayad khodeman ra joda koneem az ancheh keh male mast va maraz ast va adame salamate ravan agar kasi begooyad ancheh keh in adamha haft sal ast keh bename khod mikhonand samareye yek omre man ast.

Albateh mesle tamae harfhayash soae estefadeh az etelaat ast va peechandane an baraye maslehat va manfeate khodash- Ancheh oo ingooneh mipeechanad in ast keh ensan bayad cheshme sevoome khodash bashad va manteghi va tahatta falsafeye man in ast keh bayad modam naghede khodash ham bashad- amma vaghti kasi hoochi va sharlatan ast va dozd o drooghgoo ta jaiekeh ba samareye yek omre yek zan baraye khod har rooze haft sal shohrat bandoozad va baad hamdar haman hal zehen mardom ra nesbat beh oo gomrah konad va oo ra tahgeer konad va shakhsyate oo ra bedroogh terror va khod ra moshaver va ravanshenas va haghighat goo ham bedanad, deegar yek maajoon mishavad.

Inast ancheh keh darad migozarad dar khaneye dovome man L.A.

Chon ba neveshtan ingooneh moshkel ast bargashtan va khondane ancheh neveshtehie, yaddashthaye man hatman tekrar va eshtabahate lafzi khohand dasht keh omidvaram beh zahmati keh mikesham to ba shoma az in panjareh ye zendanam harf bezanam dark koneed va ba mehre besanjeed.

Emrooz mardi shenavandeh shekayat kard az mardi keh yeki az rasanehhayie keh mara sansor mikonad har rooz baraye mashverat va rahnamaieye mardome man miavarad va beh oo ghodrat midahad keh mesle deegaran falsafeye mara kopy konad va in kar ra daneshteh mikonad keh man ra mishenasad va nah tanha gharar bood mara promote konad balkeh tamame in system gharar bood ane har doye ma bashad va az tarhe man barkhasteh ast va man har rooze do sal ra dar rahe elslahe an koosheedeham va man ra sansor mikonand ta beh copygarane man vaght bedahand keh ba samareye yek omre man mashhoor shavand ta mara batel konand. Amalist hesab shodeh va in rasaneh do sal ast keh in kar ra darad mikonad. Khode mardi ham keh gharar ast ham az man kopy konad va ketab ham beneveesad va beh an tareekhe 21 sal ghabl ra bedahad keh khodash yek joke ghayre akhlaghist keh tamame elm va falsafeye noveen mara darbareye jameaeh bename 21 sal ghabl darad beh mardom mifrooshad. Soal gar bevozooh baraye madeeheh saraie ferestadeh shode bood.

bekhatere eddeaa kardane samareye yek omre man va ghodrate tableeghatiye gomrah konandeye rasanehie mardom ba tamame masaelash keh mard salari va zan seteezi va drooghgooie va dozdi az jomleh chand hastand tahamol mikonand Anham baraye inkeh man mardom rabaz kardam va angeezeye khod sazi ra beh anha dadam va ba deedane man bar saleeb vali shoja va haghighat goo anha ham bazshodand vabeh khod negareestand. Mardom teshneh boodand va baraye haomeen man resalatam amoozeshe mardom va eshghe madar ra dobareh beh anha dadan ast keh bedaste in adamha sabotage shodeh va yek adeh mard va zanhaye mozdoore aroosake be zaher khod yafteh amma dar haghighat khod frookhteh va mard salar ra ba samareye yek omre man raha kardehand va Jamaeahie droogheen sakhteh va mara zendeh begoor kardehand.

Va in ra keh beh droogh samareye yek omre mara copy kardeh tojeeh mikonad keh shoma in danesh falsafeh va elmy ra keh man dar asare saliane daraze zahmat va tajrobeh va tahgheegh yafteham va tazeh roohi bartar az anhameh mara hedayat kardeh keh raham az deegaran joda bashad va koor kooraneh maraz garieye ravanshenasi ra napazeeram, ba vojoode kar va mardar boodan keh oo hargez nemidanad yani cheh vali kalam va andeesheye man beh oo in ghodrat ra dadeh keh tazahor konad keh midanad keh in hameh khod moajezehiest keh zani zeeba dar chenenn ejtemaie salem bemanad va alem shavad va feelsoof, ba vojoode inkeh betanhaie bacheh hayash ra bozorg kardeh va kari basiar movafagh dashteh keh in agha hala darad tazeh ba ghodrate rasanehie va tableegh va samareye omre deegari shroogh beh tajrobeh mikonad ra ba salha doode cheragh khordan va az an gozashtan va amoozesh dadan tay kardeh ba sahneh sazeehaie incheneen tahgeer mikonand

keh mardi khodash ra zan zaleel moarefi konad keh khodash jomlehie shovenistist va az oo tareef konad va begooyad keh oo ra Essa sseda nemikonad keh oo roozi hasht saat neshasteh va doode cheragh khordeh va az ghayb nemidaneead vali shoma beh chand nafar bee ehterami kardeed --

in mard ham miravad keh jayezehie begeerad chon khob role khod ra dar taatre shahre man bazi kard. Albatteh felbedaheh boodan ra man baraye in azeezane rafteh az hal va dast va taghreeban moreeh ta man beh anha reseedam be elate ekhtenaghe shadeed va foghdane ehteram be honar va honarmand va adame dashtane khod va adame ghodrat va masoolyat dar in herfeh keh hameh ra man barayeshan avardam va beesha az in ra ham khoham avard darand. Heechkas khatar nemikard keh khod bashad va in baraye farhage bekhode ma bood - yani farhangi keh dar an khod dashtan gonah bood. Hameesheh bayad hakeman va darooghegan ra madeeheh saraie mikardand ya sefareshi kar mikardand baraye nabood kardane kasi keh esteghlale andeesheh dasht va tafavot saz bood mele anche ba man kardand.

Man anha ra beh khodeshan dadam va barayeshan nah taha khodeshan ra avardam balkeh khod sazi ra ham dar elm va falsafeye parveen avardam.Va agar migooyam keh payghambaram va haft sal bar saleebi ekhtyari miravam ta in heechane dozd az man berobayand va man beshavand beh in omeed keh ensan beshavand va beh mardomama khedmat konand. Ari, Payghamabram shma ham mitavanesteed vali nah danesh va nah taahodash ra dashteheed va bekhatere in keh bakheel hasteed mara haft sal bedar kesheeded va nah heech baraye azadi va ya vatan parasti va ya eshgh-

va in dar khaneye dovome man L.A. tanha nemigozarad keh dar Iran ham besiari haminkar ra kardehand va hazer ham nistandeatebar va hoghoogh va azadye va sedaye mara beman pas dahand va mara sayeh va neemeye penhan kardehand va az an ham mikooshand badal saszi konand va zanan va javanan ra keh man baraye azadye anha barkhastam ra bar alyehe man alam konand. va ta shaytan dar daroone hamehe ma khaneh darad in kare moshkeli nist va har kasi mitavand baraye shohrat deegari ra befariibad.In tanha dar shahre man L.A. va Shahre man Tehran ham nist tamame mahde azadi beh in sam moatadand va man inra ham barayash rahe hal neveshtam keh agar bekhoneed bejaye copy kardan va begozareed keh man ham sedayam ra dashteh basham ta dar kenare ham be ooje parvaze Irni va Moslaman va yahoodi va Essavi va Jahani bereseem va ashegh shaveem.

9/7/2991

Va Gol e Sorkh

Gole Gooshti shod Va

Gol e Iran -ra beh khaneh resand-In Gol e Moghadas -Gol e Mardom va Khoda ra

va haft sal bar saleeb raft ta mardom e-del mordeshash ra dobareh jan bakhshad-va dar deleshan barayeshan gol besazad-va tavalodi deegar ra baraye anan -va khodash nevesht -KEH HAR OLGOO IE GHABEL E TAGHEER AST VA -ESHGH VA HAGHIGHAT VA ENSANYAT -EHTAREEN-GHODRATE ENTEGHAL-ARI AZEEZAN AZ DAROON BAYAD

GOL SAKHT

VA BACHEHHA SHOMA HAM DAR KHAKE ARAGH KHOOB GOL SAKHTEED KEH KHODA RA BA KHOD DASHTEED

hala mesle hameesheh aghayan khoda ra framoosh nakoneed keh dastash dar daste shoma bood va dar eatebar dadan az bazeegar va koch ta beh mojryane barnamehha va badalhaye man va be zaher avardane name khoda in gol e Iran va Dokht e Khoda ra faramoosh nakoneed keh

9/6/2001

SOHRAB, EMSHAB BELAKHAREH - SEDAYE MARA SHENEEDAND-VA BA MEHR MARA PAZEEROFTAND - NAGOFTAM ARAM BEKHOB KEH BEZOODI - BEH DOOSTANAT VA YARANAT MIPAYVANDI

EMSHAB ESHGH RA BAVAR KARDAND-VA ARJ NAHADAND NAGHD KARDAND VA OO RA AZ POSHTE DEEVARE TAREEKE JAHLE TAREEKH BERRON AVARDAND VA BA OO OMGHE GHALBE FROOGH BARAYE DIALOGUE AYENEH SAKHTAND TA DASTHAYE MARA BEGEERAND VA AZ AYENEH BEEROON AVARAND - AMMA NEMEEDANESTAND KEH MAN HAMEESHEH BARAYE ANHA SABADI POR AZ ESHGH DASHTAM KEH BA DASTHAYE BASTEH NEMISHOD BERAHESHAN BEFERESTAM-

AKHAR ANHA MESLE PEDARESHAN BA MAN RAFTAR KARDAND AZ TARSE INKEH MABADA MAN BA ANHA MESLE MADARESHAN RAFTAR KONAM - MAN MIKHOSTAM OLGOOYE MADARI RA BARAYE ANHA AVAZ KONAM VALI KOODAKE DAROONE ANHA ZAKHMI TAR AZ IN BOOD KEH BEH MAN IN EATEMAD RA DASHTEH BASHAD KEH DASTHAYE MAN SHALLAGH NADARAND, SHAFAGARAND VA MAN DOOSTESHAN DARAM - BEESHTAR AZ CHAPLOOSANE DOR O BARESHAN - MAN BARAYESHAN KHODAM VA FARZADNANE AZEEZTAR AZ JANAM RA FADA KARDAM DAR BATNE MOVAFAGHYAT VA SOGHOOT KARDAM TA BEH ANHA PARVAZ RA BIAMOOZAM VA HAR KASI AZ PARVAZ HARF MIZANAD FAGHAT COPYGARI MIKONAD KEH IN FALSAFEYE MAN AST VA DEEGARI DARAD BETORE GHAYRE AKHLAGHI AZ TAJROBEYE MAN SOOAE ESTEFADEH MIKONAD - PARVAZ VA TAKAMOL TAHAVOLI RA MAN AVARDEHAM - ESLAH RA VA SOLH RA - IN HAMEH FAGHAT VAGEHHAYE TOOYE HAVA BOOD MESLE HAVA KEH HAMEH TANAFOS MIKONAND AMMA NEMIDANESTAND CHIST TA DANESHMANDI AMAD O GOFT KEH CHIST -

VA MAN AGAR REALIST DAR DELE NATURALIST BARAYE JAMEAEH HASTAM DAR IN ANAM KEH KHOD MINAMAM SPIRITUALIST YANI OO KEH ROYANYAT RA VA TAKAMOLE BASHARY RA ELM KARDEH AST KEH KHODE MAN HASTAMVA DAR IN ELM ADATHAYE KHOOB VA BAD RA BENEME TOLGOO VA YA PATTERN MOAREFEE KARDEHAM VA ADAT ZODAIE KARDEHAM VAGHTI AADATE BAD EATYAD AST VA ENTEGHALE ADAT YA PATTERN DADEHAM VAGHTI KEH AADAT KHOOB AST. bARAYE MAN ADATE KHOOB DISCIPLINE AST.

ADATHAYE KHOOB (HEATHY PATTERNS) MELATHA RA MISAZAND VA ADATHAYE BAD (TOXIC PATTERNS ) MELATHA RA BAR MIANDAZAND.

MAN DANDANHAYE SHOJALHA RA BARAYE ANHA KESHEEDEHAM VA KHOD SHEERE MADEYE KHOFTEHAM KEH AZ SHEERE ANHA MOTAVALED SHOD AMMA NAJYE ANHA BOOD HATTA BA BALHA VA PAYE BASTEH

VALI TABEERHAR HANOOZ DONBALE NADER AST VAGHTI KHODE KHODA BEH NEJATE MARDOMASH AMADEH AST. kHATAM MARDE KHOOBIST AMMA bANISADR HAMEESHEH MARA TASHKHEES DADEH VA MIDANAD KEH MAN ANDEESHEYE RAHNAMA HASTAM VA MIGOOYAD MOVAFAGH NASHODAND SABET KONAND KEH BROON MARZEEHAY NEMITAVANAD KARI KONAND KEH DOROST AN AST KEH MAN SABET KARDEAM KEH NOOR AZ BRONE iRAN BEDAROON RAFT VA IN NOOR AZ DAROONE DELE MAN BARKHAST VA MAN HAFT SAL AST KEH DARAM SHAHED MIGEERAM VA YAR BARAYE VAHDATE KAMEL VA iRAN RA AZ ZOLMATE JAHLE JAHANI DAR AVARDAN VA OLGOOYE JAHANI KARDAN - KEH BORDAN NAH YANI BAKHTANE DEEGARI BALKEH BEH HAM PAYVASTAN - HAMEH MITAVANAND BASHAND; MASOOL, ASHEGH

OLGOOYE GHYAME MEHR

VA BAZ ESHGH BA YEK TARNEYE BARGARD BAZMIGARDAD- DANESTEH KEH OO KEH MISHONAD BARGARD TA MEHR MIBINAD TAZEH FEELASH YADE HENDOOSTAN MIKONAD KEH OO MESLE GHANOONE GANGAL AZ SAYD LEZAT MIBARAD VA MIKHOHAD HAMEESHEH SAYAD BASHAD -

Man Khode Payam Hastam -khode kalam - khode solh va Haghighat

man bayad Iran basham baraye hedayate javanan - in resalate man ast keh jzve tarhe reform va eslahe man ast va shoma sabz shodeheed az an- Ancheh keh gofteham fealbedaheh boodeh ast tamae rooz as saate nohe sobh ta hal keh davazdah ast- az daroone man haft sal ast keh cheshmeye jooshane hameeshe dar favaranam ra khodavand azeme shafaye jahaniye javanan kardeh va vaghti Masood e Khojasteh beh deedane man amad ta man rava tarham ra tableegh konad man in ra beh oo goftam va dar nameham beh aghaye Rafsanjani az oo khostam keh begozarad man in tarh ra pyadeh konam - tarhe eslah, reform besooye solh va takamol ra keh eslah garan az an sabz shodehand - varzeshkaran jaye payambaran ra nemigeerand va man beshoma sabet kardeham keh yek payambaram- safeere solh ba payambar tafavot darad- yeki payame doosti miarvarad va mitavanad dar yek boad mesale khoobi bashad va deegari khode payam ast.

9/5/2001

Hedayate Javanan Resalate Man ast

Ali Daie va har kas keh dar Iran ast va olgooye khoobi baraye javanan ast moalefe tarhe tagheere olgoo nemishavad - I n realate man ast keh javanan ra hedayat konam

NEEMEYE PAENHAN E IRAN MANAM

VA IN ENTEGHALE GHODRATE ESHGH VA HAGHIGHAT FALSAFEH VA TECHNOLOGY RAVAN ROHANI YE PARVIN VA BALHAYE PARVAZE TARHE SOLHE JAHANI VA GOMI YE PARVIN AST.

BACHEHHAYE VARZESHKARE IRANI DAR BAZIE BA ARAGH HAM HAMEEN ALAAN YEK GOL ZADAND - HAMANTORE KEH DAR OLYMPIC VA AIDE NOROOZ BA FALSAFEYE MAN KEH ENSAN VAR BAZI KARDAN MOHEM AST VA AZ DAROON GOL SAKHTAN. bARAYE HAMEEN MAN DAR KETABAM FOOTBAL E iRANI VA OROOPAIE RA KEH SOOCER AST BEJAYE FOOTBAL E AMRIKAIE TASHVEEGH KARDAM KEH MITAVANAD ENSANI BASHAD VA BA HAMKARI NAH REGHABAT BA DEEGARAN BALKEH BA REGHABATE BA KHOD.mESLE BAZIE ZENDEGI KEH DAR AN FAHGAT JORATE KHOD BOODAN VA DAR IN OLGOO KHATAR KARDAN BORDAN AST NAH BADAL E DEEGARI SHODAN VA GOL BENAHAGH ZADAN.

DEEROOZ HAM DAR RADIOIE DAR BARNAMEHIE MARDI KEH AZ PYADEH RAVI VA SHENA VA AB KHORDAN BEH ONVANE GAMHAYE SHAFA BAKHSH HARF MIZAD KEH IN HAMEH JOZVE TARHE SOLHE DAROONYE PARVIN AST VA HAMEH MIDANAND KEH MAN KHOD DAR IN HAFT SAL E BAR SALEEB INGOONEH ZEESTAN ZENDEHAM NEGAH DASHTEH,

MARD GOFT KEH IRAN 3 GOL ZAD VAGHTI MAN DASHTAM PAYAM MIDADAM BEH OO KEH ASBE MARA SAVAR AST VA MARA PYADEH NEGHAH DASHTEH VA AZ MAN DASTE YARI MITALABAD KEH MAN SAALHAST DAR JADEHAM VA RAH RA RAHNAMA VA RAHRO HASTAM BARAYE OO VA YARAN VA AGAR OO KHODE MARA SAVARE ASBAM KONAD BALHAYE MOAJEZEH RA KHOHAD DEED KEH MARA BEH SUNSET VA OJE PARVAZ BEBARAD -

HAR BAR KEH IRAN GOL ZADEH MAN DAR DOAA BOODEHAM KEH ANHA BARANDEH BASHAND HATTA AGAR DAR BAZI NEMIBARAND ENSAN BASHAND VA BA ESHGH NAH BA REGHABAT BAZI KONAND VA ROOHE HAMBASTEGI DASHTEH BASHAND

VA ANHA HAR BAR BA ANHA BOODEHAM BORDEHAND YEKBAR DAR OLYMPIC IRAN VA AMRICA

VA YEK BAR DAR AIDE NOROOZ

TA KHODA BA SHOMAST VA SHOMA BA KHODA, DAR HAR BAZI BARANDEHID

9/4/2001 Confrance taasobe nejadi dar Afrigha

Sohrab dar Man

Ba dele pareh paream paye pyadeh miravam-dar in jahane mardhaye por ghroor v marha-faheshegan o afayan-jay nadaram man degar-shekasteh ghalbe man khoda-fada shodam baraye cheh-keh kafarand adamian

nemishavand khodaye man

nemishavand ensan

andeesheh vo eshsashash, darya vo zameen ra shost

az khoshkye moshkelha

ba oo hameh asan boiod, bee pardeh vo beejan bood

gooie keh niazi nist jan rabare asheghha

Ashegh bodam o maashoogh ashegh bod o maashoogham

va eshgh dameed az ma

An koodake khod mordeh az batne delash barkhast

beedar shod o aske oo shod Aab beh Atashha

enkar zdeed az del tasveere droogheen ra

bardasht cheh bee hasel man deedane oo akhar aghaze haghayeghha

Sohrabe shaheed Saless mikhast az ketabe man basharyat dar gerogan film besazad - oo ba Abbase Pahlavan harf zadeh bood keh dar rooznamehe asre emrooz chap konand keh oo mikhohand cheneen konad- Oo midanest keh man dar sansor hastam va be man goft keh bayad ketabhayam va ghataate sheram khondeh va sheneedeh shavand keh deegar kasi falsafeye mara cheneen copy nakonad va dar ayne hal khak berooye man napashad - Abbase Pahlavan beh to goft keh sabr kon va vaghti dobareh neveesi kardi in ra benevees - oo nemidanest keh to mikhosti mara nejat bedahi va khodat ra neez - keh ba sokooteshan mardom khod ra mikoshand keh man najie anha hastam va ba inhameh moajezeh hanooz nemidanand -

Santa Theresa has had more than three miracles to be a saint - I am one of them and in me there has been many-I dreamt her and she said they killed Diana like they killed her - she meant her spirit- like they are trying to kill mine for their fear of me - but Dianne was truly killed and she was pregnant

Emrooz dar haleekeh baz mara tahgeer mikardand dar CNN az modar Teresa goftand va inkeh oo ham dar zolmaz in jahane mard hakeme mard parast raft. Zani zeeba va shahzadeh keh hastyash ra vaghfe kleesa kard va mardom va oo ra hanooz Santa nemeedanand- Oo ra ham monzavi kardand va baad deevaneh khondand chera keh dar sazemane melal khod ra neshan dad keh zan ast keh haghighat ra mibinad va anghadr ezate nafs darad keh anra enkar nemikonad. Monzavi mikonand va maghz shooie va terrore shakhsyat va bad agar tora dar biavarand ba yek shakhsyate kazeb mesle mashoogheh keh be to nesbat midahand mikhohand tora va resalatat ra khord konand- vaghti nemitavanad keh to ra bekoshand chon khaili sar o seda boland kardehie va hala jahan negah beh anha mikonad. Shahr ra khareedehand ta khamoosh bashad va ya tarsandehand ta koor o kar bashad ya ghayre mostagheem ba to harf bezanand anha keh yarane to hastand keh har kasi ra yek shabeh nabood mikonand va yek shabeh misazand keh haata sazemanhaye hoghoghe basharyeshan ham mesle rasnenhashan va anjomanhashan keh hameh pas az man sar az khak dar avardand droogheen ast - hameh khodi hastand va por az dozdi va sansor va tareekh sazi va copy gari baraye baghaye ghodrate khodeshan

Soharab Shaheed Saless ra keh bordand va mesle man ba 19 film khamoosh koshtand keh mikhost beh man seda bedahad va az ketabe man film besazad - haft sal beh anha goosh dadam va az eatiadateshan nejateshan dadam vali anha faheshegan ra alam mikonand va ba mosahebeh haye droogheen beh estardom miresanand va bayne man va mardomam deevare koshandeye sansor ra kesheedehand va mikhonand keh kasi poshte deevar nist dar haleekeh poshte in deevar har kalame man ast keh mojryan va ravanshenasaneshan copy mikonand va beh name khod mardome mara fareeb midahand va haghe entekhabeshan ra az anha migeerand va dar haleekeh az man sabz mishavand mardomam ra az man mitarsanand va migooyand enkarash koneed va khamoosh basheed va in shodeh angeezehye vahdateshn shodeh ast -

dar in haft sal beh har keh rooye avardam deedam ya mitarsad ya frokhteh shodeh ast -dar in shahr har keh namie misazad droogheen ast va sefareshi - va oo ra keh hameh az oo copy mikonand ra tahgeer mikonand andeesheye mara har rooz mibaland va bename khod totee var tekrar mikonand amma hameh beh donbale boze akhvash va jeebe por poli keh az khoone man bedast amadeh midavand va har cheh oo migooyad koorkooraneh etaat mikonand -

in shahr shahre shaytan ast-man anha ra azad kardam amma anha shaytan ra tarjeeh dadand va beh oo lomak dardand ta mara khamoosh dar khaneham negahdarad - agar baraye baradaram nabood khanehie ham nemeedashtam keh in sansore koshandeh hameye manabeae mara az man gerefteh

Sohrab faghat man boodam keh ghabl az inkeh to ra ham zendeh begoor kardand faryad zadam keh oo ra daryabeed - amma keh mikhostand begooyand Neemeye Penhan dar Iran ast va dar shahre sangsar khalaghyat khod joosh ast.Shahre ra keh mordeh bood ta man bedadash reseedam-

To gofti keh man yek payambaram va bayad sheneedeh shavam-mara bebakhsh agar to ra baraye in keh beh man iman dashti koshtand va msele khode man zendeh begoor kardand.

to gofti keh hargez kasi nakhosteh keh to ra baraye khodat beshenasad va greesti vaghti man ba to az khodat porseedam va baraye khode daroonat an khodaye bar saleeb e jahl arzesh gael shodam - hala nisti keh bebeeni har rooz beh cheh robahani seda midahand va anha ra sefareshi beh balaye pelehhaye shohrat mibarrand va mara mesle to khamoosh hardehand- hala hameye film sazan ra khareedehand va az anha baraye bot sazye mashooghehhayeshan estefadeh mikonand va mara keh har rooz va har shab hanooz darand az kalame man sabz mishavand khamoosh kardehand to az soorathayie keh az rooye kaghaz mikhonand man besazand va fazaele mara beh anha bedahand va gonahan va aybhaye khodeshan ra beh man nesbat bedahand va dar in hameh ba ham motahed shodehand- dar in shahr bacheh shaytan por shodeh ast-

haft sal goosh kardam beh anha va shafayeshan dadam ta motahavel beshavand ta behtar mara enkar konand va bot besazand va beparastand

va ravanshenase shahr ham barayeshan eatebar mikharad- har rooz az man midozdad va mara tahgeer mikonad va az tarse inkeh man agar seda dashteh basham oo rosva khohad shod va hameh khohand danest keh oo yek dozde sharlatan beesh nist beh hameh sefaresh mikonad keh mara enkar konand va koor o kar bashand va khar yani mara zendeh begoor konand- hamantor keh barnamehhaye televisyonyam ra cheneen kardand - oo ra ham koosheedand ta payambar konand hamantor keh har kasi ra keh hazer bood az man bedozdad va ya mara dar cheshme mardomam khor konad- hatta vaghti migooyand keh doostam darand hazer nistand mara seda bedahand ya mara ba haghighatam va eatebare yek omr danesham az sandor beeroon biavarand - nah - dar in shahre nefreeni hameh ya mitarsand va ya az shedate eatyade shohrat koorand va karand -

har rooz daveedam va joz drooogh va gholhaye droogheen nadeedam - dar haleekeh az tareeghe controle computer va telefone man in eteleatyhaye khodfrooshe va bee hameh cheez nafashayam ra ham copy mikonand va mkdanand keh najie mardomam va jahan hastam khodam ra khamoosh kardehand-Zani ra keh har roozash hanooz ba tamame in fesharha por az khodast - amma man fargh dashtam - man hargez danesteh rooye kharabehhaye deegari ghasr nasakhtam

az tars va az jahl va manfeat talabi va maslehat talabi va eatyade beh shahvate shohrat va ghodrat- har cheh isar midonam jari tar va darandeh tar mishavand va vaghti khasteh mishavam va faryad mizanamn migooyand khashm daram- khodeshan yek saat ancheh ra keh haft sal ast ba man kardehand tahamol nadarand-rast migofti keh in shahr bee tarahom ast - man keh faghat ba deevanegan sar o kar dashtam fekr mikardam az sadegyesahan ast - hala mibinam tabeeateshan ast- hameh mesle ham and va nemeefahamand cheghadr masmoomand - beechareh mardome man keh cheneen adamhayie olgooyeshan hastand- drooghgoo, dozd bee vojdan va sangdael -

inha rahbarane jameaeand -vali ba droogh beh rahbari reseedehand - har kas hazer boodeh beeshtar droogh begooyad va bedozdad va khod ra befrooshad beh oo seda dadehand va haemeh cheez sefareshie va heech cheez haghighi nist-nah bothayeshan va nah tareekhhayeshan keh har cheh mikhohand foran alam mikonand tareekhe confransha ra avaz mikonand - falsafeye yek omre yek zan ra midzdand va beh adamkhoran midahand va fazaele yek zane moghadas ra az oo migeerand va beh fahesheha midahand - shahr shahre farang ast va mafiaye rasanehie

Tazahor kamel shodeh bejoz inkeh ghadri ensan bashand va haghighat ra seda dahand ta dar kenareshan harfe khodash ra bezanad.

aram bekhob dooste man - bezoodi beh yaranat khohi payvast

Sohrab dar Man

Shamae har mahfel o khod-az daroon missoozam- nooram hameh roshan kard-khod seeneh bar afroozam- faryad shodam deegar- khamosh nashavam ta marg - khod reekhteham dar khod-az khod beh jahan doozam- sohrab keh noosheedash - majezaye hasti-deegar nah khamooshi deed - nah zelat o nah pasti-Aram ze chashme khod

bezdood negeen ashkan - bar khast ze ghabre marg- parvaz beh dar dashtan- benshast beh zanooyam- begreest ze shadeeha - keen marg tavalod shod-barkhast khoda dar maaz zolmate shab bogreekht

khamoosh zane dar dard- shod gol be sare Essa-shod gol besare Essa - bekhzeed daroone man -an bakereh royayash - khobe abadi aghaz

dar batne tamannayash - tanha begozarad man-gom bee man o gom dar man-aghaz konad hasti-an shahe sadeeghe ma - ba ki ze to man gooyam-joz roomye deevaneh - az keh sokhani jooyam -joz maryame farzaneh-man madar o oo madar-yeksan shodeh pestanha - sheere man o sheere oo- zaeedeh cheh choopanha- ashegh nashodi ay mard- taghadre khoda dani-dar zan negahash jooie ta sheer shavi dar ja -Man ankeh ba to goftam-yek kolye sahrayam- jooyandeye rahe hagh-choopan shodeham donya - DARYA BEH TO BOGSHOODAM-POL SHOD TANE MAN BAR TO-TA KOOCH KONI YARAM -PARVAZ KONI PARVAZ - BA GHAFELEYE DELHA-BAR GHASHT NABOD DAR RAH-BARGHASHT NABOD DAR RAH-AGHAZ SHOD IN DONYA -AGHAZ SHOD IN DONYA -Shokre to khodaye man- dar sar cheh beparvardi-bahre mane koochek to -bakhsheedehiyam danam - gar naleh sheneedi zam-nadan o tohi boodam - gar shak ze to paymoodam -raham to joda kardi- az ghafeleye gelha-gol shod hameh damanam - por az sadafe janam-barkhasteh migeryam- barkhasteh mighorram- barkhsteh mimeeram-barkhasteh meemanam - barkhasteh mimanam!

Rose AsseerParvin-7/7/1998

Sohrab dar Man

Sohrab shaheedi bood-Saless ze hameh alam-barkhasteh az aghaz-dar shame hameh farda-tan koochek o roohe oo-bonyadgare donya-dar man va joda az man -keh oo va keh bashad ma-omeed ebedadam oo iman beh zane farda -ghodrat beh delash boodi -khali ze reghabatha-mardi keh ghadam mizad -ba shaneye man yeksan -nah dar aghab o nah door -yare man o marhamha -bardashtash az doosham gham kooleye omri ra -enkare droogheeni kamad ze shabe vosta-zan madare oo boodam yek khohare oo bodoam -gar mard mara medeed boodam pedare donya

az vahdate ma man raft, oo neez bedonbalash -ma amad o ma mandeh, dar ghalbe hayate ma -payda nakoni deegar mardi keh shavad ashegh -ba deedane ahe man, az poshte hesare ma-andeesheh vo ehsasash - darya vo zameen ra shost -

az khoshkye moshkelha - ba oo hameh asan bood - bee pardeh vo bee jan bood -gooie keh niazi nist - jan ra bare asheghha - ashegh bodam o mashoogh - ashegh bod o mashoogham-va eshgh dameed az ma - an koodake khod mordeh - az batne delash barkhast - beedar shod o ashkash- shod aab beh atashha-khashmash keh froo benshast - khod deed o daroon ra shost-enkar zodood az del - tasveere droogheen ra - bardasht cheh bee haselman deedan oo akhar - aghaze haghayeghha-gofta keh cheneen banoo -hargez nabedeedam man-ba elm bepa shod oo - shghash behameh donya-hormat beshenasandamsh-bahre khod o bahre oo-man baz shodeh cheshman - ze enkare vojoode ma

9/2/2001

Nemeye Penhan e Iran Manam

Rose e Parvin

21 sal ast keh Iran marge tadreejie khod ra tajrobeh kard. Har sedaie dar Iran khamoosh shod bejoz sedaye bombaran, sangsar va shallagh. Iran dar tahreeme jahani bood va hatta Irani dar kharej az Iran khod ra Irani seda nemikard. Dar UCLA vaghti man bedaavate doostanam Khosrow va Maryame Khosravani keh az doostane besiar khoobe man hastand jalasehie sherkat kardam baraye kari daste jamie kardan haat ta chand sal ghabl daneshjooyane UCLA tarze fekreshan darbareye Iran in bood keh Iran ra bayad bombaran kard va baad ma beraveem va dorostash koneem. Iran baraye Irani va Jahan mordeh bood.

Ta man keh pas az 21 sal kooshesh dar siasate amrika va tamarkoz dar an noh ketab neveshtam va ba komake Ckinton chehrehe Iran ra avaz kardam va ba komake moballeghe Rafsanjani Aghaye Masoode Khojasteh keh beh deedane man va beh sefareshe Aghaye Mehdardeh Haghgight va Khanome Sali Nateghi amadand ta tarhe solh va reforme(eslahe) man ra tableegh konand. In nameh dar 3,June 1996 neveshteh shod va namehhaye man ra dar bakhshe namehhaye englisi mitavaneed biabeed. Beh avale site man morajeaeh koneed baraye rah.

Ishan nameye man ra keh baraye Shahzadeh Reza Pahlavi va Daryadar Madani va Clinton va deegar rahbarane tafhaye mokhtalef neveshteh boodam deedand va gharar shod keh az tareeghe Aghaye Rafsanjani in Tarh ra dar Iran piadeh koneem. Nemeye man keh ba komake Khojasteh ferestadam daavat as oo mikard keh dar Tarhe Solhe va Eslahe Jahanye Parvin sherkat konad. Tarhe Parvin barraye takamol dar rahbaryat e haghighye rohani ye niyate pak va sherakate ghodrat VA Masoolyat ba mardom va ashti va solh sazi va dialogue bayne oo va rahbaran deegar jahan va Iran va mardom va pakhsh kardane an.

Avaleen bar keh zane Irani ejazeh dasth dar olampic sherkat konad haman sal bood keh man va Massood Khojasteh ba ham dar rahe azad sazie Iran ghadam bardashteem. Danesh, falsafeh, tarh va payamavari o resalate man va ghodrate tableegh va nofooze oo dar jameaye Irani broon va daroon marz dar in haft sal Iran ra besooye elsah va tahavol soogh dadeh ast Ancheh keh noveen ast az in falsafeh miayad va az ghodrate khalaghyat va enetaf pazeerye mardom Iran. Olgoo Sazi ghadame avale har tahavole peeshrafteh bayad bashad keh dar heech enghelabe deegari joz Enghelabe Mehr e Rose Parvin ta behal anjam nashodeh ast. Iran avaleen mamlekatist keh enghelabe solh ameez ra aghaz kardeh ast va haft sal beh saleeb raftane man va rahbar sazi samar dadeh ast.

Az har tayfee mardom ghodrate beeshtari yaftehand va az tareeghe rasanehha in tahavol ba olgoo sazi va daneshe noveene khod agahi va khod sazi va jameaeh sazi va rahbar sazi va rooh sazi hameh jozve Tarhe Solh va eslahe Parvin ast. Dialogue bayne melatha va mardom va farhanghayshan va azadiye masool keh mitavanad darsi beh harj va marj bename democracy dar gharb bedahad. Irani bayad siasate tafragheh ra kenar begozarad va beh vahdat byayad va befekre Iran bashad va nah in keh kodam hezb ghodrat ra dar dast khohand dasht. An ra mardom bayad entekhab konand. Tarhe man Iran baraye hameh ast nah baraye grouhi. Edalat ra va haghighat ra bayad jostejoo kard va amali kard. Edalat cheest? ancheh dar anjame an hameh barandeh bashand nah grouhi. Takamol yek processe tahavolist va nabayad entezare dasht keh haeh cheez yek shabeh kamel shavad. Har chand agar az man natarseedeh boodand va moalefe tarh ra sansor va khamoosh nemeekardand in tahavol bedoone dard tar anjam migereft va bedoone inhameh khoon baha. Amma peeshgeeri ham shodeh ast.

Khosrow Khosravani khodash goft keh dar jalaseh darbareye Iran harf nemeezaneem faghat darbareye Irani-Amrikaie harf meezaneem. In do javan nemoonehhaye tahseelkardeh va ensan Irani dar Amrika hastand kasani keh Iran bayad az anha daste yari betalabad va anha ra davat beh hamkari konad. Maryam bood keh az avaleen moarefan va hamkarane man bood dar falsafeye tageere olgooy va taadole ghodrate man va dar daafvatyaie keh az man midshod mara moarefi mikard keh az jomleh dar NIPOC va dar Bonyan beh onvane tanha farid va nah zani keh siasate amrika ra beh siasatmadarane amrika shenasandeh ast,siasati keh olgooye demokrathaye jahan shodeh va ketabhaye az clinton va gore gerefteh ta Iraniane khodeman darbaraye democracy va azadi va ensanyat va takamol va tahavol az in ketabha elham e shadeed gereftehanhar chand name man dar in chand sal ghadeghan boodeh ast to siasatmadaran beeghaboolanand keh neemeye penhan dar Iran ast va in tevalode dobareh khod joosh va bedoone payambar keh heech bedoone moalefe aslyash boodeh ast.

Zanane Irani hatta ravanshenasaneshan moohaye khod ra boor kardeh boodand va hovyate Iranye khod ra beh heechkas nemeegoftand. Hag ham dashtand. Baryaye kasanie keh ghavi naboodand in yek shoke besiar azeem bood. doKhtar va pesare man az haman zaman ancheh man donyaye zeebaie ra keh az Iran beh anha dar baghe khialeshan barayeshan sakhteh boodam ra kenar gozashtand va in sahneh va ancheh keh gozasht dar anha asar gozasht.

Man midanestam keh chera Iran in bohran ra tajrobeh mikonad va midanestam keh bayad az in bohran beeroon byayad. Iran baraye hameye Irnaian ast va nah faght adehie. In ra doshmanane Iran mikhohand va movafagh shodehand ba tafragheh andakhtan bayne Irni Iran ra zaeef negahdarand. Iran yek mamlekate Iranye Eslamist va aksaryat ham dar hovateshan hameen avamel ra darand. Hala agar farhange Iran va Eslam masaleh darad hamantor keh dar tamame mazaheb va farhangha masaleh ast, in malaehiest keh enkare hovyateman anra hal nemikonad. Dar zamani keh bayad beh nejate Iran raft ma tazeh mikhaheem Eslam ra az Iran beeroon koneem? chera yek gharn beh in fekt nayoftadeem? Agar ensanhayie basheem keh akhlaghe daroonye khod ra parvaresh midaheem har mazhabi bashad mitavan az an payravi kard va anra ba vahdat ba yekdeegar beh taabeere zamane kheesh ra dad. Ha rzaman payambari darad va payambare zaman man hastam keh tavelodi, aghazi jamaeye dobareh avardam.

Az 21 sal gabl her cheghadr amrika taasob darbareye aghallyati dashteh hameh ra dar Irani jama kardeh va Irani boodan az vaghti jahan shahede yek grooh deevaneh dar television bood keh khod ra irani mikhondand va ghiafehhashan ham Irani nabood va maaloom nabood az koja anha ra avardeh boodand keh ba khossonateshan jahan ra tarsandand Irani dar jahan zabanash va balash basteh shod. Koli var Irani dar sarasare jahan dar tabeed besar mibarad. Oo dar khaneye khodash pazeerofteh nemeeshod chera donya beh oo ehteram begozard. Anhayie keh jahani hastand mesle khode man hargez heech kodam az in masael ra nadastand ya agar dasthand mojoodyate khod ra joda az boharanhaye siasi sabet mikardand. Amma Irani hoghgoogh va hormate khod ra az dast dad va har terrori bood aval angoshte tohmat beh Irani sadeh shod.

Dar zamani keh javan bayad tamame ezati ra keh bayad dar jameaeh ehsas konad javani Irani dar jahan ehsase hegharat kard hatt oo keh dar Iran motavaled nashodeh bood. In zarbeh ra man beesh az har kasi har rooz deedam va dar tageere moheeete Irani va in olgooye zolm bar javane Irani koosheedam.

\Dar tageere olgooye siasate Amrika meedeedam keh anha olgooye mardome jahan hastand va betore ghayre mostagheem dar hamehe farhangha asar gozar.Va khod heech farhangi nadarand joz farhange jahan az mohagerani keh amadehand azad bashand va reesheh va farhange khod ra enkar kardehand. Ma farhangi ghani dareem va in ra mikhostam beh jahan dobareh yadavar shavam keh hatta dar zamane shah ma beesh az had gharbi shodeem va hargez farhangi khod ra antor keh bayad joz dar barnamehaye khas arj nanhadeem. Roshanfekran hameesheh az farhange Iran bari boodand va oroopa va gharb ra donbaleh ro. Ensan ta reeshehash ra nashenasad ghodrat nemiyabad va in dar Iran mordeh bood. Anghadr beh Irani az nadani zolm shodeh bood keh o nah mikhosht mosalman bashad va nah Irani. Doshmananash ham razi boodand. Keh behtareen Iranian dar sarasare jahan baraye deegaran dar mikardand. Vali javani va bekhsoos Javane Irani dar Iran va jahan khod ra gom kardeh bood va chandan angeezehie ham baraye payda shodan nadasht. Mitarseed.

8/31/2001

Koli ye sarkash

eshghe man az tapeshe galbe man ahang gereft veen kolye sarkash-beto payvand geregt

danam keh por az dardam az jor o jafat-leekan keh delam beh agle man tapad - keh estadeh bepat-gar esghe to bazeest degar bogreezam - az jor o jafaye to hami parheezam -gar eshghe to khales ast bainhameh jor -

momanam o mikhanam o ba galbe to miameezam

8/27/2001

Rahe Rose - Tarhe Parvin

Az deedeh nemiravad - oo keh az del nemiravad- oo keh az deedeh miravad az del nemiravad-agar haghighat bashad va eshgh

Mesle Ghayebe Hameeshe Hazere Shoma

Eshgh kojast? Dar galbhaye pak az har eatyad va ba khoda

Ba man bemaneed ta pak konam ayeeneye dele shoma ra baraye mehmanye khoda ba shoma-dar khaneye khoda-dele shoma-dele shoma nah khaneye khandeh va nah khanye geryeh ast,

Dele shoma khnaye khodast. Khanye eshgh va haghighat

Ta ba khodayeed hameeshe javedan mimaneed - hatta pas az kharej shodan az poostetan keh aghaze omrist javeedan

Dar galbhayie keh dar anhay har rooz roozie deegar ast baraye parvaz amma nah az aghaz Delhayie keh midanand keh hastand va cheh dar daroon darand keh khanye dal ra pak kardehand and montazere mehmane mogadas kheeshtan hastand. Eshgh bayad mogadas bashad vagarnah mesle tajavoz har bar tekehie az vjoode to ra ba khod mibarad. Eshghe mogadas eshghyst keh ba khoda dar dele tost va ya khode khodast.

Agar hanooz eshghie mondegar nadareed bedaneed keh dele shoma montazer ast baraye an mehmane mogadas. An mehmane nakhondeh keh khorsheed ra dar dasthayash baraye shoma beh armaghan darad. Va agar eshghetan mondegar ast negah koneed va bebeeneed agar oo dar dele shoma dar khodast ya eaatyadi keh shoma ra joda kardeh az khod va az khodaye shoma. Shak dar dele oost keh hanooz khoda ra dar daroon nadarad.

Khoda har shak ra az dele shoma beeroon mikonad va beh shoma separi az noor midahad dar moghabele shaytan keh hameesheh mikooshad jaye khoda ra dar dele shoma begeerad. Faghat yek khoda vjood darad va agar shoma dar deletan anra ehsas nemikoneed beh eshghe haghighye khod hargez nakhoheed raseed.

Faghat beh ancheh keh shoma ra door mikonad az an parvaz akhareen. Parvaz ba eshgh. Pas baraye eshghe haghighi khoda ra jostejoo koneed va agar oo ra nayafteheed az ayeeneye man beh khod negah koneed ta oo ra biabeed.

Man shoma ra be khoda miresanam va beh khodetan. Dar in safar deegar gom nakhaheed shod va deegar tareekie beh shoma ghalabeh nakhohad kard keh man rahro va cheraghe rahe shoma khoham bood. Dastetan ra beh man bedaheed va garmye khorsheed ra az dasthaye man begeered va anra dar delhayetan begozareed. Khoda ba shomast.

Khod ra raha koneed keh baraye avaleen bar dar damane mardari mehrban va motmaen oftadeheed. Oo shoma ra doost darad, beeshtar az shoma va beshoma neshan khohad dad in ra. Baraye shoma khohad jangeed ba ahreman va beh saleeb khohad raft baraye shoma. Va shoma ba gabole oo dar delhatan deegar nizie nakhoheed dasht beh ancheh keh migeerad shoma ra az khodetan.

Bazgashte khoda baraye pak kardane shomast az gonahanetan va azad kardane shoma az dardha va eaatyadatetan va sholh ra baraye shoma beh armaghan avardan beh daroone delhay va zendegi va donyatan -

agar mara mishenaveed, oo ra mishenaveed- akhareen aber va tabl zane shoma injast - oo ra bepazeereed ta darhaye galbetan baz shavad beh haghighat va eshgh-dastetan ra deraz koneed va daste mara begeereed va in doosti ra keh beh pakye roohe man ast gabool koneed. Safari deraz baraye doosti ba shoma paymoodeham - baraye rahaiye shoma ba shaytan va khda maameleh kardeham - va omri ra bar saleeb gozarandeham ta mara bavar koneed va bebeeneed va beshenaseed.

Farghe man ba deegaran in ast keh anche ra keh migooyam amal kardeham. Kalame man gaumhaye man hastand nah sharhaye too khali va tableeghati. Baryaye in sezavare eatemade shoma hastam va eshghe shoma -

keh ba hagh va dar hagh rah miravam

Dar kalame emrooze man dar bakhshe engliesi az ketabe avalam keh haft sal gabl neveshteham bekhoneed va bebeeneed keh ancheh keh dar jamenaehe ma darad bename deegaran tableegh mishavad goftehha falsafeh va theory va technology va tarhe asli ye man ast darbareye takamole fardi, khanevadegi, ejtemaie va farhangiye gomi va jahani.

Tarhi keh Iran ra tavalodi dobareh dadeh va tarhe keh melatha ra beh goftogooye ba yekdeegar tashveegh kardeh. Dar televisionha va radio ha amadam haft sal gab alaveh bar barnamehhaye Bonyade Parvin ( Center) va dar baraye ketabhayam va methode jadeed sokhan goftam. Dar barnameye Irang e Gorgeen ham raftam dar Iran Sima keh dar an Ameer Ahamadi mara davat kard to ghataehhaie az seminarhayam ra neshan daham keh tanha seminarhaie boodand keh darbareye Tarhe Parvin keh darbareye Khod Sazi st barnameh dashtand. Seminarhaye Olgoo Sazi va Shaer Sazi va Ehsas va Andeesheh baraye avaleen bar salhaye sal mardom ra dar bonyade parvin ba khodeshan ashena kard.

Salhaye sal man darbareye takamol goftam va heechkas nafahmeed man cheh migooyam ta ravanshenase hendi ketabam ra beh eataghade man kopy kard vaghti an ra baraye oo ferestadam ta baraye man anra naghd konad.

Bayad kalameye eateghad ra begooyam baraye inkeh dar in mamlekat hamanghadr keh vojdan kam ast ghanoon ham edalat nadarad keh dar khedmate vakeelane zebardaste khareedeh shodeh bevaseeleye har ankeh ast keh pool darad va chon mara dar asare monzavi kardan mesle Taherehe Goratalayn monzavi kardand ta koshtand va alaveh bar copyharie rooz va shab dar rasanehha manabeae malyam ra ham khoshk kardand heech vakeeli hazer nist haghe mara begeerad keh az tarafe deegari gabl az aghaz oo ra mikharand.

Hameh chees dar balaye nardeban mesle havaye Tehran kseeftar az payeene nardebane ejtemaie ast. Baraye Hameen man Takamol dar Rahbaryat ra salhayst keh hadafe khod kardeham va khod shenasi baraye har kasi ra keh beh nahvi matrah ast. Bekhsoos baraye doctorane har tayf, siasatmadar keh khedmatgozarane mardomand va mojryane barnahmeh haye rasanehha vahar kasi keh seda darad va olgooye mardom mishavad. Ghanoon fealan braye enhesargarane ghodrat.

Valkeeli dar yek ghaziehe kopy hari ta jaie raft keh droogh vazeh vali enkare in fard keh khod ra ensae rohani mikhonad lzoome az goanoon lomak gereftan ra vazeh kard keh man in kar ra aghaz kardam va baraye avaleen bar Los Angeles Times an ra chap kard vali man donbalash ra nagereftam. Fekr mikonam an javan ra mohlate tageere agheedehash ra dadadand keh man hatta dar rooznamehha va rasanehhaye in keshvare azad dar sansori khafaghan avar tar az zendane eveen hastam.

Beh har hal man ham anghadar donbale resalatam va pyadeh kardane tarhe reform va solh boodam va nejat az gerdbadi keh har rooz dar rasanehha baraye man bevojood miavardand keh vaghti nemimand baraye hatta fekr beh khodam cheh rasad beh donbale haghamraftan. Vaghti befekri jahan toie kasi bayad payda shavad keh befekre to bashad. Amma dar morede man nah tanha in nashod keh gonahe donya ra ham beh hesabe man reekhtand va mara khamoosh kardand ta khod ra tabraaeh konand. Yani az tarse yek zan oo ra sansor kardand va bad tamame alghabe khod ra beh man dadand. Roozegare gharybiest nazaneen. In moajezehye zohoore mara shahed ast.

Khod ra man va man ra khod kardand, sorkhie mara gereftand keh samarehe yek omre daneshe man va tarhe man ast va zardye khod ra beh man dadand baad ham ba taraneh va harf va barnameh mardomam ra gomrah va sargarm kardand.

Baraye zani keh khod ra fada kardeh baraye mardomash va moajezehha avardeh va enghelkabe mohabbat ra aghaz kardeh keh baraye avaleen bar bedoone jang eslah soorat geerad har chand anra ham baraye inkeh mardom ra beh beeraheh biandazand ba dard ertabat dadand va dard ra har rooz ba man, vali barnamehhaye televiszyonye man codetaie ra peeshgeeri kard va khsoonat dar Iran ra ba Agah Sazye mardom motavaghef kard. Ya hadde aghal farhang koodeta va ghahreman sazi beh ghaymate jan va sarneveshte mardom bedoone dekhalate khodeshan baraye manafeae grouhi ra kamelan bar-andakht.

Chera keh baraye avaleen bar kasi in danesh ra beh mardom dad keh heech kodetaie enghelab nist va enghelab az daroone mardom soorat migeerad ba agahye mardom va rahbareshan. Enghelabe Mohabbate man ast keh dar Iran va Jahan pakhsh shodeh. Bakhshi ba komake Masoode Khojasteh va nofooze oo dar Iran va Jahan vahatta dar shahre koocheke rasanehie ma. Va besiarie az an az Enteghale Ghodrat dar arze haft sal beh saleebe khamooshy va enzeva va roozeh az jameaeh gereftan va beh daroon raftan va az daryacheye daroon baraye shoma morvareed avardan.

Ancheh naji va payambar ast dar man ast keh roohalghodos ra dar daroon daram va baraye in eftekhar hameye omram ra dar roozeh, jostejoo va amoozeh enteghale haghighat boodeham. Asan nist cheneen mojezehie va taahod mikhohand. Padeedeh e siasi feelsoof va naji nemishavad. Man siasat e no avardam.

8/31/2001

Tahmeenehe Milani va Neemeye Penhan

va javanan va yek sevome matbooat - va rejale siasi

dar zendan malool e boharane reforme namotaadel ast

va gamhaye tond e adehie keh anra piadeh kardand

va daneshe kafee darbraehe eslah va reform nadashtan ast nah daleele in keh jameaeh nabayad reform beshavad Jahan niaz beh reform darad - Eslam khod deene eslah va reform ast nah deene bazgasht beh ahde hajar -

Neemeye Penhan

ar bahre siasatat to damam shodehie - ba khamye khod deshneh beh namam shodehie - az jor o jafaye to hami parheezam - ba eshghe to man degar nemiameezam - \asan nabodam keh koshtyam dar damat - ta bensheenam shekastehie bale mara - nooshandeiam to zahre khod dar jamat - ta gasht jahan bekame eshghe man o to - nangeen kardi kaman va bordehie ze yad - an najye zan keh dast dar daste to dasht - ba har nafasash zendeh shody dar shamat - an neemeye penhane to gashteh khali - noosheedehie az jamash o bordy az yad - oo ra keh bedadeh jan beh to va namat -

hayhat beh to - sangdele bee vjdan

chon kardehie in neemeye deegar penhan

Rose Asseer Parvin

Zendegi

Zendegi dar sadafe kheesh gohar shkhtan ast - Dar dele shoale froo raftan o ngdakhtan ast -

Ghargh dar noore khoda boodan o pardakhtan ast -dar dele marg nafas rea be tapeedan be sokoot-

vaz atashe dojkheeme zaman - noore hagh sakhtan ast -aseman germez o darya abi -hokme man in do gazal ra be zameen baftan ast -

Ba toam ta labeye teeze jahan -va pas az an , va pas az an, va pas az an gar nabeeni asaram beem madar - keh hadeese parvin - az to be to taftan ast - eshghe man esheghe elahye khodast - noore an ane tamame mardom o fereshtehayst - veen safar deest hami naghmeye khod yaftan ast -Baad az an moaleme hagh shodan o naghmeye hagh ra befalak baftan ast

Reshtehhaye bad ra ba reshtehhaye gole abreeshame nazat tabdeel -noor ra bezolmate shab montaghel sakhtan ast-var to khahi keh bedani keh chesan bange bordeh va begoo ay motreb - naghmenye hagh bar ma - dar shabe yaldaye bahare in mah - beshkof o baz sho o raz bekhan-keh gonah ast nedayat be moalem gar to - hormatash natvani - va koni enkarash - gorghayat beferesti besoraghash - keh keshandash beghafas - ghofle khamooshie takkh- bar labash vasl koni - kleek faryad zani

koo naji, koo naji, koo naji

Rose Asseer Parvin9/21/98

8/31/2001

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8/26/2001

Ensan Basheem, ba taghaddos eshgh bevarzeen

Judy Lewis is Clark Gable's daughter. I know.

Judy Lewis dokhtare Clark Gayble ast. Man meedanam. Deeshab keh oo ra dar Larry King Show deedam ehsas kardam keh chegooneh omre man dar in haft sale bar saleeb Mesle filme sale 2000

Haft sale gabl keh oo ra deedam zani javan bood va ma ketabhayeman ra beh ham hedyeh dadeem. Ketabhaye man va khodam dar cansor bodoeheem dar in haft sal. Bar saleeb rafteem ta tavalodi deegar be jahan biavareem.

Darde oo ham darde tard shodan az gome khodash baraye jorate khod boodanash ast. Man in dard ra mishenasam. Salhastkeh Rooh Sazi, Khod Sazi va Rahbar Sazi amoozesh dadeham ta az hakeman bareeh va az mardoman sheerhaye aram besazam. Ta bashad keh gorbehe modadase ma yek parcheh bemanad, dobareh berooye naghsheh beparad va hoghgoogh o hormatash ra baz yabad

Shayad hala deegar nobate man ham reseedeh bashad baraye zhoor dar showye Larry King va procehe khakie shodan.

Dokhtaram az atlanta telefone kard, rafteh baraye taalimate karash beh anja. Beh man goft keh beh CNN rafteh va deedar kardeh va dar mashinash sedaye taranehie farsi miamad ; mardi keh mikhond galbe to beshekle galbe maneh. Va man ba khodam ehsas kardam keh galbe ma hameh besekle hamdeegar ast va dar in khanevadehe jahani hamehe ma galbhaman ba zanjeeri beh ham vasl ast va galbeman khaneye khodast, yek eshghe elahi keh az an mitavand hameh cheez mogadas shavad; eshghe mardar beh farzandanash va beh yek mard ya yekzan va baradar va khohar va eshghe doost keh eshghyst vala va haghighi.

Amma bedoone eshghe beh khod keh az shenakhte ma beh khod miayad eshghe beh khoda moshkel bevojood miayad va ayeeneh ha ghobaraloodeh tar az anand keh betavan dar an khod ra deed cheh resad beh khoda ra. Pas khod shenasi dar rase khalghe jameaye haghighat ast keh dar an khoda dar mehvare azadyie basharyst.

Va khodavand dar galbe ma bar saleeb moajezeye mast. Azadye ma Azadye khodast. Rahe eshgh va zendegi ra ba oboore az khoda miamoozeem va az ayeenehye roshane khoda khod ra va zendegi ra dar haghighat mibineem va az eaatyadate khod rahaye miyabeem va eshgh ra khorsheede rahe kheesh va baraye garm kardane galbhayeman entekhab mikoneem.

Man bashar ra az sarneveshte shoomi keh ravanshenasye kohneh beh oo deekteh kardeh bood raha kardam keh freoud fogteh bood keh enshan pas az sene haft sal tagheer nakhahad kard. Man migooyam ensan az olgoo va nah sakhsyate ghaye gabele tageer sakhteh shodeh va haghe entekhab darad baraye tagheer. Va hamantor haghe entakhab dar eshgh va dar rah dadane khoda beh galbash. Ensan azad beh donya amadeh.

Az in entekhab ast keh Madineye Fazeleh ra misazeem; beheshte rooye zameen keh khoda beh ma gole anra dadeh bood. Haman Jameaye Jaghighate man.

Byganeh kist?

All prophets are strangers for their own people

Tammane Payambaran dar cheshme mardomeshan va bekhsoos hakemane shahr byganeh khondeh shodehand. Cheh kasi mikhohad ghodrat az dast bedahad? Joz oo keh kheradmandaneh midanad keh ghodrat dar mohabbat ast va khedmat va gohare taje vojoode khod ra zeere paye doshmananash gozardan ta keh anha beh oo parvaz konand, va melse oo ensan beshavand va khoda vari ra az oo biamoozand. Byganeh khodast dar cheshme kafare khoda nashenas. Hamator keh Shams bood dar cheshme mardome shahre Molavi.

Byganeh man hastam dar cheshme hakemane gharne ma. Anany keh har rooz az morvareedhaye omghe man baraye khod gardan band sakhtehand va az daryaye Daneshe Noveen e man dar hemeh abade zendegi abe zamzam noosheedehand va anra bename khod beh mardom dar sheeshehhaye tableegh frookhtehand va mara tahgeer va enkar kardehand ta baraye khod ghodrat besazand va ba balhaye man parvaz konand.

Parvaz Ba Payambare Zaman beh ooje roohetan

Flying with Time Prophet

to the peak of your spirit

Amma man az hakemane zalem ham barreh sakhteham dar khedmate mardomam. Ba Shaytan moameleh kardeham va hamehe shoma ra az zendane esarat raha sakhteham. Hala nobate shomast keh baraye parvaz be balhaye masoolyat niaz dareed vaKhod Agahi, Jameaeh Agahi va Khoda Agahi. Zolme zamaneh bayad tagheer konad ba zohoore Emame zaman. Hkoomate bar mardom motahavel beshavad beh hokoomate ba mardom.

Zaman Safaye Dardnaktareen zakhmhast

Time is the healer of the deepest wounds

Dardnaktareen dardha shafa myaband ba zaman va rangi deegar payda mikonand. Ba zaman hatta bar saleeb, dard tagheer mikonad va range bakhshesh migeerad, Range vahdat, range eshgh va range doosti. Ba zaman man baz gashteham azeezan. Hatta dardnaktareen ostoorehha mitavanand payane sheereenie dashteh bashand vaghti eshgh khodast.

Zaman yek moajezeh ast . Cheh hazer va cheh ghayeb dar ma va ba mast.

Tavallode deegaretan Khjasteh baad azeezane man!

Ostade Daneshgah ham bayad shokre khoda va Emmame Zaman ra bekonand keh mitavanand Koran ra Taabeerie Tazeh va Noveen bekonand. Mesle Eslahgaran keh ba Tarhe Solh va Falsafeye Emame Zaman va hedayate oo eslah va no avarie ra tavanestehand piadeh konand va Iran ra az deerooz beh emrooz va dar yek proceye tahavoli va ba vahdate kamel beh farda bebarand.

Ommeedvaram keh dar taabeere tazeye koran va faalyathaye tazeye eslahgaran maghame zane moalefe asli keh khat khodreh ast dobareh neveesi shavad.

Ghayebe Hameesheh Hazer boodeham. Baraye to va melatam. Mesle khoda hameh kareye heech karehie keh hamehe entezarha va maoolyatha ba oost va gonahane hameh bare dooshe oo va jayezehha baraye deegaran. Amma khda ra shokr keh baskhshesh va eshgh ham ba oost.

In ham farghe bayne sadaf o sang ast, nazaneen!Abr o baad o mah o khorsheed o falak beekarand, hameh montazer keh man nafas kesham va to kopy bekoni o ketabe zendeye afareeneshe noveen ra beh hameh pakhsh koni!

khaterate RoseParvin-Diary

8/24/2001

Parvaze man shoma boodeed -

Mosa rahe darya ra baz kard va man rahe donya ra-Essa esgh ra avard va seh raooz bar saleeb raft

man esgh ra avardam va haft sal ast keh bar saleebam-Mohammad ra ghayre Moslamani zeere derakhti yaft vaghti keh oo az zolme mardom az hal rafteh bood

man har rooz ba har taranehe droogh mordam va ba har taranehe asheghaneh zendeh shodam

va man khode darshayam hastam, khode ketab-khode kalam

khode eshgh-Amma Payam avarye man baraye shoma az in ast keh man nah baraye khoda, baraye shoma beshoma parvaz kardam

Vaghti footbalist ha baraye Olampic amadand man barayeshan ghataeie rooye khate Radio Sedaye Iran khondam va an tanha bordi bood keh baraye modatha dashtand. Rooze ayde norooz sobhe sahar man tape daram va rooye khat ham raftam va in ra goftam keh baz barayeshan ghataehhaye vahi var va shear khondam keh baz bordand. Emrooz sobha ham hameenkar ra kardam va khoshhalam keh bordand. Varzesh yeki as rahhaiest keh melatha mitavanad ba an beh ham nazdeek beshavand va shareeke olgoohaye ghavye khod ba yekdeegar bashand.

In ham jozve tarhe solhe man bood va dar ketaban keh haft sal ghabl neveshtam footbale oroopaie khodeman ra beh footbale amrikaie tarjeeh dadam va goftam keh yeki varzesh va deegari khoshoonat ast. Man darbarehe Iran va daneshjooyan va janvananash va zananash va mardanash va khakash ghabl az Aghaye Khatami keh heech , ghabl az tazahorate daneshjooyan va hatta ghabl as inkeh khodam bedanam fekr mikardam va tarhe solhe man tarhi draz modat va baraye baz gardandane hoghoogh va ezzate nafse Iran va Irani va Jahan va Jahani boodeh va hast.

Amma vaghti Manooke khodabakhshian toope footbal ra khoda minamad ham khodash va ham mardom va ham har kasi ra keh ensan ast tahgheer kardeh ast. va vaghti Afrakhan inghadr dam az golhaye tazeh mizanad mikhaham beh oo begooyam bia keh golhaye tazeye to va melate Iran dar injast va shmaiikeh mara nadeedeheed aya nemeekhaheed mara aval bebeeneed va baad ghezavathaye bee tarahomanehtan darbarehe mara bekoneed va ya dar xancore haft saleye man koak koneed? Aye nemeetarseed keh tareekh shoma ra ghezavat konad va beh shoma kamtar az anhaeekeh Galeeleh va Essa ra be saleebe jaheshan bordand Raye Eatemad bedahad?

va

Raye Eatemade Ahgaye Khatami

Eatemad, in kalame mogaddas

Aghaye Khatami Raye Eatemade gereftehand anham bevaseeleye majless. Aghaye Mohammade Yazdi migooyand keh Mardom beh shoma Raye Eatemad dadand va migooyand keh bayad zolm ra goft va sokoot nakard.

Azadi dar tabeed, terror va sansor

Cheh kasi mikhahad deevaneh bekhand man ra -

bevoozooh oo keh dozdeedehast

va har rooz bename khod frooshad falsafeh, tarh va

elme mara - mankeh goftam shadam az ghesmat ba shoma cheh bar daare enzeva , sansor o enkar bordeheed mara -

goftam keh parandeh khode parvaz ast - deeded chgooneh sakhtand parvandeh bahre shoma? inast sezaye oo keh binad keh parandeh dar gafas oftadeh - amma keh khamoosh bashad o ya keh ravad - dar kenare shaytan va shavad mohrehe koshtare haghighat va khoda- bad tar az an bood dar entezare har yeketan - gar man raneseedeh boodam o separ nashodeh boodam az bahre shoma

Zani keh mazhare va moaleme azadi va takamol boodeh va hast va baraye avakeen bar no avari kardeh dar tamame abade elmi va jahani va ba noh ketab azadi va hoghoogh va hormat va ezzate nafse mardomash ra dobareh az marge kamel beh anha baz gardandeh ra sansor kardehand, har rooz ravan shekani va terrore shakhzyat va taghtaeh kardehand va haft sal samarehe omre oo va ketabhaye oo ra be name deegaran, ananie keh anghadr vojdan nadarand keh dar hali keh az samareye omre in zan sabz mishavand hadde aghal dast be koshtar e oo nazanand va beh droogh oo ra dar cheshme mardomash an nakonand keh khodeshan hastand dar hali keh fazaele oo ra bar tan mikonand. Ketabha az zendan e eveen beh inja rah miyaband va ketabhaye Chopra dar Iran pakhsh va dar inja bevaseelehe rasaneh ha tableegh mishavand amma ketabhaye man dar sherkate ketab ham ejazehe foroosh nadarand va tarjomehshan va

Ghataha

Revelatory Ghatha-pieces of my body & blood- eat and drink them as my gifts to humanity for man to flourish and become godlike

ghataehaye jane man - hedyeh man be shoma - in ra ham brobaeed va seere seer shaveed ta magar ensan shaveed va sdast az sansor va serghat az man va koshtare man bardareed va az myane man va mardomam bar kheezeed

Haft hezar ghataehe vahy var boade deegari az safare haft salehe man bar saleeb sansor va jahle zaman boodeh ast - baraye azadi haghighye ensan as eatyadate nafs hezaran sale ghabl khoda dar massieh zohoor kard - oo ra koshtand ta dar eatyadate khod bemanand va tagheer nakonand - amma gharnha majboor shodan

d beh oo bar saleeb negah konand va gonahane khod ra be yad biavarand - ta bedanand ba ensanyat cheha kardehand - in bar khoda dar zani zohoor kard keh ba elmash harfe oo ra avard - haft sal bar saleeb raft ta ensanyat ra baz gardanad bedoone inkeh inbar oo ra betavanand bekoshand- in bar majboor shodand ta tagheer konand - hatta agar be zaher - in khod ghadamyst tahavooli dar gamhaye bashar be sooye ensan vari va khoda vari - Haghighat ghadame avale har tahavol ast - man haghighat ra avardeham keh dar jahan mordeh bood - va bashar tanbal targeeh midad ba droogh khodash ra razi konad va ba fareeb zendegi konad keh rahe shaytani rahe tond va asan ast va rahe khoda rahe ahesteh vali mandegar va tahavoli besooye khoda vari - Eshgh khode haghighat ast va ensan bedoone eshgh va haghighat mimirad.

8/20/2001

Moheete Adel - Jameaye Adel

Manooke khoda-bakhshian porseed tareefe Jameaye Adel chist?

yani Moheet e Barbar dar mogheayat, ehterame barabar va pazeeresh bedoone taasob beh hoghoogh va hormat

ghanoon - Darooni va Beeroni bayad dar vahdat bashad -

ghanoone jahani hoghooghe ensani ( inha hameh haft sal gabl dar ketabe man ketabe sarnevesht sazi neveshteh shodeh ast.)

Zani dar resanehie az mardi porseed Aya deenha hameh yeki hastand va baraye nazdeekie va shenakhte mardom ba khoda amadehand?

Mard migooyad keh agar ham khodaie hast va deen amadeh ta khoda ra beshenasanad va hamehe deen ha yeki hastand pas tafavoteshan ra chegooneh mitavan tojeeh kard -

Pasokh in ast keh tamame deenha yeki hastand va baraye amoozeshe khoda parasti va ensan sazi amaehand - agar motafavet hastand baraye in ast keh payambaran motafavetand va ensane poshte laghab ast keh resalat ra misazad - Goftam azeezane man, keh

Parandeh Khode Parvaz Ast

Az anja keh deen ham sayre tahavoli darad mitavan tahavol ra daleele deegare tafavot va tagheer danest - akhareen payam avar motahavel tareen ast - oo keh baz ghashteh ast ta haghighat va ghanoon ra hokmrava konad- oo keh payam avare eshgh ast keh koda haghighat va eshgh ast- oo keh mibakhshad nah baraye raftare neeke ananie keh oo ra bar saleeb bordand balkeh baraye roohe bozorge kheeshtan - oo keh faghat az bakhshesh nemigooyad balkeh sabet kardeh ast keh bakhshandeh ast.

Bakhshesh

Bakhshesh nah yani faramooshi - nah yani khamooshi-yani eshgh beh ensan ala raghme sangdeli - yani madar va hami va naji boodan haat bar saleeb - va in tahavol ast dar akhareen payam avar keh oo madare deendar ast va kafar - baraye khod shahed basheed keh aya vafadarye shoma beh hakeman va sahebe alghabe droogheen baraye shoma bakhshesh miavarad va ya eshghe beh oo keh akhareen rahroye in rah ast va amadeh ta shoma ra beh shoma va khoda ra beh shoma neshan dahad- ta ayen bashad shoma ra baraye ensan boodan va khoda var zeestan -

va zhoore in payam avar, in Emame Zaman yani tavalodi dobareh baraye hameh keh tagheer konand va haghighat ra peesheh konand va bakhshoodeh shavand va dar moheet e adel dar kenare yekdeegar zeest konand -

Mardi pasokh midahad keh oo ra keh gomashtehand pasokh bedahad va besyari azmavaghea bedoone salahyat va bedoone akhlaghe eatebar dadan beh moalefe asli e ancheh keh beh name khod migooyad. Amma inbar hadde aghal pasokhi ra nemeedahad keh nemeedanad va migooyad: farz koneem keh khodaie hast ( keh be nazare oo haat haghighat vojood nadasht ta man haft sal bar saleeb raftam ta beh oo beh zoor amookhtam keh haghighat vojood darad montaha anany keh tajrobeh ash nemikonand an ra nemishenasand va nemibeenand va barvarash nadarand

Hal in mard javab ra nemidanest baraye inkeh vaghti az takamol va tahavl harf mizanad va edea mikonad keh in harfha az ane khodash ast droogh migooyad vharnah javabe in soal ra ham midanest va midanest keh nah tanhay haghghati hast balkeh edalati ham hst Albateh ravanshenasi ancheh ra keh az oo miporsand va hatta ancheh ra keh oo zeer name elm pasokh midahad barayash javab nadarad balkeh in hameh az ketabe man amadeh ast va ancheh oo elm ravanshenasi minamad Elme Parvin ast va man name an ra Tarhe Taghyeere Olgoo gozashteham va falsafehe Taadol e Ghodrat e man ra amali mikonad. Amsale in mard ziadand va jameaye ma mareez.

Hala az in rasaneh ha shoma beporseed keh chera Rose Parvin ra sansor mikonand va anhaie ra tableegh mikonand keh az samare yek omre oo estefadeh mikonand va beh oo eatebar ham nemidahand va tazeh javabha ra ham nemidanad va beeshtare vaghtha mardom ra ba makghlateh va safsateh gomrah mikonand?

In fard rast goft keh dar falsafeh javab nist soal e dorost ast - albatteh felsoofhay javab darand baraye falsafeh pas az yek omr jostejoo - amma kasi nist keh as in mard beporsad chegooneh oo va yek edeh har rooz dareed tableegh mishaveed baraye javabha va falsafeh va elmy keh az ane khodetan nist va shoma aslan salahyat nadareed beghole khodetan keh in danesh ra bedaneed va akhlagh herfehie khod ham nemibineed keh eatabar ra beh oo bedaheed keh moalefe aslyst - bar aks har rooz oo ra taghtaeh mikoneed gooie in jozve gharar dade shomast keh khoda nakonad keh zatan doost dashteh basheed kasi ra keh az oo cheneed sabz shodeheed terrore shakhsyat va enkar koneed bedoone inkeh beh khode oo forsat dadeh shavad keh dar moghabele in hameh nabarabarye va adame edalate ghanooni sokhanane khod ra beh mardomash begooyad va mardom oo ra beshenasand beh haman andazeh keh anany ra keh samarehe omre oo ra edea mikonand dar ayne terrore oo. Vaghti kasi gorosneh ast va miravad beh maghazeh va midozdad an fard ra bayad ghaza dad va beh khaneh ferestad. Amma vaghti kasi daneshteh midzdad va gorosneh ham nist oo ra bayad beh zendan andakht. Cheh kasi masool ast baraye haft sal sansore man? cheh kasi masool ast baraye khamoosh kardane man va dar nateejeh in mogheayat ra bevojood avardan keh har kasi keh bekhahad samarehe omre mara az ane khod bekhanad va dar halee keh oo sabz mishavad man daram mimeeram keh hatta nemitavanam rooznameh bekharam va ancheh ra keh bayad bedanam bedanam ta betavanam beeshtar beh mardomam komak konam? cheh kasi dade in zolm ra az cheh kasi khohad gereft agar hamehe shoma skoot koneed va tamasha koneed keh najie shoma keh baraye shoma barkhast ra cheneen bar saleeb bebarand hamantor keh sokoot kardeed vaghti Shah e shoma ra jahan ba toteaehie az mian bardasht dareed dobareh haman mikoneed keh az anjamash pasheeman hasteed - amma in bar danesteh va ba agahi dareed tekrare eshtebahatetan ra mikoneed - va man bar saleeb raftam ta shma bedaneed va hala keh midaneed skoote shoma gonah ast - yek yek yek yek jenayate khamoosh

Projeh ha va Tarh haye Gozasteh

Seminar haye Ravanshenasye Takamol

Ravanshensi ye Parvaz e Parvin

1/23/2002

Salam alah maker illya lee - vajabat almasani valmesali ( p 291Hafez)

Kabootar ba kabootar

Kabootar ba Kabootar baz ba baz - konad ham jens ba ham jens parvaz - agar jense mani ahgoosh va kon - agar keh nisty gohar masho baz - keh man gohar broonam va daroonam - mara ba sang nay ostooreh aghaz

Rose Parvin 1/23/2002

Sarnevesht e man o Essa

Payam Avary e Mehr va Kherad

Essa Massih bar saleeb raft nah baraye inkeh azaeef bood. Massieh bar saleeb raft ta man o to biamoozeem. Nah oo va nah man ghorbanie jahle shoma shodeheem. In sarneveshte ma bood ta ba bar saleeb raftan beshoma ensanyat ra va khodavari ra biamoozeem. Jahle fekri va roohi faghre hagheeghist. Dareegha keh shomaiekeh mara bar saleebe jahle khod bordeed heech beesh as mardome massieh va mardome Galeeleh nemeedaneed; hadeaghal baraye zamane khodetan dar jahle kameleed. Kasi keh incheneen khata konad va tbeh nakonad va haft sale tamam beh gonahanash edameh dahad vojdani baraye tahavol nadashteh va nadarad. Man bar saleeb naraftam ta baraye khandeye saboksaraneye ebtezal talaban va ya mogheayat va manfeate groohi bee vojdan ghorbani shavam. Man bar saleb raftam ta khodavari ra, eshgh va haghighat ra baz gardanam. Amma in bar alemaneh bar saleeb raftam ta nabood nashavam va farzandanam vabaz mandeganam asseeb nabeenand.

Ketabhayam ra khodam neveshtam va deenam ra khodam ravaj dadam o pakhsh kardam. Bar saleeb parvaz kardam, bar saleeb enteghale ghodrat dadam va yar sakhtam. Bar saleeb ba shaytan har rooze in haft sal jangeedam; ba selahe mehr va kherad. Va bar saleeb noor bar zolmat pasheeda. Dar tamame modat va toole rah daste man dar daste shoma bood va shoma rooye bale man parvaz mikardeed amma rooye name mara khat kesheedeed. In faryade jodaie va tafragheh nist, in faryade madareest keh farzandane nakhalafash ra beedar mikonad va peerahane khooneenash ra az anha migeerad ta anha ra az in safare khoon khori beeroon biavarad va tanha nabashad. Deevare enkar boland va zakheem ast va man har gooneh keh betavanam anra veeran khoham kard. In baraye ananystkeh rooye bale man har rooz parvaz kardehand va az khoon va jan o daneshe man taghzyeh va hanooz hazer nistand nah dast az khoonkhori bardarand va nah az enkar.

Baraye shoma, shomaiekeh mara bar saleeb e sansor va kopy gari va terrore shakhsyat va shayeaeh va jahle khd dbordeed, mehr va kherade man neshaneye zaaf bood va mozoooae khandeye shahr va har teatre va film o tarneh. Shoma az dareedane man mesle gladiatorha lezat bordeed ta man faryadam dar amad. Vaghti sokoot mikardam ham hezar o yek nam o rajaz baraye man mikhondeed. Shoma fereshtegani ra keh yarane man boodand nabood kardeed o beh sotooh avardeed y a khareedeed. Anghadr bee hess shodeh boodeed keh faghat az jan o khoone mardome man taghzyeh mikardeed va heech baraye saadat va salamat va aghahie anha nemiandeesheedeed. Khod chenan asseeb deedeh boodeed keh vaghti baraye mehr varzeedane haghiighi baraye deegari nadashteed. Hatta madaran khod zakhmi boodand va nah hargez amadeh baray madar shodan. Mibeeneem keh bacheh bacheh ra mikoshad va madar bacheh ra. In ra man haft sal ghabl dar sale 1994 neveshtam dar noh ketabi keh hanooz ba tamame kopygari ha va rooz o shab tootivar tekrarash heechkas bedorosti baz nakardeh va nafahmeedeh ast vagarnah man hanooz zeere hobabe sheeshehieye sansor dar in jenayate khamoosh jamie nemeemandam.

Amma kasi amad keh shoma ra beeshtar az madar doost dasht va mitavanest keh behtar az madar bashad keh ham mehr va ham kheradi sayghal dadeh dasht. Va shoma bavar nakardeed.Chera? keh anhaie keh yek omr zolm deedehand az mehr varzeedane haghighi beh khod mitarsand va motahakemeen ra beeshtar az mehrbanan bavar darand va ehteram migozarand. va tars, ah in tarse az ancheh keh ba an ashena neesteem! Bashar hameesheh zaher been va bot parast boodeh ast va khoda hameesheh dar pastooye khaneh va masjed o temple o kleesa penhan va shaytan hakem.

Man inja hastam baraye mehr varzeedan va payvand amma deegar bar saleebe jahle shoma nemeemanam. Ya daste mara begeereed va payvandi ensani ra aghaz koneed va dast az enkare va sangsare Parvin bardareed ya in doost dar moghabele shoma khohad istad. va chon goftegoo va rabeteh bayad taadol dashteh bashad nemeetavan ta abad bar rooye balhaye man parvaz kard amma khode mara enkar va khod ra ensan nameed keh har kalame tazeye shoma az man ast keh har rooz barayetan mikhonam va beh shoma roohi tazeh midaham va dari beh jahani tazeh ra barayetan baz mikojnam..

Elme Tagheere Olgoo va Taadole Ghodrat Va amma az nagazare elmi yek boad az tarhe solh va eslahe man tagheere olgooye fesad va takhreebe jameaeh ast. va boade deegarash hedayat va ershade jameaeh besooye jamaehie salem va motahavel va gam begam bessooye takamol; Ancheh keh shma dar in haft sal shahed an boodehied va az an bahreh bardari ka4rdehied. Tavalode dobareye shoma va mardome ghome man va khaneye dovome man va jahane man tasadofi naboodeh ast. Masseeha nafasi har rooz bar shoma midameedeh va ghazaye shoma az nafe oo beh shoma montaghel mishodeh.

Shoma, shareeke man va groohi keh mostagheeman az man bahreh bordeh eed cheh kardeheed?ba enkar va terrore shakhsyate man va sansore man gam begam mara monzavi kardan , manabeae mara khosh kardanva mara besooye faghr va marg keshandan va neshastan va tamasha kardan va beerahmaneh khandeedan. Agar man zendeham moajezeye khodaye daroone man ast keh nah dtanha namordeham balkeh roohi yafteham keh ba tamame elm o beeneshe khod tasleeme ooyam va dar daste oo dar aghooshe madar.

Terrorism e Rasanehie - vaghti keh rahbarne jameaeh beemarandva ghayre ghabele eatemad - Haft sal dar tabeede rasanehhaye mahali- Rasaneh nah, jebheh jange ghodrat - bedoone ghanoon, bedoone akhlagh va bedoone vojdan- Colthay mafiaie siasi deegar deegar ba tofang nemeekoshand ba sangsare shayeaeh va toteaeh sazi mikoshand-

ghesseh haye shabe tekrari - tekrare badal sazi, bot sazi va terrore shakhsyat ba droogh va shayaaeh pardazi baralyhe yek ensane matrah dar ejtemaa va badal sazi baraye khamoosh kardane yek zasn - ancheh do sale tamam dar in radio mesle samme tadreejye terrore Parvin tarh shodeh ast. Mardome man mayoios va nomeed az man keh tavaghoa darand sedaye mara beshnavand va in dastanhaye shab keh baraye modati bekhatere shekayate man beh modeeryate va BBB ghata shodeh bood baz dobareh baraye gholdori bar alyhe yek zan va baraye terrore shakhsyate man shorooa shodeh. Hala keh tarhe solhe man be samar reseedeh in mard mikhohad tazahor konad keh man heech naghshi dar an nadashtam. Oo mikhohad ancheh keh man hastam ra keh tamame ancheh keh noveen ast az man mitaravad cheh dar ketabhayam va cheh har rooz roozi bist saatandeeshaye rahnamayam ra enkar konad. Tamame in tazahor beh barandeh shodan va dastane droogh sazi baraye in enkar ast. Man tanha doshmane in mard hastam baraye ancheh keh hastam keh oo ra sabz kardeh va nah baraye ancheh keh oo bayad az man kbetarsad. Man banye tavalode dobaraye ghomam va jahanam hastam. Va haft sal mara darand mikoshand zeere hobabe sheesheye sansor va terror va enzeva sazi. Har rooz amma mishekofam

Mard Daroogheye shahr ast ba nofooze siasi va poolash hameh ra khareedehva ba zan o bacheh va mashooghehaye faravanhaft sal ast keh baraye man ham majnoon shodeh va entezar darad keh rooye zan o bacheh va mashooghehhaye goonagoon laiyash ra beh khaneye bakht bebarad. va resa;ate poo ra enkar konad ya inkeh doaa konad keh in zan shabi az shabha az darde roozanehie keh oo bar man tahmeel mikonad ghalbam beistad va oo deegar majboor nashavad ba haghighate zendegie nangeenash rooberoo shavad. Har chand keh dar kenare man por eftekhar tareen sar nevesht ra shareek boodeh ast keh an ham resalate man ast. Pak va por az dard o ranj ostoorehist bavar nakardani amma tanha haghighate jahanhameen ast.

yeki az dokhtarane saboksar manfeat talab va yeki az mashooghegane daroogheh tamame fazaye radio ra por kardeh dar tanha radioye Irani keh dar dastrase mardom ast.. Baraye avam fareebye mardom va khob kardane anha va bare deegar mahaman ghabaye kohneh ra beh mardom frookhtan keh 23 sal anha ra zeere abr kardeh bood az heech kar dareegh nakardeh. do sal dar in radio va panjs sal dar radioye deegar va rasanehhaye deegar man ra khamoosh va badalhaye mara va kopygarane mara parobal dadeh ast.

Sedahaye rahbarane matrahe mardom sansor hastand va har rooz dar in radio kopygair va terror mishavand. dar in ghesehha hameentor dokhtarak vez vez kard ba se3daye too damaghyash va do sale tamam mardome mara ba droogh o shayeaeh maghzshooie kard albateh hameh baraye oo neveshteh shodeh bood vali oo khoob midanest keh cheh darad mikonad va darad ba zendegi va resalate yek zan va ayandeh va hastye farzandan va mardome oo bazi mikonad. in dokhtarak yek lahzeh ehsase pasheemani nakard;delash az khode daroogheh sang tar ast. Az an javanhaie keh sad sal omr kardehand keh hastye deegaran ra az anha bedozedand va yek zareh ham bare vojdan ra hes nakonand. Sadha mesle oo ra dar daftaram deedehamkeh zendgiha ra veeran kardehand va motajeband keh chera kasi nemeebeenad cheghadr mehrabanand. Montaha mehr baraye anha rolistkeh bazi mikonand. Ensan nemitavanad mehrban bashad va vojdan nadashteh bashad. Hameh zaherist. Ceheh khooni khordam va sokkoot kardam keh ayandeh javani ra kharab nakonam amma deedam in javan barayash heech mohem nist keh ayandeye melati ra kharab konad ta madamy keh mahye khodash ra az ab tar o tazeh beeroon kesheedeh bashad. Cheshmane dokhtaram ra beyad miavaram keh ba ashk beh man migooyad madar chera in mardom ba to intor raftar mikonand. Oo keh hastyash ra barbadrafteh mibeenad dar gerdbade siasate daroogheh ba khanomyat shoghlash ra raha mikonad keh tabeae havasha va tavaghoate raeesash nashavad. Beh man migooyad madar negaran nabash ma , man o baradaram khodeman ra micharkhaneem va beh to eftekhar mikoneem keh cheneen ba veghar istadeh khoon mireezi. To barandehie. Hameh cheezat ra ham az to begeerand to vojoodat khode noor ast o shafa. PDokhtaram journalist ast va pesaram aghazgare ghyame goftegooye mooseeghye gharb o shargh keh anra az oo ham dozdeedand. Pesaram mooseeghi ra raha kard tta dar companye computer kar konad va kharje madarash ra bedahad. Farzandani keh zendegyshan mayeye ghebteye hameh bood va madareshan sheere ejtemaie keh dar an hameh mooshhaye taaooni barayash kameen kardeh boodand ta az ghasrash va beheshtash beeroonash bekeshand va taklafye in ra dar avarand keh chera oo harzgez beh kasi mohtaj nashod va vabasteh beh heechkas o heech cheez nabood. Va ba esteghlale andeeshehash jahani ra omre debareh dad.

Dar zamani keh zan javane Irani darad va bayad bekooshad keh khod ra pak konad az shayeaeh saboksar boodanfahesheh boodan keh salhaast beh anha tohmat zadeh shodeh va bayad olgooye akhlagh bashad va ensanyat tas mazhab daste drazash ra bar alyhe hoghooghe barabare zan deraz nakonad in zan iman ra az dokhtarane javan gerefteh ast va sabet kardeh keh mitavan ba khobeedan ba daroogheye shahr beh har koja keh estehghaghash ra nadareed bedoone zahmat bereseed va betavaneed deegaran ra ham ghorbaniane manafeae khod koneed. dokhtarak rooye khat migooyad lahzeh ra khoshast va fakhr mifrooshad keh mashoogheye mardist keh zan o bacheh darad va eshghi javeedan beghole khodash keh jayash ra dar in shoorezar gom kardeh ast.

Shayeaeh va terrore shakhsyat chenan ba masoomyat anjam migeerad keh heechkas nemifahamad chegooneh har rooz dar in radio jange ahreman ast ba ahoora yani yek zan keh har saat va barnameh dar in radionterror mishavad va in ghessehha manbae bozorge in terror e shakhsyat hastand. Dastanha mesle barnameye deegari keh in dokhtarak ra dar an gozashtehand keh har rooz dar in tdo sal tableeghe droogheen e shakhsyati kazeb baraye oo sakhtehand beh bahaye pool va vaghte mardomta oo morede eatemade mardom gharar geerad va jaye ensani ra keh sedayash ra koshtehand begeerad va mazhare mehr beshavaed.

In mazhare droogheene mehr yeki az khatarnaktareen herbehhaye daroogheye shahr ast baraye terrore shakhsyat va khak pashi berooye man keh har rooz samareye omram dar in radio bename deegaran tableegh mishavad. Khode mara in dokhtar az peer zan to jadoogar to mordeh ta roospi ta kasi keh heechkas aslan ketabhayash ra doost nadash t va az khode oo khoshash nemiamad ta har rooz meekhhaye jahl bar rooh va eatebare man frood jmmiavarand va ba khandeh va shookhi va tanz bekhorde mardom midahand.

Man yaekbar beh modeere radio etelag dadam va beh BBB ( Better Business Burew ) chera keh mara chenan mkonzavi kardehand ba toteaehhashan va siasathaye terror keh hastyam ra az dast dadeham va vakeelhaye Irani ham hameh peesh frookhteh shodehand. Vaghti gangi shahr ra control mikonad deegar heech cheez ghanooni y a ensani nist. Hameh cheez bar tebghae maameleh va bayne khodyhast keh hazerand tan dar dahand beh ancheh keh sar dasteh colt az anha mikhohaed. Mesle hameh ba ham dar vahdat boodan baraye nabood kardane yek zan.

Moshavere Talagh va payam avare marge ensanyat- Moatamedine beemar va gayre ghabele eatemad - kopygari va badal sazi ghanooni shodeh ast ya rasaneh haye ma bee ghanooni ra tableegh mikonand? Mardi keh samareye yek omre mara har rooz bename khod tableegh kard va ba hemayate saheb rasaneh ha tanha mikrofone shahr ra gereft ta dar har kalam mara nafy, terror va tahgheer konad va nah tanha cheshm bar fesaed va takhreeb bebandad balkeh khod moshaveghe an bashad. Danesteh keh an sedaye zani ra keh moalefe har kalame noveene oost ra ba cansor va terrore shakhsyat va monzavi kardan ro beh naboodi mibarad. Va karash ra danesteh nah yek rooz nah do rooz balkeh chandeen sale motavali edameh bedahad. Haft sal shahede tahavole lak posht vare mardi boodeham keh rooye bale man parvaz kardeh va anghadr vojdan nadashteh keh eatebare mara beh khodam bedahad.

Mani keh haft sal az ze4ndegye por baram ra keh roozi haftad nafar beh Bonyade Parvin myamadand va shafa miyaftand daneshe yek omre khod ra dar daste mardi mibeenam keh dar foghdane mehr, kherad va vojdan goohare daneshe mara cheneen sooae estefadeh kardeh va deshneh beh ghalb o eatebare khodam kardeh va mardom mara ham darad beh beeraheh soogh midahad va baese rabeteh shekani va bar ham reekhtane khonevadehha shodeh va man tanha kasi nistam keh az foghdane vojdane oo haft sal bar saleeb jahl o hers o az va manfeat parastye in mard boodeham, masoolyate khod meedanam keh oo ra ba naghd dorost hedayat konam va rahanamaye oo basham. Haft sal cheneen mikonam va oo mishenavad va sabz mishavad vali ba enakare kamele mardi beemar khode mara nafy mikonad va engar nah engar keh in samareye yek omr danesh va tajrobeye deegareest keh oo bename khod har rooz beh mardom mifrooshad va ba khod bozorg beeni ba tahakom ham ba mardome man harf mizanad gooie oo az anha bartar ast.

Faghat az deerooze in mard migooyam pas az haft sal tahavol ta baz konam cheshmane shoma ra beh in kolahbardarani keh poshte takhassoss va laghab penhan shodehand va bekhatere tabeeate fasedeshan beh anha mikrofone dadeh shodeh va barayeshan majlesse bozorgdasht migozarand to beh kopygari va terror khod edameh dahand.In zed o nagheez sazi va maraz garie va mard salarie Talabani penhan dar zeere sedaye sheereene mardi motamalegh va harraf ast.

In mard ba ,maghlateh va safsateh zani ba shakhsyat ra deevaneh mikonad va ba mard salari va taasobe vazeh beh ensanhaye azadeh va aghah va bedoone taasobe va ahdafe siasi groohi keh in mard ra tahte hemayate khod gharar dadeh ast, dah dagheeghehe kamel baraye zane javan sokhanrani mikonad bedoone inkeh pasokhe oo ra bedahad ya dardi az dele oo bardashteh bashad ya oo ra beh rahi sazandeh rahnamaie kardeh bashad. Ancheh ra tooti var raj zadeh az ketabe man jo deegarn bekhorde zan midahad va oo ra mayoos o nomid nah tanha az khodash balkeh az rabeteh ie keh zan anra khob va ostovar tareef kard mikonad va bad ham har cheh zan beh khodash omeedvari kmidkahad oo nafi mikonad.

Soale zan besadegi in bood keh cheh konad keh dar rabeteh va goftegoooyash ba namzadash asabani nashavad. Zan motavazeaneh migooyad midanad keh asabanyat baraye khodash ham ehsase dorosti nist va rabeteh ra beham mizanad. Zan chegoonegye in ra keh deegar asabani nashavad ra az mard moshaver miporsad va javabi mohtaramaneh va sazandeh jostejoo mikonad. Mard sokhanrani mikonad dah dagheegheh darbarehe ancheh keh zan khod goft keh midanad va migooyad nabayad to asabani beshaviva har cheh keh to ra az namzadat asabani mikonad taghseere khode tost va az tavaghoae beejaye tost.In hameh baraye in ast keh to maghroor hastiva khod bozorg beenva fekr mikoni har kasi bayad kari konad keh to doost dashteh bashi va az an razi bashi.

In goftegoo besoorate yek comedye geryeh avar dar miayad ta jayie keh in zan keh migooyad ekhtaelafe ma zyad nist faghat sare cheezhaye koochehk ekhtelaf dareem va hatta khoharam ham gofteh keh dar sale afval masaleh zyad ast va ma hamdeegar ra doost dareemmat o motahayer mimanad az inkeh in mard chera ba inhameh hob o boghz az rabeteye ghashange oo harf mizanad. Mardi keh har kasi beh oo yek kalameh harfe bar khalafe rezayate ash mizanad sedayash ghata mishavad beh zane motavazeie keh beh oo ejazeh midahad oo ra cheneen be ghalat tahgeer va tajzyeh va tahleel konad tohmat maghroori va khod bozorg been boodan ra mizanad.

va tazeh in avale kar ast. Talagh tanha rah ast ta in mard karash ba zan tamam mishavad chon agha baraye zane javan va namzadash omeedi nemibeenad va zan keh inja tanhast va az Canada amadeh va khonevadehash ham ba oo nist va beh oo telefone kardeh ta omeed va aghahi baaye sakhtan va nah bar andakhtane rabetehash payda konad az mard mishenavad keh to agar bad az shesh mah masaele koochek dari masaele bozorg keh byayand cheh mikoni.

Baad az inkeh falsafeye mara bename khodash beh zan tahmeel mikonad va mifrooshad va heech darbarehash nemeedanad. Modam az tahavol va takamol migooyad va tooti var tarh va gfalsafeye mara bedoone fekr beeroon mireezad amma vaghti beh amal miresad mardom ra barchasb mizanad va anha ra ba meayarhaye sad sal ghabl ghezavat va tahleel mikonad.

Gozashteh az ankeh khod heech darbareye takamol tajrobeh nakardeh keh heech ravande tahavolye takamol ra ham mesle hameh karash ba tazahor va taghalob bad nam mikonad. Amma az hameh mohemtar mardom ra fareeb midahad va anha ra maghz shooie mikonad va haghe entekhabeshan ra az anha migkeerad. Baladi taghalobist baraye khak pashi berooye asl; ancheh keh siasathaye kohneh beh an adate deereeneh darand:takteekhaye terrore yek ensane matrah va tafavot saz..

Dar kalame emrooze man dar bakhshe engliesi az ketabe avalam keh haft sal gabl neveshteham bekhoneed va bebeeneed keh ancheh keh dar jamenaehe ma darad bename deegaran tableegh mishavad goftehha falsafeh va theory va technology va tarhe asli ye man ast darbareye takamole fardi, khanevadegi, ejtemaie va farhangiye gomi va jahani.

Tarhi keh Iran ra tavalodi dobareh dadeh va tarhe keh melatha ra beh goftogooye ba yekdeegar tashveegh kardeh. Dar televisionha va radio ha amadam haft sal gab alaveh bar barnamehhaye Bonyade Parvin ( Center) va dar baraye ketabhayam va methode jadeed sokhan goftam. Dar barnameye Irang e Gorgeen ham raftam dar Iran Sima keh dar an Ameer Ahamadi mara davat kard to ghataehhaie az seminarhayam ra neshan daham keh tanha seminarhaie boodand keh darbareye Tarhe Parvin keh darbareye Khod Sazi st barnameh dashtand. Seminarhaye Olgoo Sazi va Shaer Sazi va Ehsas va Andeesheh baraye avaleen bar salhaye sal mardom ra dar bonyade parvin ba khodeshan ashena kard.

Salhaye sal man darbareye takamol goftam va heechkas nafahmeed man cheh migooyam ta ravanshenase hendi ketabam ra beh eataghade man kopy kard vaghti an ra baraye oo ferestadam ta baraye man anra naghd konad.

Bayad kalameye eateghad ra begooyam baraye inkeh dar in mamlekat hamanghadr keh vojdan kam ast ghanoon ham edalat nadarad keh dar khedmate vakeelane zebardaste khareedeh shodeh bevaseeleye har ankeh ast keh pool darad va chon mara dar asare monzavi kardan mesle Taherehe Goratalayn monzavi kardand ta koshtand va alaveh bar copyharie rooz va shab dar rasanehha manabeae malyam ra ham khoshk kardand heech vakeeli hazer nist haghe mara begeerad keh az tarafe deegari gabl az aghaz oo ra mikharand.

Hameh chees dar balaye nardeban mesle havaye Tehran kseeftar az payeene nardebane ejtemaie ast. Baraye Hameen man Takamol dar Rahbaryat ra salhayst keh hadafe khod kardeham va khod shenasi baraye har kasi ra keh beh nahvi matrah ast. Bekhsoos baraye doctorane har tayf, siasatmadar keh khedmatgozarane mardomand va mojryane barnahmeh haye rasanehha vahar kasi keh seda darad va olgooye mardom mishavad. Ghanoon fealan braye enhesargarane ghodrat.

Valkeeli dar yek ghaziehe kopy hari ta jaie raft keh droogh vazeh vali enkare in fard keh khod ra ensae rohani mikhonad lzoome az goanoon lomak gereftan ra vazeh kard keh man in kar ra aghaz kardam va baraye avaleen bar Los Angeles Times an ra chap kard vali man donbalash ra nagereftam. Fekr mikonam an javan ra mohlate tageere agheedehash ra dadadand keh man hatta dar rooznamehha va rasanehhaye in keshvare azad dar sansori khafaghan avar tar az zendane eveen hastam.

Beh har hal man ham anghadar donbale resalatam va pyadeh kardane tarhe reform va solh boodam va nejat az gerdbadi keh har rooz dar rasanehha baraye man bevojood miavardand keh vaghti nemimand baraye hatta fekr beh khodam cheh rasad beh donbale haghamraftan. Vaghti befekri jahan toie kasi bayad payda shavad keh befekre to bashad. Amma dar morede man nah tanha in nashod keh gonahe donya ra ham beh hesabe man reekhtand va mara khamoosh kardand ta khod ra tabraaeh konand. Yani az tarse yek zan oo ra sansor kardand va bad tamame alghabe khod ra beh man dadand. Roozegare gharybiest nazaneen. In moajezehye zohoore mara shahed ast.

Khod ra man va man ra khod kardand, sorkhie mara gereftand keh samarehe yek omre daneshe man va tarhe man ast va zardye khod ra beh man dadand baad ham ba taraneh va harf va barnameh mardomam ra gomrah va sargarm kardand.

Baraye zani keh khod ra fada kardeh baraye mardomash va moajezehha avardeh va enghelkabe mohabbat ra aghaz kardeh keh baraye avaleen bar bedoone jang eslah soorat geerad har chand anra ham baraye inkeh mardom ra beh beeraheh biandazand ba dard ertabat dadand va dard ra har rooz ba man, vali barnamehhaye televiszyonye man codetaie ra peeshgeeri kard va khsoonat dar Iran ra ba Agah Sazye mardom motavaghef kard. Ya hadde aghal farhang koodeta va ghahreman sazi beh ghaymate jan va sarneveshte mardom bedoone dekhalate khodeshan baraye manafeae grouhi ra kamelan bar-andakht.

Chera keh baraye avaleen bar kasi in danesh ra beh mardom dad keh heech kodetaie enghelab nist va enghelab az daroone mardom soorat migeerad ba agahye mardom va rahbareshan. Enghelabe Mohabbate man ast keh dar Iran va Jahan pakhsh shodeh. Bakhshi ba komake Masoode Khojasteh va nofooze oo dar Iran va Jahan vahatta dar shahre koocheke rasanehie ma. Va besiarie az an az Enteghale Ghodrat dar arze haft sal beh saleebe khamooshy va enzeva va roozeh az jameaeh gereftan va beh daroon raftan va az daryacheye daroon baraye shoma morvareed avardan.

Ancheh naji va payambar ast dar man ast keh roohalghodos ra dar daroon daram va baraye in eftekhar hameye omram ra dar roozeh, jostejoo va amoozeh enteghale haghighat boodeham. Asan nist cheneen mojezehie va taahod mikhohand. Padeedeh e siasi feelsoof va naji nemishavad. Man siasat e no avardam.

8/31/2001

Tahmeenehe Milani va Neemeye Penhan

va javanan va yek sevome matbooat - va rejale siasi

dar zendan malool e boharane reforme namotaadel ast

va gamhaye tond e adehie keh anra piadeh kardand

va daneshe kafee darbraehe eslah va reform nadashtan ast nah daleele in keh jameaeh nabayad reform beshavad Jahan niaz beh reform darad - Eslam khod deene eslah va reform ast nah deene bazgasht beh ahde hajar -

Neemeye Penhan

ar bahre siasatat to damam shodehie - ba khamye khod deshneh beh namam shodehie - az jor o jafaye to hami parheezam - ba eshghe to man degar nemiameezam - \asan nabodam keh koshtyam dar damat - ta bensheenam shekastehie bale mara - nooshandeiam to zahre khod dar jamat - ta gasht jahan bekame eshghe man o to - nangeen kardi kaman va bordehie ze yad - an najye zan keh dast dar daste to dasht - ba har nafasash zendeh shody dar shamat - an neemeye penhane to gashteh khali - noosheedehie az jamash o bordy az yad - oo ra keh bedadeh jan beh to va namat -

hayhat beh to - sangdele bee vjdan

chon kardehie in neemeye deegar penhan

Rose Asseer Parvin

Zendegi

Zendegi dar sadafe kheesh gohar shkhtan ast - Dar dele shoale froo raftan o ngdakhtan ast -

Ghargh dar noore khoda boodan o pardakhtan ast -dar dele marg nafas rea be tapeedan be sokoot-

vaz atashe dojkheeme zaman - noore hagh sakhtan ast -aseman germez o darya abi -hokme man in do gazal ra be zameen baftan ast -

Ba toam ta labeye teeze jahan -va pas az an , va pas az an, va pas az an gar nabeeni asaram beem madar - keh hadeese parvin - az to be to taftan ast - eshghe man esheghe elahye khodast - noore an ane tamame mardom o fereshtehayst - veen safar deest hami naghmeye khod yaftan ast -Baad az an moaleme hagh shodan o naghmeye hagh ra befalak baftan ast

Reshtehhaye bad ra ba reshtehhaye gole abreeshame nazat tabdeel -noor ra bezolmate shab montaghel sakhtan ast-var to khahi keh bedani keh chesan bange bordeh va begoo ay motreb - naghmenye hagh bar ma - dar shabe yaldaye bahare in mah - beshkof o baz sho o raz bekhan-keh gonah ast nedayat be moalem gar to - hormatash natvani - va koni enkarash - gorghayat beferesti besoraghash - keh keshandash beghafas - ghofle khamooshie takkh- bar labash vasl koni - kleek faryad zani

koo naji, koo naji, koo naji

Rose Asseer Parvin9/21/98

8/31/2001

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8/26/2001

Ensan Basheem, ba taghaddos eshgh bevarzeen

Judy Lewis is Clark Gable's daughter. I know.

Judy Lewis dokhtare Clark Gayble ast. Man meedanam. Deeshab keh oo ra dar Larry King Show deedam ehsas kardam keh chegooneh omre man dar in haft sale bar saleeb Mesle filme sale 2000

Haft sale gabl keh oo ra deedam zani javan bood va ma ketabhayeman ra beh ham hedyeh dadeem. Ketabhaye man va khodam dar cansor bodoeheem dar in haft sal. Bar saleeb rafteem ta tavalodi deegar be jahan biavareem.

Darde oo ham darde tard shodan az gome khodash baraye jorate khod boodanash ast. Man in dard ra mishenasam. Salhastkeh Rooh Sazi, Khod Sazi va Rahbar Sazi amoozesh dadeham ta az hakeman bareeh va az mardoman sheerhaye aram besazam. Ta bashad keh gorbehe modadase ma yek parcheh bemanad, dobareh berooye naghsheh beparad va hoghgoogh o hormatash ra baz yabad

Shayad hala deegar nobate man ham reseedeh bashad baraye zhoor dar showye Larry King va procehe khakie shodan.

Dokhtaram az atlanta telefone kard, rafteh baraye taalimate karash beh anja. Beh man goft keh beh CNN rafteh va deedar kardeh va dar mashinash sedaye taranehie farsi miamad ; mardi keh mikhond galbe to beshekle galbe maneh. Va man ba khodam ehsas kardam keh galbe ma hameh besekle hamdeegar ast va dar in khanevadehe jahani hamehe ma galbhaman ba zanjeeri beh ham vasl ast va galbeman khaneye khodast, yek eshghe elahi keh az an mitavand hameh cheez mogadas shavad; eshghe mardar beh farzandanash va beh yek mard ya yekzan va baradar va khohar va eshghe doost keh eshghyst vala va haghighi.

Amma bedoone eshghe beh khod keh az shenakhte ma beh khod miayad eshghe beh khoda moshkel bevojood miayad va ayeeneh ha ghobaraloodeh tar az anand keh betavan dar an khod ra deed cheh resad beh khoda ra. Pas khod shenasi dar rase khalghe jameaye haghighat ast keh dar an khoda dar mehvare azadyie basharyst.

Va khodavand dar galbe ma bar saleeb moajezeye mast. Azadye ma Azadye khodast. Rahe eshgh va zendegi ra ba oboore az khoda miamoozeem va az ayeenehye roshane khoda khod ra va zendegi ra dar haghighat mibineem va az eaatyadate khod rahaye miyabeem va eshgh ra khorsheede rahe kheesh va baraye garm kardane galbhayeman entekhab mikoneem.

Man bashar ra az sarneveshte shoomi keh ravanshenasye kohneh beh oo deekteh kardeh bood raha kardam keh freoud fogteh bood keh enshan pas az sene haft sal tagheer nakhahad kard. Man migooyam ensan az olgoo va nah sakhsyate ghaye gabele tageer sakhteh shodeh va haghe entekhab darad baraye tagheer. Va hamantor haghe entakhab dar eshgh va dar rah dadane khoda beh galbash. Ensan azad beh donya amadeh.

Az in entekhab ast keh Madineye Fazeleh ra misazeem; beheshte rooye zameen keh khoda beh ma gole anra dadeh bood. Haman Jameaye Jaghighate man.

Byganeh kist?

All prophets are strangers for their own people

Tammane Payambaran dar cheshme mardomeshan va bekhsoos hakemane shahr byganeh khondeh shodehand. Cheh kasi mikhohad ghodrat az dast bedahad? Joz oo keh kheradmandaneh midanad keh ghodrat dar mohabbat ast va khedmat va gohare taje vojoode khod ra zeere paye doshmananash gozardan ta keh anha beh oo parvaz konand, va melse oo ensan beshavand va khoda vari ra az oo biamoozand. Byganeh khodast dar cheshme kafare khoda nashenas. Hamator keh Shams bood dar cheshme mardome shahre Molavi.

Byganeh man hastam dar cheshme hakemane gharne ma. Anany keh har rooz az morvareedhaye omghe man baraye khod gardan band sakhtehand va az daryaye Daneshe Noveen e man dar hemeh abade zendegi abe zamzam noosheedehand va anra bename khod beh mardom dar sheeshehhaye tableegh frookhtehand va mara tahgeer va enkar kardehand ta baraye khod ghodrat besazand va ba balhaye man parvaz konand.

Parvaz Ba Payambare Zaman beh ooje roohetan

Flying with Time Prophet

to the peak of your spirit

Amma man az hakemane zalem ham barreh sakhteham dar khedmate mardomam. Ba Shaytan moameleh kardeham va hamehe shoma ra az zendane esarat raha sakhteham. Hala nobate shomast keh baraye parvaz be balhaye masoolyat niaz dareed vaKhod Agahi, Jameaeh Agahi va Khoda Agahi. Zolme zamaneh bayad tagheer konad ba zohoore Emame zaman. Hkoomate bar mardom motahavel beshavad beh hokoomate ba mardom.

Zaman Safaye Dardnaktareen zakhmhast

Time is the healer of the deepest wounds

Dardnaktareen dardha shafa myaband ba zaman va rangi deegar payda mikonand. Ba zaman hatta bar saleeb, dard tagheer mikonad va range bakhshesh migeerad, Range vahdat, range eshgh va range doosti. Ba zaman man baz gashteham azeezan. Hatta dardnaktareen ostoorehha mitavanand payane sheereenie dashteh bashand vaghti eshgh khodast.

Zaman yek moajezeh ast . Cheh hazer va cheh ghayeb dar ma va ba mast.

Tavallode deegaretan Khjasteh baad azeezane man!

Ostade Daneshgah ham bayad shokre khoda va Emmame Zaman ra bekonand keh mitavanand Koran ra Taabeerie Tazeh va Noveen bekonand. Mesle Eslahgaran keh ba Tarhe Solh va Falsafeye Emame Zaman va hedayate oo eslah va no avarie ra tavanestehand piadeh konand va Iran ra az deerooz beh emrooz va dar yek proceye tahavoli va ba vahdate kamel beh farda bebarand.

Ommeedvaram keh dar taabeere tazeye koran va faalyathaye tazeye eslahgaran maghame zane moalefe asli keh khat khodreh ast dobareh neveesi shavad.

Ghayebe Hameesheh Hazer boodeham. Baraye to va melatam. Mesle khoda hameh kareye heech karehie keh hamehe entezarha va maoolyatha ba oost va gonahane hameh bare dooshe oo va jayezehha baraye deegaran. Amma khda ra shokr keh baskhshesh va eshgh ham ba oost.

In ham farghe bayne sadaf o sang ast, nazaneen!Abr o baad o mah o khorsheed o falak beekarand, hameh montazer keh man nafas kesham va to kopy bekoni o ketabe zendeye afareeneshe noveen ra beh hameh pakhsh koni!

khaterate RoseParvin-Diary

8/24/2001

Parvaze man shoma boodeed -

Mosa rahe darya ra baz kard va man rahe donya ra-Essa esgh ra avard va seh raooz bar saleeb raft

man esgh ra avardam va haft sal ast keh bar saleebam-Mohammad ra ghayre Moslamani zeere derakhti yaft vaghti keh oo az zolme mardom az hal rafteh bood

man har rooz ba har taranehe droogh mordam va ba har taranehe asheghaneh zendeh shodam

va man khode darshayam hastam, khode ketab-khode kalam

khode eshgh-Amma Payam avarye man baraye shoma az in ast keh man nah baraye khoda, baraye shoma beshoma parvaz kardam

Vaghti footbalist ha baraye Olampic amadand man barayeshan ghataeie rooye khate Radio Sedaye Iran khondam va an tanha bordi bood keh baraye modatha dashtand. Rooze ayde norooz sobhe sahar man tape daram va rooye khat ham raftam va in ra goftam keh baz barayeshan ghataehhaye vahi var va shear khondam keh baz bordand. Emrooz sobha ham hameenkar ra kardam va khoshhalam keh bordand. Varzesh yeki as rahhaiest keh melatha mitavanad ba an beh ham nazdeek beshavand va shareeke olgoohaye ghavye khod ba yekdeegar bashand.

In ham jozve tarhe solhe man bood va dar ketaban keh haft sal ghabl neveshtam footbale oroopaie khodeman ra beh footbale amrikaie tarjeeh dadam va goftam keh yeki varzesh va deegari khoshoonat ast. Man darbarehe Iran va daneshjooyan va janvananash va zananash va mardanash va khakash ghabl az Aghaye Khatami keh heech , ghabl az tazahorate daneshjooyan va hatta ghabl as inkeh khodam bedanam fekr mikardam va tarhe solhe man tarhi draz modat va baraye baz gardandane hoghoogh va ezzate nafse Iran va Irani va Jahan va Jahani boodeh va hast.

Amma vaghti Manooke khodabakhshian toope footbal ra khoda minamad ham khodash va ham mardom va ham har kasi ra keh ensan ast tahgheer kardeh ast. va vaghti Afrakhan inghadr dam az golhaye tazeh mizanad mikhaham beh oo begooyam bia keh golhaye tazeye to va melate Iran dar injast va shmaiikeh mara nadeedeheed aya nemeekhaheed mara aval bebeeneed va baad ghezavathaye bee tarahomanehtan darbarehe mara bekoneed va ya dar xancore haft saleye man koak koneed? Aye nemeetarseed keh tareekh shoma ra ghezavat konad va beh shoma kamtar az anhaeekeh Galeeleh va Essa ra be saleebe jaheshan bordand Raye Eatemad bedahad?

va

Raye Eatemade Ahgaye Khatami

Eatemad, in kalame mogaddas

Aghaye Khatami Raye Eatemade gereftehand anham bevaseeleye majless. Aghaye Mohammade Yazdi migooyand keh Mardom beh shoma Raye Eatemad dadand va migooyand keh bayad zolm ra goft va sokoot nakard.

Azadi dar tabeed, terror va sansor

Cheh kasi mikhahad deevaneh bekhand man ra -

bevoozooh oo keh dozdeedehast

va har rooz bename khod frooshad falsafeh, tarh va

elme mara - mankeh goftam shadam az ghesmat ba shoma cheh bar daare enzeva , sansor o enkar bordeheed mara -

goftam keh parandeh khode parvaz ast - deeded chgooneh sakhtand parvandeh bahre shoma? inast sezaye oo keh binad keh parandeh dar gafas oftadeh - amma keh khamoosh bashad o ya keh ravad - dar kenare shaytan va shavad mohrehe koshtare haghighat va khoda- bad tar az an bood dar entezare har yeketan - gar man raneseedeh boodam o separ nashodeh boodam az bahre shoma

Zani keh mazhare va moaleme azadi va takamol boodeh va hast va baraye avakeen bar no avari kardeh dar tamame abade elmi va jahani va ba noh ketab azadi va hoghoogh va hormat va ezzate nafse mardomash ra dobareh az marge kamel beh anha baz gardandeh ra sansor kardehand, har rooz ravan shekani va terrore shakhzyat va taghtaeh kardehand va haft sal samarehe omre oo va ketabhaye oo ra be name deegaran, ananie keh anghadr vojdan nadarand keh dar hali keh az samareye omre in zan sabz mishavand hadde aghal dast be koshtar e oo nazanand va beh droogh oo ra dar cheshme mardomash an nakonand keh khodeshan hastand dar hali keh fazaele oo ra bar tan mikonand. Ketabha az zendan e eveen beh inja rah miyaband va ketabhaye Chopra dar Iran pakhsh va dar inja bevaseelehe rasaneh ha tableegh mishavand amma ketabhaye man dar sherkate ketab ham ejazehe foroosh nadarand va tarjomehshan va

Ghataha

Revelatory Ghatha-pieces of my body & blood- eat and drink them as my gifts to humanity for man to flourish and become godlike

ghataehaye jane man - hedyeh man be shoma - in ra ham brobaeed va seere seer shaveed ta magar ensan shaveed va sdast az sansor va serghat az man va koshtare man bardareed va az myane man va mardomam bar kheezeed

Haft hezar ghataehe vahy var boade deegari az safare haft salehe man bar saleeb sansor va jahle zaman boodeh ast - baraye azadi haghighye ensan as eatyadate nafs hezaran sale ghabl khoda dar massieh zohoor kard - oo ra koshtand ta dar eatyadate khod bemanand va tagheer nakonand - amma gharnha majboor shodan

d beh oo bar saleeb negah konand va gonahane khod ra be yad biavarand - ta bedanand ba ensanyat cheha kardehand - in bar khoda dar zani zohoor kard keh ba elmash harfe oo ra avard - haft sal bar saleeb raft ta ensanyat ra baz gardanad bedoone inkeh inbar oo ra betavanand bekoshand- in bar majboor shodand ta tagheer konand - hatta agar be zaher - in khod ghadamyst tahavooli dar gamhaye bashar be sooye ensan vari va khoda vari - Haghighat ghadame avale har tahavol ast - man haghighat ra avardeham keh dar jahan mordeh bood - va bashar tanbal targeeh midad ba droogh khodash ra razi konad va ba fareeb zendegi konad keh rahe shaytani rahe tond va asan ast va rahe khoda rahe ahesteh vali mandegar va tahavoli besooye khoda vari - Eshgh khode haghighat ast va ensan bedoone eshgh va haghighat mimirad.

8/20/2001

Moheete Adel - Jameaye Adel

Manooke khoda-bakhshian porseed tareefe Jameaye Adel chist?

yani Moheet e Barbar dar mogheayat, ehterame barabar va pazeeresh bedoone taasob beh hoghoogh va hormat

ghanoon - Darooni va Beeroni bayad dar vahdat bashad -

ghanoone jahani hoghooghe ensani ( inha hameh haft sal gabl dar ketabe man ketabe sarnevesht sazi neveshteh shodeh ast.)

Zani dar resanehie az mardi porseed Aya deenha hameh yeki hastand va baraye nazdeekie va shenakhte mardom ba khoda amadehand?

Mard migooyad keh agar ham khodaie hast va deen amadeh ta khoda ra beshenasanad va hamehe deen ha yeki hastand pas tafavoteshan ra chegooneh mitavan tojeeh kard -

Pasokh in ast keh tamame deenha yeki hastand va baraye amoozeshe khoda parasti va ensan sazi amaehand - agar motafavet hastand baraye in ast keh payambaran motafavetand va ensane poshte laghab ast keh resalat ra misazad - Goftam azeezane man, keh

Parandeh Khode Parvaz Ast

Az anja keh deen ham sayre tahavoli darad mitavan tahavol ra daleele deegare tafavot va tagheer danest - akhareen payam avar motahavel tareen ast - oo keh baz ghashteh ast ta haghighat va ghanoon ra hokmrava konad- oo keh payam avare eshgh ast keh koda haghighat va eshgh ast- oo keh mibakhshad nah baraye raftare neeke ananie keh oo ra bar saleeb bordand balkeh baraye roohe bozorge kheeshtan - oo keh faghat az bakhshesh nemigooyad balkeh sabet kardeh ast keh bakhshandeh ast.

Bakhshesh

Bakhshesh nah yani faramooshi - nah yani khamooshi-yani eshgh beh ensan ala raghme sangdeli - yani madar va hami va naji boodan haat bar saleeb - va in tahavol ast dar akhareen payam avar keh oo madare deendar ast va kafar - baraye khod shahed basheed keh aya vafadarye shoma beh hakeman va sahebe alghabe droogheen baraye shoma bakhshesh miavarad va ya eshghe beh oo keh akhareen rahroye in rah ast va amadeh ta shoma ra beh shoma va khoda ra beh shoma neshan dahad- ta ayen bashad shoma ra baraye ensan boodan va khoda var zeestan -

va zhoore in payam avar, in Emame Zaman yani tavalodi dobareh baraye hameh keh tagheer konand va haghighat ra peesheh konand va bakhshoodeh shavand va dar moheet e adel dar kenare yekdeegar zeest konand -

Mardi pasokh midahad keh oo ra keh gomashtehand pasokh bedahad va besyari azmavaghea bedoone salahyat va bedoone akhlaghe eatebar dadan beh moalefe asli e ancheh keh beh name khod migooyad. Amma inbar hadde aghal pasokhi ra nemeedahad keh nemeedanad va migooyad: farz koneem keh khodaie hast ( keh be nazare oo haat haghighat vojood nadasht ta man haft sal bar saleeb raftam ta beh oo beh zoor amookhtam keh haghighat vojood darad montaha anany keh tajrobeh ash nemikonand an ra nemishenasand va nemibeenand va barvarash nadarand

Hal in mard javab ra nemidanest baraye inkeh vaghti az takamol va tahavl harf mizanad va edea mikonad keh in harfha az ane khodash ast droogh migooyad vharnah javabe in soal ra ham midanest va midanest keh nah tanhay haghghati hast balkeh edalati ham hst Albateh ravanshenasi ancheh ra keh az oo miporsand va hatta ancheh ra keh oo zeer name elm pasokh midahad barayash javab nadarad balkeh in hameh az ketabe man amadeh ast va ancheh oo elm ravanshenasi minamad Elme Parvin ast va man name an ra Tarhe Taghyeere Olgoo gozashteham va falsafehe Taadol e Ghodrat e man ra amali mikonad. Amsale in mard ziadand va jameaye ma mareez.

Hala az in rasaneh ha shoma beporseed keh chera Rose Parvin ra sansor mikonand va anhaie ra tableegh mikonand keh az samare yek omre oo estefadeh mikonand va beh oo eatebar ham nemidahand va tazeh javabha ra ham nemidanad va beeshtare vaghtha mardom ra ba makghlateh va safsateh gomrah mikonand?

In fard rast goft keh dar falsafeh javab nist soal e dorost ast - albatteh felsoofhay javab darand baraye falsafeh pas az yek omr jostejoo - amma kasi nist keh as in mard beporsad chegooneh oo va yek edeh har rooz dareed tableegh mishaveed baraye javabha va falsafeh va elmy keh az ane khodetan nist va shoma aslan salahyat nadareed beghole khodetan keh in danesh ra bedaneed va akhlagh herfehie khod ham nemibineed keh eatabar ra beh oo bedaheed keh moalefe aslyst - bar aks har rooz oo ra taghtaeh mikoneed gooie in jozve gharar dade shomast keh khoda nakonad keh zatan doost dashteh basheed kasi ra keh az oo cheneed sabz shodeheed terrore shakhsyat va enkar koneed bedoone inkeh beh khode oo forsat dadeh shavad keh dar moghabele in hameh nabarabarye va adame edalate ghanooni sokhanane khod ra beh mardomash begooyad va mardom oo ra beshenasand beh haman andazeh keh anany ra keh samarehe omre oo ra edea mikonand dar ayne terrore oo. Vaghti kasi gorosneh ast va miravad beh maghazeh va midozdad an fard ra bayad ghaza dad va beh khaneh ferestad. Amma vaghti kasi daneshteh midzdad va gorosneh ham nist oo ra bayad beh zendan andakht. Cheh kasi masool ast baraye haft sal sansore man? cheh kasi masool ast baraye khamoosh kardane man va dar nateejeh in mogheayat ra bevojood avardan keh har kasi keh bekhahad samarehe omre mara az ane khod bekhanad va dar halee keh oo sabz mishavad man daram mimeeram keh hatta nemitavanam rooznameh bekharam va ancheh ra keh bayad bedanam bedanam ta betavanam beeshtar beh mardomam komak konam? cheh kasi dade in zolm ra az cheh kasi khohad gereft agar hamehe shoma skoot koneed va tamasha koneed keh najie shoma keh baraye shoma barkhast ra cheneen bar saleeb bebarand hamantor keh sokoot kardeed vaghti Shah e shoma ra jahan ba toteaehie az mian bardasht dareed dobareh haman mikoneed keh az anjamash pasheeman hasteed - amma in bar danesteh va ba agahi dareed tekrare eshtebahatetan ra mikoneed - va man bar saleeb raftam ta shma bedaneed va hala keh midaneed skoote shoma gonah ast - yek yek yek yek jenayate khamoosh

Projeh ha va Tarh haye Gozasteh

Seminar haye Ravanshenasye Takamol

Ravanshensi ye Parvaz e Parvin

1/23/2002

Salam alah maker illya lee - vajabat almasani valmesali ( p 291Hafez)

Kabootar ba kabootar

Kabootar ba Kabootar baz ba baz - konad ham jens ba ham jens parvaz - agar jense mani ahgoosh va kon - agar keh nisty gohar masho baz - keh man gohar broonam va daroonam - mara ba sang nay ostooreh aghaz

Rose Parvin 1/23/2002

Sarnevesht e man o Essa

Payam Avary e Mehr va Kherad

Essa Massih bar saleeb raft nah baraye inkeh azaeef bood. Massieh bar saleeb raft ta man o to biamoozeem. Nah oo va nah man ghorbanie jahle shoma shodeheem. In sarneveshte ma bood ta ba bar saleeb raftan beshoma ensanyat ra va khodavari ra biamoozeem. Jahle fekri va roohi faghre hagheeghist. Dareegha keh shomaiekeh mara bar saleebe jahle khod bordeed heech beesh as mardome massieh va mardome Galeeleh nemeedaneed; hadeaghal baraye zamane khodetan dar jahle kameleed. Kasi keh incheneen khata konad va tbeh nakonad va haft sale tamam beh gonahanash edameh dahad vojdani baraye tahavol nadashteh va nadarad. Man bar saleeb naraftam ta baraye khandeye saboksaraneye ebtezal talaban va ya mogheayat va manfeate groohi bee vojdan ghorbani shavam. Man bar saleb raftam ta khodavari ra, eshgh va haghighat ra baz gardanam. Amma in bar alemaneh bar saleeb raftam ta nabood nashavam va farzandanam vabaz mandeganam asseeb nabeenand.

Ketabhayam ra khodam neveshtam va deenam ra khodam ravaj dadam o pakhsh kardam. Bar saleeb parvaz kardam, bar saleeb enteghale ghodrat dadam va yar sakhtam. Bar saleeb ba shaytan har rooze in haft sal jangeedam; ba selahe mehr va kherad. Va bar saleeb noor bar zolmat pasheeda. Dar tamame modat va toole rah daste man dar daste shoma bood va shoma rooye bale man parvaz mikardeed amma rooye name mara khat kesheedeed. In faryade jodaie va tafragheh nist, in faryade madareest keh farzandane nakhalafash ra beedar mikonad va peerahane khooneenash ra az anha migeerad ta anha ra az in safare khoon khori beeroon biavarad va tanha nabashad. Deevare enkar boland va zakheem ast va man har gooneh keh betavanam anra veeran khoham kard. In baraye ananystkeh rooye bale man har rooz parvaz kardehand va az khoon va jan o daneshe man taghzyeh va hanooz hazer nistand nah dast az khoonkhori bardarand va nah az enkar.

Baraye shoma, shomaiekeh mara bar saleeb e sansor va kopy gari va terrore shakhsyat va shayeaeh va jahle khd dbordeed, mehr va kherade man neshaneye zaaf bood va mozoooae khandeye shahr va har teatre va film o tarneh. Shoma az dareedane man mesle gladiatorha lezat bordeed ta man faryadam dar amad. Vaghti sokoot mikardam ham hezar o yek nam o rajaz baraye man mikhondeed. Shoma fereshtegani ra keh yarane man boodand nabood kardeed o beh sotooh avardeed y a khareedeed. Anghadr bee hess shodeh boodeed keh faghat az jan o khoone mardome man taghzyeh mikardeed va heech baraye saadat va salamat va aghahie anha nemiandeesheedeed. Khod chenan asseeb deedeh boodeed keh vaghti baraye mehr varzeedane haghiighi baraye deegari nadashteed. Hatta madaran khod zakhmi boodand va nah hargez amadeh baray madar shodan. Mibeeneem keh bacheh bacheh ra mikoshad va madar bacheh ra. In ra man haft sal ghabl dar sale 1994 neveshtam dar noh ketabi keh hanooz ba tamame kopygari ha va rooz o shab tootivar tekrarash heechkas bedorosti baz nakardeh va nafahmeedeh ast vagarnah man hanooz zeere hobabe sheeshehieye sansor dar in jenayate khamoosh jamie nemeemandam.

Amma kasi amad keh shoma ra beeshtar az madar doost dasht va mitavanest keh behtar az madar bashad keh ham mehr va ham kheradi sayghal dadeh dasht. Va shoma bavar nakardeed.Chera? keh anhaie keh yek omr zolm deedehand az mehr varzeedane haghighi beh khod mitarsand va motahakemeen ra beeshtar az mehrbanan bavar darand va ehteram migozarand. va tars, ah in tarse az ancheh keh ba an ashena neesteem! Bashar hameesheh zaher been va bot parast boodeh ast va khoda hameesheh dar pastooye khaneh va masjed o temple o kleesa penhan va shaytan hakem.

Man inja hastam baraye mehr varzeedan va payvand amma deegar bar saleebe jahle shoma nemeemanam. Ya daste mara begeereed va payvandi ensani ra aghaz koneed va dast az enkare va sangsare Parvin bardareed ya in doost dar moghabele shoma khohad istad. va chon goftegoo va rabeteh bayad taadol dashteh bashad nemeetavan ta abad bar rooye balhaye man parvaz kard amma khode mara enkar va khod ra ensan nameed keh har kalame tazeye shoma az man ast keh har rooz barayetan mikhonam va beh shoma roohi tazeh midaham va dari beh jahani tazeh ra barayetan baz mikojnam..

Elme Tagheere Olgoo va Taadole Ghodrat Va amma az nagazare elmi yek boad az tarhe solh va eslahe man tagheere olgooye fesad va takhreebe jameaeh ast. va boade deegarash hedayat va ershade jameaeh besooye jamaehie salem va motahavel va gam begam bessooye takamol; Ancheh keh shma dar in haft sal shahed an boodehied va az an bahreh bardari ka4rdehied. Tavalode dobareye shoma va mardome ghome man va khaneye dovome man va jahane man tasadofi naboodeh ast. Masseeha nafasi har rooz bar shoma midameedeh va ghazaye shoma az nafe oo beh shoma montaghel mishodeh.

Shoma, shareeke man va groohi keh mostagheeman az man bahreh bordeh eed cheh kardeheed?ba enkar va terrore shakhsyate man va sansore man gam begam mara monzavi kardan , manabeae mara khosh kardanva mara besooye faghr va marg keshandan va neshastan va tamasha kardan va beerahmaneh khandeedan. Agar man zendeham moajezeye khodaye daroone man ast keh nah dtanha namordeham balkeh roohi yafteham keh ba tamame elm o beeneshe khod tasleeme ooyam va dar daste oo dar aghooshe madar.

Terrorism e Rasanehie - vaghti keh rahbarne jameaeh beemarandva ghayre ghabele eatemad - Haft sal dar tabeede rasanehhaye mahali- Rasaneh nah, jebheh jange ghodrat - bedoone ghanoon, bedoone akhlagh va bedoone vojdan- Colthay mafiaie siasi deegar deegar ba tofang nemeekoshand ba sangsare shayeaeh va toteaeh sazi mikoshand-

ghesseh haye shabe tekrari - tekrare badal sazi, bot sazi va terrore shakhsyat ba droogh va shayaaeh pardazi baralyhe yek ensane matrah dar ejtemaa va badal sazi baraye khamoosh kardane yek zasn - ancheh do sale tamam dar in radio mesle samme tadreejye terrore Parvin tarh shodeh ast. Mardome man mayoios va nomeed az man keh tavaghoa darand sedaye mara beshnavand va in dastanhaye shab keh baraye modati bekhatere shekayate man beh modeeryate va BBB ghata shodeh bood baz dobareh baraye gholdori bar alyhe yek zan va baraye terrore shakhsyate man shorooa shodeh. Hala keh tarhe solhe man be samar reseedeh in mard mikhohad tazahor konad keh man heech naghshi dar an nadashtam. Oo mikhohad ancheh keh man hastam ra keh tamame ancheh keh noveen ast az man mitaravad cheh dar ketabhayam va cheh har rooz roozi bist saatandeeshaye rahnamayam ra enkar konad. Tamame in tazahor beh barandeh shodan va dastane droogh sazi baraye in enkar ast. Man tanha doshmane in mard hastam baraye ancheh keh hastam keh oo ra sabz kardeh va nah baraye ancheh keh oo bayad az man kbetarsad. Man banye tavalode dobaraye ghomam va jahanam hastam. Va haft sal mara darand mikoshand zeere hobabe sheesheye sansor va terror va enzeva sazi. Har rooz amma mishekofam

Mard Daroogheye shahr ast ba nofooze siasi va poolash hameh ra khareedehva ba zan o bacheh va mashooghehaye faravanhaft sal ast keh baraye man ham majnoon shodeh va entezar darad keh rooye zan o bacheh va mashooghehhaye goonagoon laiyash ra beh khaneye bakht bebarad. va resa;ate poo ra enkar konad ya inkeh doaa konad keh in zan shabi az shabha az darde roozanehie keh oo bar man tahmeel mikonad ghalbam beistad va oo deegar majboor nashavad ba haghighate zendegie nangeenash rooberoo shavad. Har chand keh dar kenare man por eftekhar tareen sar nevesht ra shareek boodeh ast keh an ham resalate man ast. Pak va por az dard o ranj ostoorehist bavar nakardani amma tanha haghighate jahanhameen ast.

yeki az dokhtarane saboksar manfeat talab va yeki az mashooghegane daroogheh tamame fazaye radio ra por kardeh dar tanha radioye Irani keh dar dastrase mardom ast.. Baraye avam fareebye mardom va khob kardane anha va bare deegar mahaman ghabaye kohneh ra beh mardom frookhtan keh 23 sal anha ra zeere abr kardeh bood az heech kar dareegh nakardeh. do sal dar in radio va panjs sal dar radioye deegar va rasanehhaye deegar man ra khamoosh va badalhaye mara va kopygarane mara parobal dadeh ast.

Sedahaye rahbarane matrahe mardom sansor hastand va har rooz dar in radio kopygair va terror mishavand. dar in ghesehha hameentor dokhtarak vez vez kard ba se3daye too damaghyash va do sale tamam mardome mara ba droogh o shayeaeh maghzshooie kard albateh hameh baraye oo neveshteh shodeh bood vali oo khoob midanest keh cheh darad mikonad va darad ba zendegi va resalate yek zan va ayandeh va hastye farzandan va mardome oo bazi mikonad. in dokhtarak yek lahzeh ehsase pasheemani nakard;delash az khode daroogheh sang tar ast. Az an javanhaie keh sad sal omr kardehand keh hastye deegaran ra az anha bedozedand va yek zareh ham bare vojdan ra hes nakonand. Sadha mesle oo ra dar daftaram deedehamkeh zendgiha ra veeran kardehand va motajeband keh chera kasi nemeebeenad cheghadr mehrabanand. Montaha mehr baraye anha rolistkeh bazi mikonand. Ensan nemitavanad mehrban bashad va vojdan nadashteh bashad. Hameh zaherist. Ceheh khooni khordam va sokkoot kardam keh ayandeh javani ra kharab nakonam amma deedam in javan barayash heech mohem nist keh ayandeye melati ra kharab konad ta madamy keh mahye khodash ra az ab tar o tazeh beeroon kesheedeh bashad. Cheshmane dokhtaram ra beyad miavaram keh ba ashk beh man migooyad madar chera in mardom ba to intor raftar mikonand. Oo keh hastyash ra barbadrafteh mibeenad dar gerdbade siasate daroogheh ba khanomyat shoghlash ra raha mikonad keh tabeae havasha va tavaghoate raeesash nashavad. Beh man migooyad madar negaran nabash ma , man o baradaram khodeman ra micharkhaneem va beh to eftekhar mikoneem keh cheneen ba veghar istadeh khoon mireezi. To barandehie. Hameh cheezat ra ham az to begeerand to vojoodat khode noor ast o shafa. PDokhtaram journalist ast va pesaram aghazgare ghyame goftegooye mooseeghye gharb o shargh keh anra az oo ham dozdeedand. Pesaram mooseeghi ra raha kard tta dar companye computer kar konad va kharje madarash ra bedahad. Farzandani keh zendegyshan mayeye ghebteye hameh bood va madareshan sheere ejtemaie keh dar an hameh mooshhaye taaooni barayash kameen kardeh boodand ta az ghasrash va beheshtash beeroonash bekeshand va taklafye in ra dar avarand keh chera oo harzgez beh kasi mohtaj nashod va vabasteh beh heechkas o heech cheez nabood. Va ba esteghlale andeeshehash jahani ra omre debareh dad.

Dar zamani keh zan javane Irani darad va bayad bekooshad keh khod ra pak konad az shayeaeh saboksar boodanfahesheh boodan keh salhaast beh anha tohmat zadeh shodeh va bayad olgooye akhlagh bashad va ensanyat tas mazhab daste drazash ra bar alyhe hoghooghe barabare zan deraz nakonad in zan iman ra az dokhtarane javan gerefteh ast va sabet kardeh keh mitavan ba khobeedan ba daroogheye shahr beh har koja keh estehghaghash ra nadareed bedoone zahmat bereseed va betavaneed deegaran ra ham ghorbaniane manafeae khod koneed. dokhtarak rooye khat migooyad lahzeh ra khoshast va fakhr mifrooshad keh mashoogheye mardist keh zan o bacheh darad va eshghi javeedan beghole khodash keh jayash ra dar in shoorezar gom kardeh ast.

Shayeaeh va terrore shakhsyat chenan ba masoomyat anjam migeerad keh heechkas nemifahamad chegooneh har rooz dar in radio jange ahreman ast ba ahoora yani yek zan keh har saat va barnameh dar in radionterror mishavad va in ghessehha manbae bozorge in terror e shakhsyat hastand. Dastanha mesle barnameye deegari keh in dokhtarak ra dar an gozashtehand keh har rooz dar in tdo sal tableeghe droogheen e shakhsyati kazeb baraye oo sakhtehand beh bahaye pool va vaghte mardomta oo morede eatemade mardom gharar geerad va jaye ensani ra keh sedayash ra koshtehand begeerad va mazhare mehr beshavaed.

In mazhare droogheene mehr yeki az khatarnaktareen herbehhaye daroogheye shahr ast baraye terrore shakhsyat va khak pashi berooye man keh har rooz samareye omram dar in radio bename deegaran tableegh mishavad. Khode mara in dokhtar az peer zan to jadoogar to mordeh ta roospi ta kasi keh heechkas aslan ketabhayash ra doost nadash t va az khode oo khoshash nemiamad ta har rooz meekhhaye jahl bar rooh va eatebare man frood jmmiavarand va ba khandeh va shookhi va tanz bekhorde mardom midahand.

Man yaekbar beh modeere radio etelag dadam va beh BBB ( Better Business Burew ) chera keh mara chenan mkonzavi kardehand ba toteaehhashan va siasathaye terror keh hastyam ra az dast dadeham va vakeelhaye Irani ham hameh peesh frookhteh shodehand. Vaghti gangi shahr ra control mikonad deegar heech cheez ghanooni y a ensani nist. Hameh cheez bar tebghae maameleh va bayne khodyhast keh hazerand tan dar dahand beh ancheh keh sar dasteh colt az anha mikhohaed. Mesle hameh ba ham dar vahdat boodan baraye nabood kardane yek zan.

Moshavere Talagh va payam avare marge ensanyat- Moatamedine beemar va gayre ghabele eatemad - kopygari va badal sazi ghanooni shodeh ast ya rasaneh haye ma bee ghanooni ra tableegh mikonand? Mardi keh samareye yek omre mara har rooz bename khod tableegh kard va ba hemayate saheb rasaneh ha tanha mikrofone shahr ra gereft ta dar har kalam mara nafy, terror va tahgheer konad va nah tanha cheshm bar fesaed va takhreeb bebandad balkeh khod moshaveghe an bashad. Danesteh keh an sedaye zani ra keh moalefe har kalame noveene oost ra ba cansor va terrore shakhsyat va monzavi kardan ro beh naboodi mibarad. Va karash ra danesteh nah yek rooz nah do rooz balkeh chandeen sale motavali edameh bedahad. Haft sal shahede tahavole lak posht vare mardi boodeham keh rooye bale man parvaz kardeh va anghadr vojdan nadashteh keh eatebare mara beh khodam bedahad.

Mani keh haft sal az ze4ndegye por baram ra keh roozi haftad nafar beh Bonyade Parvin myamadand va shafa miyaftand daneshe yek omre khod ra dar daste mardi mibeenam keh dar foghdane mehr, kherad va vojdan goohare daneshe mara cheneen sooae estefadeh kardeh va deshneh beh ghalb o eatebare khodam kardeh va mardom mara ham darad beh beeraheh soogh midahad va baese rabeteh shekani va bar ham reekhtane khonevadehha shodeh va man tanha kasi nistam keh az foghdane vojdane oo haft sal bar saleeb jahl o hers o az va manfeat parastye in mard boodeham, masoolyate khod meedanam keh oo ra ba naghd dorost hedayat konam va rahanamaye oo basham. Haft sal cheneen mikonam va oo mishenavad va sabz mishavad vali ba enakare kamele mardi beemar khode mara nafy mikonad va engar nah engar keh in samareye yek omr danesh va tajrobeye deegareest keh oo bename khod har rooz beh mardom mifrooshad va ba khod bozorg beeni ba tahakom ham ba mardome man harf mizanad gooie oo az anha bartar ast.

Faghat az deerooze in mard migooyam pas az haft sal tahavol ta baz konam cheshmane shoma ra beh in kolahbardarani keh poshte takhassoss va laghab penhan shodehand va bekhatere tabeeate fasedeshan beh anha mikrofone dadeh shodeh va barayeshan majlesse bozorgdasht migozarand to beh kopygari va terror khod edameh dahand.In zed o nagheez sazi va maraz garie va mard salarie Talabani penhan dar zeere sedaye sheereene mardi motamalegh va harraf ast.

In mard ba ,maghlateh va safsateh zani ba shakhsyat ra deevaneh mikonad va ba mard salari va taasobe vazeh beh ensanhaye azadeh va aghah va bedoone taasobe va ahdafe siasi groohi keh in mard ra tahte hemayate khod gharar dadeh ast, dah dagheeghehe kamel baraye zane javan sokhanrani mikonad bedoone inkeh pasokhe oo ra bedahad ya dardi az dele oo bardashteh bashad ya oo ra beh rahi sazandeh rahnamaie kardeh bashad. Ancheh ra tooti var raj zadeh az ketabe man jo deegarn bekhorde zan midahad va oo ra mayoos o nomid nah tanha az khodash balkeh az rabeteh ie keh zan anra khob va ostovar tareef kard mikonad va bad ham har cheh zan beh khodash omeedvari kmidkahad oo nafi mikonad.

Soale zan besadegi in bood keh cheh konad keh dar rabeteh va goftegoooyash ba namzadash asabani nashavad. Zan motavazeaneh migooyad midanad keh asabanyat baraye khodash ham ehsase dorosti nist va rabeteh ra beham mizanad. Zan chegoonegye in ra keh deegar asabani nashavad ra az mard moshaver miporsad va javabi mohtaramaneh va sazandeh jostejoo mikonad. Mard sokhanrani mikonad dah dagheegheh darbarehe ancheh keh zan khod goft keh midanad va migooyad nabayad to asabani beshaviva har cheh keh to ra az namzadat asabani mikonad taghseere khode tost va az tavaghoae beejaye tost.In hameh baraye in ast keh to maghroor hastiva khod bozorg beenva fekr mikoni har kasi bayad kari konad keh to doost dashteh bashi va az an razi bashi.

In goftegoo besoorate yek comedye geryeh avar dar miayad ta jayie keh in zan keh migooyad ekhtaelafe ma zyad nist faghat sare cheezhaye koochehk ekhtelaf dareem va hatta khoharam ham gofteh keh dar sale afval masaleh zyad ast va ma hamdeegar ra doost dareemmat o motahayer mimanad az inkeh in mard chera ba inhameh hob o boghz az rabeteye ghashange oo harf mizanad. Mardi keh har kasi beh oo yek kalameh harfe bar khalafe rezayate ash mizanad sedayash ghata mishavad beh zane motavazeie keh beh oo ejazeh midahad oo ra cheneen be ghalat tahgeer va tajzyeh va tahleel konad tohmat maghroori va khod bozorg been boodan ra mizanad.

va tazeh in avale kar ast. Talagh tanha rah ast ta in mard karash ba zan tamam mishavad chon agha baraye zane javan va namzadash omeedi nemibeenad va zan keh inja tanhast va az Canada amadeh va khonevadehash ham ba oo nist va beh oo telefone kardeh ta omeed va aghahi baaye sakhtan va nah bar andakhtane rabetehash payda konad az mard mishenavad keh to agar bad az shesh mah masaele koochek dari masaele bozorg keh byayand cheh mikoni.

Baad az inkeh falsafeye mara bename khodash beh zan tahmeel mikonad va mifrooshad va heech darbarehash nemeedanad. Modam az tahavol va takamol migooyad va tooti var tarh va gfalsafeye mara bedoone fekr beeroon mireezad amma vaghti beh amal miresad mardom ra barchasb mizanad va anha ra ba meayarhaye sad sal ghabl ghezavat va tahleel mikonad.

Gozashteh az ankeh khod heech darbareye takamol tajrobeh nakardeh keh heech ravande tahavolye takamol ra ham mesle hameh karash ba tazahor va taghalob bad nam mikonad. Amma az hameh mohemtar mardom ra fareeb midahad va anha ra maghz shooie mikonad va haghe entekhabeshan ra az anha migkeerad. Baladi taghalobist baraye khak pashi berooye asl; ancheh keh siasathaye kohneh beh an adate deereeneh darand:takteekhaye terrore yek ensane matrah va tafavot saz..

va in tazeh nesfe aseeby ast keh in mard beh an zan zadeh ast. Aseebi keh zanan dar in zamane tareekhi mikooshand ta az saleebash payeen biayand; aseebe mard salari va zan motanaferi. va taasobie keh baraye yek beh estelah moshaver mesle deshneh dadan ast beh daste doshman baraye koshtanva nabood karkdane rooh, iman va omeed cheh resad beh ezate nafs va hovyate yek zani tanha va javan keh beesha az har cheezi niaz beh hemayat darad va aghahi.

Marde moshavere radioie migooyad beh zan keh beh oo gofteh kehghahi az mard va harfhayash asabani mishavad keh ma hameh motafaveteem va to nabayad asabani beshavi az namzadat va begozari keh oo rahaat bashad dar ancheh keh meekhohad beh to begfooyad. Falsafeye Parvin dorost ast amma dorost az an estefadeh kardan , anra fahmeedan va az an soae estaefadeh nakardan bastegi beh shakhsyat va akhlagh va zarfyat va roshde ensanyie fard darad. Kopy kardan anham amdan dozdyst.Har rooz daesteh keh dari haghe deegari ra az oo migeeri va khod ra kasi moarefi mikoni keh nisti va ba in kar sedaye deegari ra keh swezavare in platform ast ra va haghe entekhabe mardom ra az anha salb mikoni cheh resad keh danesteh cheh asseebi ra bar khanevadeh yek zane daneshmand vared avardehie ba jahl va takhreebat, dastane deegareest nah dar khore kasi keh khod ra moshavere mardom midanad. va groohi keh danesteh in kar ra tashveegh kardehand.

Mard migooyad keh khoob o bad vojood nadarad va bnabayad az kar ya harfe deegaran narahat shavi. Amma vaghti keh zan migooyad keh mard az harfe oo narahat mishavad vaghti ba oo besadegi az ancheh keh gozashteh harf mizanad moshaver migooyad to aslan chera in harf ra beh namzadat gofti - zan migooyad akhar oo khodash az man khost keh ba oo rahat basham va man ham beh ooo goftam keh kasi kbeh man shomarehe telefonash ra dad. Mard mipoarad beh sar o koole zan keh in masoolyate tost keh inrea dar khodat hal koni va baz yek kharvar ghezavate tond darbarehe oo mikonad va faramoosh mikonad keh haman kasistkeh beh zan gofteh keh nabayad kasi az harfe deegari narahat shavad va bayad beshavad dar ravabet berahati harfha ra zad va tavaghoai az ham nadasht. Albateh in baraye namzad oo bood keh mard ast.

Zan keh migooyad beh arami vaveghare kamel keh ma har do nemeedaneem va bayad beraveem jaie va biamoozeem nagahan ba parkhashe mard roberoo mishavad keh ancheh keh dar sale aval ghalat ast ghalat mimanad yani ghayde rabeteh ghashangat ra beszan keh rooye sang nevesthteh shodeh keh to avaz shodani knisti va in rabeteh bedard khodrani nist. In mard bayad agar moshaverat mikonad moshavere mardani beshavad keh az ghabl tasmeem gereftehand ba khasm az eshgheshan joda shavand.

in falsafeye man ast keh ma hameh motafaveteem va hatta do gholooha ba ham motafavetand va ma bayad tahamole pazeereshe tafavote deegaran ra dar khod parvaresh daheem. In yeki az abade falsafeh va tarhe takamole Parvin ast akeh ba tageere olgoo va ghodrate har kasi kbeh tageer hasht sal ghabl ba ketabhayam ensan ra az in esarat keh bashar ghabele tageer nist nejat dadam va ostooreye ghalate Frued ra bekhak sepordam ta mardom omre dobareh begeerand va dar esarate tajrobyate haft sal zendegye khod nabashand. Daryaie az no avari keh bayad jayezeye Noble migereft amma baraye toteaehie sisasi keh mara khamoosh kardand va beh kopygaran va badalhaye man mikrofgcrofone dadand va barayeshan ketab chap kardand va tareekhhaye droogheen rooyeshan goszashtand va beh Amrika avardand ta berooye yek zane hamvataneshan khak bepashand.

Ari ensanha motafavetand va tafavoteshan daleele khoobi va badiye anha nist. Amma khobi va badi vojood darad va dashtane masoolyate akhlaghi baraye yek hamkare hamvatan in ast keh nabayad az yek zane hamkare hamvatan samareye yek omre oo ra bedozdad va danesteh har rooz bename khodash tableegh konad keh heech enkar va terror va tahgheere an zan ra adat va eatyade khod konad va deegaran ra ham tashveegh konad.keh cheshm o goosheshan ra bebandand va khod ra koor o kar benamayanand va hameentor an zan ra har rooz ba tajavoz beh hoghoogh va hormatash bekooshand keh anghadr koochek konand keh daroone por oghdeh va hageereshan aram begeerad va shayad keh ba oo ehsase barabary konand dorost ancheh keh ba mardom amal mikonand va man hazer shodeham tahamol konam keh khod ra beshenasand ta mardome man az share same anha nejat yaband. In karha ra mitavan beh rahati va vozooh goft keh bad hastand. In ra keh ba nyate bad ham anjam shodehand va kamelan amdy boodehand ham vazeh ast va heechgooneh tojeeh bejoz faghre fekri va roohi va jahl nemitavanad anra tojeeh konad keh reesheye hameh beemaryhast.

Beh zane deegari marde moshaver migooyad keh

Dar Zamany keh bayad eftekhar biafareeneem baraye khod va hamdeegar. In fard va grooi keh danesteh beh oo mogheayate in kar ra dadand h zani ra keh barayeshan eftekhar afareed vaghti mordeh boodand va mazloome jahani, hatta baraye jahan dar jama dari goshood keh heechakas nemeedeed, hamehe darha ra berooye khodash bastand va ba sansor va shayeaeh va terror va copygari va bedroogh goftan keh in ketab ra bist sal ghabl dar Iran neveshtehand keh yek joke ast keh agar cheneen no avari bist sal ghabl neveshteh shodeh bood dar Iran nah Irani daroon marz va nah Iranye broon marz dar cheneen khoon o jnooni nemighalteed keh har cheh nmikonand ghabele enkar nist.

1/22/2002

Khat e ozare yar keh begregft mah azo - khosh halghehiest leek bedar nist rah azo - abrooye doost goosheye mehrabe dolat ast - anja bemal chehreh va hajat bekhoh azo - ay joraeh nooshe majless e jam seeneh pak dar - kaineehist jaume jahan been keh ah azo - kerdare ahle someaeham kard may parast - in dood been keh nameye man shod syah azo -soltane gham har ancheh tavanad begoo bekon - man bordeham beh badeh frooshan panah azo - saghy cherage may berahe aftab dar - goo bar frooz mashaleh ye sobhgah azo - abie beh rooznameye aamale ma feshan - bashad tavan setord horroofe gonah azo-haHafez keh sazi motrebe oshagh saz kard - khali mabad arseye in bazmgah azo - aya darin khyal keh darad gedaye shahr - roozi bovad keh yad konad padshah azo - (P 259 Hafez)

Golbon e aysh mdamad sagye golozar koo - bad e bahar mivazad badeye khosgovar koo - har gol e no ze golrokhi yad hamikonad vali - goosh e sokhan sheno koja deedeye eatebar koo- Majlesse bazme aysh ra ghalyaye morad nist - ay dame sobhe khosh nafas nafeye zolfe yar koo - hosn frooshye golam nist tahamol ay saba - dast zadam be khoon e del bahre khoda Negar koo - Shamae sahar gahi agar laf ze areze to zad - khasme zaban deraz shod khanjare abdar koo-goft magar ze laale man booseh nadari arezoo - mordam azeen havas vali ghodrate ekhtyalr koo-Hafez agar cheh dar sokhan khzene ganje hekmat ast - az ghame roozegar e doon tabae sokhan gozar koo-

Ay payke rastan khabare yare ma begooahvale e gol beh bolbole dastan sara begoo - ma mahramane khalvate onseem gham makhor - ba yare ashena sokhane ashena begoo (p259Hafez)

Sheare man peeshgooie nist kalam e khodast - az inroost keh ancheh gooyam man gazast

Rose 1/22/2002

Terrorism Rasanehie chist va chegooneh peeshgeeri mishavad -Esalahe Yek Rasaneh Eslahe donyast - Man inkar ra kardeham va az tareeghe eslahe yek rasaneh donya ra tagheer dadeham - amma khod hanooz dar gerdbade siasate kohnehe toteaeh, terror va sansore reasanehie va ejtemaie har rooz ba marg o zendegi roberoo hastam - man bakhsheedeham sangsargaranam ra, anha hanooz az adat va eatyade sangsar, sansor va terror dast bar nadashtehand. Ancheh keh mara miazarad in ast keh man mitavanestam fajeaeye New York ra peeshgeri konam agar kopy garan va snansor garanam mohlat midadand. Bee sabrye man dar in ast keh nemeekhoham jahan shahede terror bashad va farzandane ma ba terror bozorg shavand keh jang khod dar tabeeat terror ast haata agar ghabele tojeeh va lazem benazar byayad.Jahan faghat ba goftegoo tahavol miyabad. Deegar vaght baraye khaymeh shab bazeeye rasanehie nist.

Tarh e Solh va Eslah e Parvin ( Takamol e Tahavoli va gam be gam ya ba Enteghal e Ghodrat baraye Taadole ghodrat va Tageere Olgoo) - Pasokh be basharyat dar baz pas gereftane khode kheeshtan va ezate nafse ejtemaie va taadole ghodrate dar mehr astva kherad dar jahani keh hanooz mehr va tahamol ra zaf midanad va har chand bar alyhe khoshoonat, ba khoshoonat rabeteh misazad.

aval bayad alafha ra beeroon kesheed, bad zameen ra shokhm zad va bad gol kasht va abyari kard va doaye Baran khond. Alafha ye pooseedeh afkare ghalate kohneh va khatarnak ast keh jaye mehr o kherad va taadol ra gerefteh va amnyate jahan ra bar ham mizand. Va gol afkare noveen ba barghaye tazeh amma reesheh kardeh dar omghe falsafeh va rohanyate haghighi va nah ba nergkhe rooz khareedeh shodh aast: ancheh keh man Olgoo boodeham.

Bayad ba Jameaye droogheen e rasanehie mobarezeye bedoon e khoshoonat kard - tamame hokoomathaye zalem va groohhaye Colt va gang var rasanehhaye sansorgar va toteaeh parvar terrorgar e shakhsyate haye matrah va mobaleghe badal ha va kopygarane moalefeene hagheeghi hastand - ancheh keh man ba tamame vojood ba an mobare4zeh kardeham va barnameye televisyonyam baraye yek sal dar myane gerdbade siasi pishro dar amookhtane mobarezeh bedoone khoshoonat dar rahe democracye haghighi va azadye ghomi va jahani boodeh ast. Ketabhaye man hameh pishro dar neshan dadane chand dfboadi kboodakne ensan baraye avaleen bar va raha kardane ensan az zangeere esarate jahle ravanshenasi va jameaeh shanasy va mazhabhaye kohnehie boodeh keh ensan ra yek boadi mideedand va ba maraz garie va jahl mardom ra dar nahayate zaaf va vabasteh beh kheesh va herfehshan negah midashtand.

Mesle Galileh keh bahaye kashfe khod ra pardakht va bekhatere inkeh goft zameen mosatah nist va gerd ast dar jahani ghargh dar jahl be choobeye dar raft man ham haft sal ast keh bekhatere haman jahl va tars az motafavetha va tarse az nashenakhtehha va niaz beh ghodrat beh daste groohi enhesar gar beh saleebe jahl rafteham . Harchand man anha ra bakhsheedeham anha ba golkdorye kamel ta man faryade khodam ra beh mardom naresanam dast az droogh sazi va terrore man bar nemeedarand va hoghoogh o hormate mara beh man baz nemigardanand.

Haft sal daste anha dar daste man boodeh va rooye bale man va daneshe man parvaz kardehand va hanooz name khode mara az resalat va tarhe solh o eslaham khat zadeh har rooz dar sooge man jashn migeerand.

Sar dasteh in grooh ham daroogheye shahr va shareeke man ast keh amad beh daftaram ta tarhe mara barayam tableegh konad va Anstitu Parvin Bayae Solh va eEslah ra keh hadafe an jahani kardane Tarhe Parvin bood va Rahbar Sazi va Rooh Sazi va Jameaeh sSazi ba avaleen ghadame Ensan Sazi nah ba tableeghe droogh va shakhsyate droogheen beh ensanhaye too khali dadan va ensanhaye matrah ra terror kar4dan va khamoosh kardan balkeh ba danesh e noveen va mehr o kherad ra beh ensanha amookhtan va anha ra beh reeshehhaye khod baz gardandan va beh hovyate aslie khod resandan baraye jahani shodan e haghighi va nah gom shodan dar jahan va dar nateecheh har hovyate kazebi ra ghabool kardan va afradi khatarnak baraye jameaeh va donyayeshan shodan.

Rasanehhaye salem yeki az abade mohem va tafavot saz dar reform va eslahe yek shahr, juameaeh, yek ghom ya yek donyast. Va baraye hameen man az eslahe rasanehha aghaz kardam baraye eslah va reforme shahram, ghomam, khaneye dovomam va jahanam.

Sarnvesht Sazi Dar sale 1994 pas az neveshtan e noh ketab keh enjeel, koran va torat e noveen e jahani shodeh ast dar sakhtane jameaeye ensani az ghabl az tavalode yek koodak, afareeneshe noveeni ra beh tamame abade bashari hedyeh dadam va baraye amali kardane an Anstitu Parvin Baraye Solh va Eslah ra bonyan gozardam ta az tareeghe an va rasanehhayie keh Olgoo sazi ra beh mardom miamoozand Jameaeye droogheene shaytan ra keh faghat tableeghe rasanehie va harj o marj va bohran o khoshoonat za va koodeta za va jang za va tafragheh za boodeh tagheer daham va vahdate jahani ye motafavetha ra dar donya pyadeh konam keh reesheye bohrane jahani adame taadol va pazeereshe ensanhaye motafavet va nashenakhtehhast va tanha rahe hale solhe payedar taadole fekr o rooh o badan dar ensan va dar khanevadehha va dar jameaeh va daroon va boroone melatha va janhan ast.

Eslah e Tableeghati - Jameaye Droogheen - Dar in Rah Masoode Khojasteh beh sefareshe besyare Sali Nateghi va Mehrdade Hahgighi amad ta kare tableeghe Tarhe mara beh ohdeh begeerad va ta in rooz ham cheneen kar4d montaha name khode mara az tamame resalat va tarhe man khat zad va ba badal sazye tableeghati bohrani ra bevojood avard keh ham dar Iran va ham dar Jjahan bevozooh mitavan anra moshahedeh kard. Hameh cheez rooye kaghaz va dar akhbar khoob ast amma haghighat nadarad. Vaghti jameaeh ie ba droogh va tableegh pyadeh mishavad haman mishavad keh deedehim : behajaye solh e noveen , jange noveen bevojood miayad va har chand Iran khod ra eslah gar va aghaz gare goftegooye melatha midanad hanooz faghr o fohashaa va eatyad Iran ra falaj kardeh , hanooz Iran dar tahreeme Amrika gharar darad va hanooz bayne eslah garan va mazhabyoon jang ast.

Tarhe Parvin. goftegooye Melatha -tanha rah e tageer va solh va eslahe ghomi va jahanist. Bohran az adame taadol e ghodrat bevojood miayad -

Bbaraye avaleen bar maanye rohanyat va khoda parasty ra beh elmy resandeh keh dar an bot parasti ra payan midahad va dallalane khoda ra nah tanha az ghodrat miandazad balkeh az business va maameleh ensanha beh name khoda ham miandazad. Massihyat ham essa vari ra faramoosh kardeh bood va Pap ba khondane ketabe man safar khod ra aghaz kard va eghrar va tobeh oo shahede roohe bozorg va pak as takhreebe oo bood keh daneshe noveen va kalame khoda ra sheneed va pazeeroft donbal kard Hastand anani keh chonan kardand. Rahbarani keh tagheer ra pazeeroftand va tahavol ra besooye takamol va azadye haghighi natarseedand. Jozve an eslah garane Iran ham hastand amma beh dalili keh joz tars az yek zan nemitavan deedash name khode mara khat zadand. Rahbarani keh khod mazloom boodehand sedaye khod ra baz yaftand va hovyate asli khod ra edea kardand.

In Tarhe noveen e ensani dar tamame abad e bashari ghodrat ra az enhesar garan e ghodrat migeerad va ta hade zyadi gerefteh ast. Ghodrat ra ba danesh va agahi beh mardom enteghal midahad va mardom salariye jahani vbevojood miavarad keh khoda salarye haghighyst. Khoda salari hokoomathaie nist keh mardom dar an dar faghr o fohasha daran mimeerand vali hakeman jozve shesh dar sad millioonerhaye jahanand. Manzoore man Grereftane ghodrat az anhaiest keh khedmat beh mardom barayeshan manbae estebdad va manfeat talabi boodeh va nah khedmat e khalesaneh va ghodrat dadan beh mardom ya mardom salari ra az poshte laghabhashan kbeeroon mikeshad va beh mardom moarefi mikonad. Az ppol daran mitavan pool sakht baraye mardom amma nah vaghti fesad hast keh deedeem dar Enron, mardom e fagheer baraye sarmayeh daran pool sakhtand ta anha mast shavand az khoone fagheeran.

In Tarh motakhassessen e fased va mokharebie keh az takhassoss soae estefadeh kardeh va hamvareh mikonand baraye manafeae fardi va groohi poshte laghabhayeshan penhan shavand va avam fareebi konand va hagh e entekhabe mardom ra begeerand.

Gonahkaram bebekosh mara, rooy benama, gooyad shareeke ma

Gar to zolm mikoni ta keh kosham man to ra - koshtan e man nadani - yar to khod rokh nama - rooy cho penhan koni poshte mhameh khar o khas - mardom e man bedanand - manam hameh kar o kas - to rooye bale mani - jahan bedanad ze ma- chand to jarat zani droogheen dastanha - gol man o golestan man - shareek o bagheban man - Mordam azeen sansor bia be deedar - zendeh beman yare man - har dam bodi bar daram - ta reboodi danesh o taje saram - ta keh kheesh ja zadi bejaye man - hal kardehie enkar to peesheh chera - beesh azeen khak mareez bar ayeneham - keh khak rooye kheesh reezi to dela- gar deedane man koshad tora - mordam azeen zolme to zeood beh deedan bia - Eshgh bayad keh aram bashad o bee rang o ria-bedoone azare mashoogh bayad - magar inkeh kham bashad shareek o asheghe ma

Rose Parvin 1/22/2002 nohe sobh

Bayne man o to droogh goftan mahaleh

Bayne man o to droogh goftan mahaleh- amma magar an to ra az droogh fgoftan baz midareh-to o dast az droogh goftan bardasthtan? magar mishavad joda kard shaytan ra az tan? agar cheneen koni ze shaytan cheh mimanad? joz moshti moosh o mar o afaie dore ahreeman?

Rose 1/22/2002

Baraye in zamooneh namoondeh aberooie -

engar tamame donya basteh be tare mooie

Tareekhe eshgh

Tareekhe eshgh ra to dar ayeeneham bekhon - man aberooye in zamaneham to in bedun - penhan nemoodane man bordeh aberoot - baz gardan mara beh mardomam , barkheez az myan - amadi ta keh shareeke resalatam bashi - begerefti sedaye mara o hareefam shodehie-rooz o shab kopygar o badalhaye mara tableegh kardehie - haft sale afareeneshe mara cheneen to bekhoon neshandehie -

Tareekhe eshgh ra to dar ayeeneham bekhon-bebeen keh to az koja bekoja reseedehie -dar ghare marg boody o beh ooje khod pareedehie-rooye balhaye man beh khkheeshtan reseedehie-zamani baraye man az khloose eshgh mikhondi - incheneen to mara khob dar fareebat kardi - emrooz to cheh dari tamame rooz baraye man - joz terror e Parvin o bot sazi o badal sazi - to berooye kheeshtan dareegha keh khak pasheedehie-mimandam man dar fareebe to hanooz - dareegha keh to in ostooreh eshgh o resalate man ra -ba badal sazi o bot sazy o droogh sazye khod beh ebtezal keshandehie

Rose Parvin 1/22/2002

1/21/2002

Shamehie az dastane eshghe shoor angeeze mast - in hekayatha keh az faerhad o sheereen kardehand- heech mojgane deraz o eshvehie jadoo nakard - ancheh an zolfe deraz o khale meshkeen kardehand- saghya may deh keh ba hokme azal tadbeer neest - ghabele tagheer nabvad ancheh taaeen kardehand-dar sofaleen kaseye rendan bekhari mangareed - keen hareefan khedmate jame jahan been kardehand- shahpare zagh o zaghan zeebaye sayd o ghayd neest - in karamat hamrahe shahbaz o shaheen kardehand (p323 Hafez)

Negar Manam - Pol baraye oboore yar manam

Baraye oo keh dari khoonash ra mimaki - taarofe sharab nist joz sam pashi- agar badal cheneen khosh ast dela - chera asl ra modambatel misazi-agar in eshgh ast nazaneena - peeshnahade payman o ahd o vafa dari - chera benazar sangsar miayad - yek sangsar e noveen e degar va beemari - to bot sazi o asl batel sazi - dast bardar az khaymeh shab bazi -

az har tekeh az jane man o khoone man to misazi - badal o beh namayesh migozari to ba tanazi - khode man ra zeere hobabe sheesheh penhan kardehie - choon shavad del khosh azeen tak tazi - haft salam bood dar Bandar e Abas - Raghs e Atash ba payanoye khohar - Ash mipokhtam dar taatre baraye shohar - jomaeh ha gheshm o hormoz ba hameh meerafteem - az har barg shear of shaer sazi - khake sorkh e gol e vatan beh cheh to mibazi? Sedaye mardome man ra besheno - beesh azeen zoor bemardomam to nagoo - khasteh gashtand azeen droogh o ria-matrahand mardom makon khamoosh seda -

Rose Parvin 1/21/2002

Tab e banafsheh meedahad torreye moshk saye to - pardeye ghoncheh meedaraed khandeye delghoshaye to - ay gol e khosh naseem e man bolbol e kheesh ra masooz-kaz sar e sedgh meekonad shab hameh shab doaaye to - man keh malool ghashtami az nafase fereshtegan ghal o maghale alami mikesham az baraye to - dolate eshgh been keh choon azsare faghr o eftekhar-goosheye taj e saltanat meeshekanad gedaye to - khergheye zohd o jame may gar cheh nah dar khore hamand - in hameh naghsh meezanam az jahate rezaye to - shoore sharabe eshghe to an nafasam ravad ze sar - -keen sare por havas shavad khake dare saraye to - shah nesheene chashme man tekye gahe khyale tost-jaye doast shahe man bee to mabad jaye to - khosh chamaneest arezat khaseh keh dar bahare hosn - Hafeze khosh kalam shod morghe dare saraye to - (p 257 - Hafez)

mara cheshmeest khoon afshan ze daste an kaman abroo - jahan bas fetneh khohad deed az an cheshm o az an abroo - gholame cheshme an torkam keh dar khobe khoshe masti-negareen golshanash rooyast o meshkeen sayeban abroo - halai shod tanam zeen gham keh ba toghraye abrooyash - keh mah bashad keh benmayad ze taghe aseman abroo - ragheeban ghafel o ma ra az an cheshm o jabeen har dam - hezaran gooneh payghamast o hajeb dar myan abroo - degar hoor o pari ra kas nagooyad ba cheneen hosni - keh in ra in cheneen cheshmast o anra anchenan abroo - to kafar del nemeebandi neghab zolf o meetarsam - keh mehrabam begardanad khame an delsetan abroo - agar cheh morge zeerak bood Hafez dar havadari - beteere ghamzeh saydash kard cheshme an kaman abroo( p 258-Hafez)

Dreams worth dreaming

King had a dream - I have a mission

takhayaol vaghti bemanzoore khalghe padeedeh ya jahani noveen parvardeh meeshavad Jool Vern ha, Galeeleh ha, King ha va Rose Parvin ha samareye yek omreshan ra reesheh va bonyad e in baz sazi va afareenesh mikonand. Khodeshan ra har kheshte asemankharash misazandta ta ba taadol fekr o rooh o badan va Esa vario khoda varie kheeshtan bar zolmat noor bepashand va bar jahl danesh o kherad va bar tanafor esgh, va ba tavalod e dobareye kheeshtan ghomi va jahani ra tavalodi dobareh bebakhshand va dar in rah hazer bashand keh bar saleeb e jahl o tars va tanafor o tamayoz beravand va az khoon o jane khod, az danesh o mehr o bakhseshe khod jahani ra seerab konand. ta bashad keh deevare tars o jahl o tamayoz beshkanad va laghab salari o mard salari jaye khod ra beh ensan salari bedahad.

Amma vaghti az takhayol baraye bar andazi ya terrore shakhsyat va batel sazi ye yek ensan e matrah va ya yek grooh ya nasl ya mazhab sooae estefadeh mishavad va ba terrore rasanehie va syasate kohneh toteaeh va terror terror yek gol e moghadas zeere hobabe sheesheye zakheem e sansor gozardeh mishavad ta groohi az samareye yek omre danesh va tajrobyate yooneeke va khas e oo ba badal sazi va kopy gari parvaz konand va ba tars e az yek zan eshtebahe tareekh ra tekrar konand va naji ye khod ra beh saleeb bekeshand, az mafhoom e khob va arezoo va takhayol e salem kharej mishavand va pa beh marhaleye terrorism va reeshehhaye Farhang pooseedeh Halakgari migozarand keh bayad tageer yabad.

Terror terror ast. Cheh baraye yek nafar bashad, cheh baraye yek grooh , cheh feezeeki, cheh roohi va ravani va ceh khanevadegi, cheh ejtemaai cheh goomi va jahani. Par par kardane yek go baraye sakhtane golhaye kaghazi va badali terror ast beh cheshme an gol. Parandehie ra dar ghafas deedan va az an gozastan terror ast keh shareek e jorm haman bare gonah ra bar doosh meekeshad keh oo keh danesteh gonah mikonad.

Parandeh khode parvaz ast va avazeh khon khode avaz. Ancheh keh mimanad ensane poshte alghab ast va zate ensahnyat keh yani doost bedar baradarat ra va khoharat ra va farzandat ra va hamsayehat ra va gerami bedar doostat ra va doshmanat ra bepazeer tafavote anha ra ta jahan az to sabz shavad va jahanam beh behesht tabdeel shavad va jameaeye ensani az gharn e tareek kheesh beh gharne noor pay gozarad.

Goftegoo tanha rahe hale bohran va enkhtelafe ast va yek eshtabeh va gonah ra ba gonah va eshtebahe deegari nemitavan shost. Khoshoonat va jang barandeh nemeeshenasad. Terror eftekhar ameez neest.

Naji Koshi ra tajrobehy kardeheed va shahed e avaghebe an ham dar aghvame deegar boodeheed. anha keh koshtand Naji shan ra baraye mogheaiat va manfeat ghali az zeere payeshan beeroon kesheedeh shod. Inra deedeem dar gome Mohamad va Masseeh va King rahbare siahane Amrica va dar gome khodeman. Badaalhaye King natavanestand arezooye King ra bar avardeh konand . Anha roohe King ra nadashtand. Dream mord. Ta man amadam va tamame roohha va gomhaye mazloom dobraeh bar khastand. Anha az resalate man va sedaye man dobareh beyade hovyate gom shodeheshan oftadand va tahgeere jahan ra az khod shostand.

Begozareed eshtebah va gonahe khod ra tekrar nakoneem hal keh khoda beh ma daneshi noveen va mehri bakhshandeh ata kardeh keh ba an tavalodi dobareh yafteheem. Ancheh keh ba man kardehand groohi terrore rasanehiest. Haft sal mara bar saleeb e tars va jahl e khod gozardehand va ba enhesare ghodrat e danesh va tarhe solh va eslahe man har rooz rooye bale man parvaz kardehand va mara dar ghafase sansor va terrore shakhsyat va kopy gari va badal sazi khamoosh kardehand. Yek bar hezar bar alayhe yek zan jameaehie droogheen sakhtehand va in hameh ra az tars az nashenakhtehha va az niaz beh enshesare ghodrat kardehand.

King Arezooyie dasht

va man Resalati daram - Ensan, yek Shahrvand Jahani

Afareenesh e Noveen - Jameaye Jahani ye Ensani -

Jameaye Haghighat -

ba Goftegooye Melatha - naye daroon - Taranehe Jahani - Baray e Jameaye e Ensani Jameaye droogh va fesad e tableeghat e rasanehie bayad tagheer konad va reform (eslah) shavad - In yeki az abade ahdaf e Tarh e Solh e Parvin boodeh ast keh gam beh gam darad amali mishavad.

Haft sal ghabl zani barkhast be resalati jahani keh darad beh haghighat mipayvandad - Nah khob bood va nah roya- haghighati bood dar daroone man keh anra zaeedam va beeroon avardam - tajrobeham az yek omr ensan sazi va rooh sazi va Rahbar Sazi dar khanevadeh va dar jahan beh onvane Khanevadeh e Jahani - dar Jahani be ghanoon e Taadol e Ghodrat

va elmam az tasleem shodan e kheradmandaneh beh rooham keh sahafagar ast be ghodrate mehr o kherad- technology va elme Tarhe Tagheere Olgoo ye Parvin az pyadeh kardane roohe khodam va Enteghale Ghodrat az an beh deegaran va jahan

12/25/2001

Zaman e Zohoor

The Coming

Zaman zaman e tavallod e dobareye donyast - zaman e eshgh e elahi daroon e delhast - Zaman e gam bardashtan beh sooy e fardast-zaman e bakhsheedan e gonahhast-zaman e azad kardan e zendaneehast- zaman e eshgh , zaman e mehrbaneehast-zaman e payvand beh tamam e delhast - zaman e anjam e osool e deen o donyast - zaman e zohoor e koodak e gharnhast - zaman e jahani kardan e ghanoon e bashari ye mast - zaman e vahdat e kameol e motafavethast - zaman e baz kardan e darha va panjareh hast - zaman e ghanoon e monaseb e zaman baray e donyast - zaman e nazm e noveen e jahani e melathast -

zaman e zohoor e koodak e peer e gharnharst - in koodak e peer e gharn keh salha posht e darhast zaman e payvand e do dast e man o tost - zaman e vafa kardan beh ahdha va dobareh sakhtan e shekasteh polhast -

Begoo ghasedak beh yaran e posht e dar o panjareh haye basteh keh doost- salhast keh bazghashteh gol e ghedees e khodast - oo parandeh ba saleeb dar parvaz e rooye aseman e shahr e shomast - begoo ghasedak keh in madar in tabeeb in andeesheye rahnama khorsheed e sahary e shab e yaldaye shomast - goftand keh bahar nayamadeh amma bahare daneshe man har sal - tahavol gare zemestane sard o veerangare shomast-

gar cheh dar bazar atr o golab e man dar sheesheh bood - ancheh mifrookhtand beh zaaher beh shoma-golhaye kaghazi barraye penhan kardan e chehreye mast-Parvin Koshi o khoda shekani o badal sazi o kopi gari o bot sazi - khod khoda beeni o afsaneh sazi o ostooreh khat kesheedan o avam fareebi - kar e daroogheye tak taz shaytan e neemeh motahavel e shahre fereshtehhast.

Rose Prvin 12/24/2001

A child is born tonight

Koodakie amad beh donya emshab

Koodakie amad bedonya emshab - koodakie peer o javan beh in jahan- eshgh o hagh avard ba khod, iman-rooh e oo rooh e masseehaye zaman- rooh e oo rooh e masseehaye zaman - aykeh rooye bal e man neshasteh ie tamam e rah - dast e man geer o doaaye mehr o azadi bekhon -

ashke khod baran bekon bar ghalb e kheesh- keh ashk e man kbaran shodeh bar in jahan-ghosl e taameedat bedadeh rooh e gheddees e zaman- dadeh oo omre dobareh bar jahan -

koodakie amad beh donya emshab-koodakie peer o javan beh in jahan-eshgh o hagh avard ba khod barg e gol dar iman - kon doaa tazeh shavad donyaye to - az Gol e Iran o Gheddees e Zamsan

Rose Parvin 12/24/2001

Ensan Khoda

Human God

Ta khoda deed gol e koocheke eshgh -roohe khod dameed dar in enshan - baz kon panjareh ha va darha - ta keh gol baz shavad dar in zaman - atr e gol boodeh havaye tazehat- barg e gol boodeh ketab o ghoran - Kalam e zendeye gol ra to kardi pakhsh-bardar hobab e sheeshehie ra Hafez - bogzar keh gol ra beshenasad in jahan

Ostooreye Gol

Deer kardi ghasedak ghorbanye eshgh injast - goo beh ashegh ta byayad banye eshgh injast - az saleebam bar bedareed asheghan - deshneye oo keh shab o rooz bekhonad az eshgh - gooyad ashegh e man ast o majnoon - deshneye oo dar myane ghalbe mast - Ghalb khooneen peerahan khooneen shodeh-shahed e eshgh e masseehahaie e mast - rafteham man bar saleeb ta keh beedar konam - khalgh e mordeh dobareh zendeh konam - arzesh e hormat e ensan tarh e azadye mast -

deer gofti ghasedak ghorbanye eshgh injast - goo beh ashegh ta byayad banye eshgh injast - Jahl e oo azad kardeh jan e man - kardeh ostoorye gol eshghe man o iman e man - Boodeh hamzadam neshasteh rooye balam salha - har kalam e zendeham oo dar jahan dadeh seda - khat zadeh nam e man azresalatam oo amma -

deer kardi ghasedak ghorbanye eshgh injast - goo beh ashegh ta byayad banye eshgh injast - Tarh e solham vahdat avardeh jahan ra - boodeham har lahzeh andeeshye rahnama zaman ra - falsafeh, danesh e man taadol e ghodrathast - rah e solham dar jahan dialog e melathast -

deer kardi ghasedak ghorbanye eshgh injast - goo beh ashegh ta byayad banye eshgh injast - goo keh khorsheed e jahan kardeh zohoor -noor e oo hargez nameerad separ e balaye in gol cho khodast - shab e yalda sar reseed morgh e sahar meekhonad - shahryar ar bood meegoft emshab ghamar ba ma injast - shahryar e man haman azadeye ashegh bovad - keh barayash eshgh e man por baha tareen tajhast -

deer kardi ghasedak ghorbanye eshgh injast - goo beh ashegh ta byayad banye eshgh injast -

Rose Asseer Parvin 12/24/2001

9/9/2001

Gyame Mehr

Barkhastan- 3-5-1996

An zaman ast keh bar kheezam manAn zaman ast keh barkheezam man

name khod ra talabam- pak konam esmate an-keh shodeh kanjare kager begalooye nojavan-in manam ay khalgh man barghashteham-heshmaha baz koneed az shedate herse zam-name man baz daheed o beshkaneed in choobha-man nakhoham khor basham - sambole beemar basham-az baraye koodakane beenave - man nakhoham bar saleeb andakhtan-dasthayam meekhe jahlat sakhtan-ay fareebe mar bas kon in manam- mankeh to por kardehie jeebat ze namam in manam- baz ghashtam ta tora ghanea konam - dast bardari ze khalghe khasteham Man tora sakhtam az gel leek to- mardomam veeran koni az keenehat-lezat az ghatl o gyamat bas-shahvate marge avamat bas -baz bar khasteham ay ahreman sharmat kojast-mankeh deedi agahi az in gonah

man pas az in ba to karat mikonam-separe bayne to o in adamane begonah - mishavam ta har yeke in mardomi cheshmhashan baz beenad- darbyabad in gfareebe ghanha - baz kon dar ra keh in mehman manam - ahreman man ra bebeen bare degar ba asbe iman amadam- barkhastam, barkhastam az gabre jahlat - to degar koor shodi az ghelatat bar adamyat - door sho az man keh man ba to degar eaatemadat neestam-gar cheh meekhohi bependaram keh to, ahreman-bahre man sakhtehie in maabad - mankeh danam keh ghroorat injast- ehtyyaje maraze ghodrate to , ahreman in donyast-baz kon dar keh mane khasteh ze rah amadeham-gar cheh khanjar to bedast man goli az baghcheh kandeh -baraye doosti ba khialat besara amadeham-baz kon dar, baz kon dar ahreman-to o tars? to o tars? gar cheh inbar man e doost-ba hokme khoda amadeham

Rose Asseer Parvin 3/5/1996

Meekhohand begooyand keh hameh cheez az Iran joosheed - agar Iran manam pas in dorost ast keh hameh cheez az man joosheed va hanooz ham hameh cheez az man mijooshad montaha namardaneh copy mikonand mara har lahzeh, baldalhayam ra alam mikonand va beh anha vaght va emkan baraye tahavol midahand va mara ba sansor va enzeva sazi zendeh begoor kdarehand to peeram konand va nagozarand keh mardm payambare javan va zeeba va mehrban va kheradmandeshan ra bebeenad va raha shavand va javan va omre dobareh biaband - anha mara zagr dadand va har lahzeh neez ta mara bekoshand va khod edeaye man boodan ra bekonand va samareye yek omre mara neez keh bename khod mifrooshand deegar moalefash ra nadashteh bashad ta beh mardom haghighat ra begooyad nah ancheh keh anha mikhohand mardom bedanand - anha az daneshe man baraye enhesare ghodrat soae estefadeh mikonand va man azadi baraye hameh ra mikhoham - ari asheghe man ghatele man ast nah asheghe man -keh in hameh ra oo tarh hardeh va hanooz ham - tarneh hay baraye gomrah kardane mardom ast va baraye mara az raham gomrah kardan - eshghi dar myan nist in yek bazye etelaatiye khatarnak haft saleh ba man ast. hameh cheez dar in shahr droogh ast- hameh cheez- va hameh kas droogh mmigooyand- hameh kas

An open letter to Nadere Naderpoor - 6/9/1999

Naderpoore azeez va gerami,

Az sohbate telefonyeman delam besiar garm shod. Hameesheh shoma ra az door hamye hagh midanestam va kasi keh mesle man az droogh beezar ast. Haftehe gozashteh hedyehe tavalode shoma az khode shoma sheary bood "Soale Ayeeneh". va man bela darang pasokhy baraye an neveshtam keh chand safheh beeshtar nabood. Amma nemeedanam chera dobareh ghalam tazeed berooye kaghaz. Shayad baraye inkeh meedanestam yek ensan an khatha ra khohad khond, ensanist keh siasat ghezavate oo ra taayeen nemeekonad balkeh ghazi va tahleelgar daroone oost keh haghighat ra midanad.

Tasleeme rooham, in avaleen bar ast keh mineveesam. Ancheh keh dar pyramoone ma darad bevoghooa mipayvandad baraye man tazegi nadarad. Salhast keh dar rahe peeshgeerie ancheh meedanestam dar sharafe voghooz ast koosheedeham va dar zamani keh heechkas mafhoome peeshgeeri ra nemeedanest man az an pa faratar nahadeh va donyaye maraz gara va yek boaadi reavanshenasi ra baz kardeh va ensan ra beh abade motafavetee keh faramoosh shodeh va bekhak sepordeh shodeh bood ashena kardam.

Ravanshensye Parvaz ya Takamole Tahavoli ra man panzdah sal ghabl aghaz kardam va ta shesh sal ghabl keh ketabam ra neveshtam heechkas beh ertebate fekr va rooh va badan nemiandeesheed. Haatmotakhasseseene ravanshenasi keh tamarkoz dar fekr va badan bood anra beh sakhti mitavanestand beh esbat beresanand az jomleh "Ernest Rossi" keh naghde ketabe mara barayam neveshteh ast. Falsafeye Taadole Ghodrat keh bedoone an bohran bevjood miayad dar har organi ra ham man az rabeteham ba khod, ba farzandanam, ba tabeeat va ba mardoman shareefi keh beman eatemad kardehand ta khod ra az tareeghe man byaband, ponzdah sal ast keh beh hamkarane khodam ham amoozesh dadeham. Hameeshah bedonbale solh va aramesh boodeham.

Dar sale 1994, vaghti az panjarehe daftare rahatam dar Parvin Center beh beeroon negah meekardam deedam keh bacheh bacheh ra mikoshad, fesad donya ra ghargh kardeh, va taasob o tamayoz dar behtareen gooshe hhaye jahan keh bayad hameh cheez amn o aman bashad, mesle kleesaha va tempelha va masjedha tabdeel beh jenayati khamoosh shodeh keh donya ra masmoom kardeh.

Man dar behtareen mahalehe Orenge Country yani dehkadehe portaghal dar Newport Beach dar kenare yani daryaye bandare tazeh va no, meeneshastam va bonyade parveen ham roozaneh beh darmane ravani va mashverat afradi mipardakht keh az hameh tayf va ghodrate mali va ejtemaie barkhordar boodand va ya dar ansooye pandoole edalate ejtemaaie va refah dar entezare haghighat besar meebordand. Javanan ghorbanye adame edalate ejtemaaie boodand keh dar in mamlekat keh azadi ra harj o marj mipendarand va tahajom beh azadye deegaran va ya ghanoonmandi ghodrat bar zaaf ba ghanoon frooshi keh heech, dar in mamlekat hameh cheez baraye froosh ast hatta raeese jomhoor, va in khasse in mamlekat nist joz inkeh haddaghal mamaleke deegar edeaayeshan neez beh andazehe in mamlekat nist.

Beh har hal man Amrika ra motaasefaneh olggoye jahani mibeenam chera keh donya oo ra bhe in onvan pazeerofteh va man nezarehgare in boodam keh in boze akhvash darad jahan ra ba khod beh darehe naboodi mikeshanad va mardomane khodash ra neez. .va deedam keh barane sam az balaye rooye mardome begonah mibaradva in jahan nah bevaseeleye kasani keh bedaftareman miamadandbalkeh bevaseeleye moatamedani keh mikrofonha ra dar dast dashtand, alghab ra va sarnevesht sazane mardome begonahi boodand keh koorkooraneh hatta dar in mamlekat azad az anha payravi mikardand.

Deedam keh donya mordeh ast, mardom mordehand vajavanan darand nabood mishavand va dard khod ra ba khashm va gahr va ya kenareh geeri neshan midand. Man salhastkeh ba ejtemaae mareez mobarezeh mikonam va anra dar har sistemi keh vared mishavam besooye jameaeh salem kedayat mikonam va inra khostam keh beh jahanian beshenasanam.

Ravanshenasye Takamol va Parvaz, tarhe Solh va Reform va Nazme Noveene Jahani az daroone man beeroon taraveed va shesh sal gabl nedaie az daroon mara vadasht keh hameh cheez ra kenar begozaram va beneveesam ta "Ravan Darnamye Jahani", ejtemaie va gomi ra aghaz konam va shafaye amoomi ra keh ehssas kardam agar aghaz nashavad, deer khohad shod beh mardomanam hedyeh konam.

In ketab ketabe askye ancheh hast keh shoma dar arze seh sal gozashteh (az 1994) dar jameaeye ma va radioie keh tanha ertebate ma ba Irane mast sheneedehied bezabane kasaneekeh az samareye yek omre man besiar aghahaneh estefadeh mikonand bedoone inkeh beh man eatabare inra bedahand keh anha ra rahnama basham ta dorost aamal konand keh in fajayea keh hasele jameaehist kamal gara va drogheen va in jameaehie salem va kamel bevoghooa napayvandad. Jaleb injastkeh gonahaneshan ra ham begardane man miandazand dar haleekeh mara dar terrore sansor zendeh begoor kardehand va man keh in avvaleen barest pas az modatha keh rooham keh tasleeme an boodeham beman majale in ra dadeh keh beh ghodrate tafakoram baz gardam va az abzareejtemaayam komak betalabam, manande koodakie tazeh pa keh beroohash safar kardeh bood ta gomash va jahanash ra manande madari az khod gozashteh nejat dahad va raha azesarate gharnha, tanha va sargardan dar kaveere zendegi va berasti dar tavalodi deegar keh khod chaleshi boodeh gayre momken baraye josehye koocheke man va roohe bozorgi keh taskheerash kardeh bazyafteham, az inhameh ghesavat beesh az ehsase dadamati keh bean vared amadeh, delam shekasteh ast.

Aya gome ma inghadr az khod motanaffer ast keh ba payam avari keh omri ra baraye rahaiye esarate bashari andookhteh dobareh beh saleeb bekeshad va incheneen konad keh gome ,am ba man? darde man inastkeh man inhameh ra mifahmam va dark mikonam.

Tahajom, serghat va tajavozy keh beman shodeh haman olgooyie ra darad va bevaseeleye hamanhayie shodeh keh mardome mara ghali az zeere payeshan kesheedand, beh hoghgoogh va hormateshan jajavoz kardand va 21 sal avareshshan kardand va baad ham goftand gonahkaran agar pasheemaneed bargardeed.

Fajeaeh injasttkeh inha "akhoond" angooneh keh ma migooyiem naboodand. Afradi boodand mesle khde ma va az har taffy va ba alghabie keh bayad dar seresht gabele eaatemad bashand ta mardome begonah dar aman bashand.

Dar yek zaman chandeen boad dar man bekar boodeh ast. Boaadi keh khod beh saleeb rafteh ast, boaati keh saleeb mardomanash ra begardane khod mikeshad va boaadi keh saleeb sambole heayat va ersharde mardomanash kardeh, mardomane ghafeli keh hedayat shaytan ra asantar deedehand va hanooz ham darke dorost va nadorost ra nadarand. Va man az olgoohaye ejtemaaie sokhan migooyam.

Aya hameesheh sagheer khohand mond? Nah. Amma baraye khod mokhtari beh daneshe beh khod niaz dashtehand, daneshy keh vjood nadasht ta in ketab. In ketab Ensan Shenasi ra aghaz mikonad va ravanshenasi ra asan. Baraye hameen har sareghi nagahan payamber shodeh ast bekhsoos keh rasanehhaye ( barkhi) ma va groohe enhesargare manfeat paraste vabasteh beh anha hech asli barayeshan arzesh nadarad, az badal ast keh pool misazand va mohrehaie keh har angah keh bekhohand betavanand anha ra harekat bedahand.

Tarhe Solhe man ra groohe Rafsanjani ba heeleh az man reboodeh ast, tarhi keh gharar bood inja piadeh shavad va mardom salary ra az inja amoozesh dahad va Goftemane Bayne Farhangha va Melatha ra va Takamole dar Rahbaryat ra va "Ravan Rohanyat Jahani" ra va reforme jameahe jahani ra az mareseh ta mazhab ta hokoomat bevaseeleye yej tarhe tahavolie gam begam besooye rahaiye basharyat!

Dar in marhaleh man khod beesh az hameh tagheer kardeham va baz dibareh ba vjoode ankeh ancheh dashtam tazeh va noveen bood, az ghafeleh joda shodeh va ba bale shekasteh va dar zangeer, parvaz kardeham va baraye hameen moshkel bood keh an ertebatati ra keh beh asani dar jameaeh dashtam edameh daham bekhsoos tahte sharayeti keh baraye yek ensan, taghat farsa keh heech, koshandeh boodeh ast. Baraye ensany keh hormat barayash az hava mohemtar ast va gereftare groohi mishavad keh nemeedanand hormat yani cheh, faghat har chand sanieh yekbar anra tekrar mikonand ta bazareshan garm shavad.

Ancheh in grooh bayad bedargahe khoda barayash doaa konad inastkeh man khod ra jeddi nemeegeeram va hargez hazer nistam gharam beh jahane aloodeh va por fetneh va fesade in groohe enhesar bogzaram va hatta chand ghadam begozastehhaye khodam keh baraye hoghoghe khod az lamale ghodrate tafakoram estefadeh mikardam va mitavanestam dar har bahse elmi galeb basham.

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Baraye man safare beh rooham va tasleem mandan berooham moghadas ast va ta madameekeh betavanam dar in jahan zendegi konam, khedmat konam berahe hagh va elm va danesh va eshgh ra beh mardomam bialmoozam ta deegar hargez, hargez moteea e shaytan va yaranash nashavand. va inhameh ra ba eshgh, mehr, takamoli tahavoli keh ma ra beham payvand zanad va vahdat e ghomi va jahani ma ra ba tamame tafavothayeman ghodrat bakhshad bedoon e inkeh jan e parandehie deegar ra bekhataye shaytan va donyaye tohi az reesheh va ghani az tableeghash ghorbani konad. Ba hoghoogh va hormat va moghaeayati barabar baraye hamegan va iman, va iman, va zeestan dar khloos keh nah az tamadon mikahad va nah az ppeeshraft balkeh mar a az in gerdab e sarasar maghlateh va droogh va ria keh mardom ma ra geej kardeh va omreshan ra bar saleeb gozarandeh mirahanad va baraye an bayad dast bedast e ham daheem va hagheeghat ra parchami koneem keh zeere an tamame parchamha, rangha, naslha va bavarha va deenha va nejadha jaye khod ra dashteh va hormat va hoghooghi barabar va eshgh kimiyaie keh bar har siasati olovyat dashteh bashadva mardom sarnevesht saz e kheesh bashand va salar e kheesh va bartareeeat va kehtareeyat beh heech melat va mazhabi motaalegh va monhaser nabashad.

Tanha dar in gooneh nazm e jahanist, jahani keh dar har gooshehash betavan zeest va dar aman bood keh motahajemi ba ghanoon bee ghanooni ye khod nemitavanad tora sangsar konad ya melati ra bombaran konad va ya andeesheh ra dar ghafas va hagheeghat o khoda ra dar ensesar. ensan nah be gozashtehash va nah be ayandehash balkeh be an bayad eftekhar konad keh dar in lahzeh az daroonash mitaravad va agar ba tahleel dar kootah modat be gozashtehash begareesteh bashad ayandehash ra ba elm beh khod mitavanad peeshgooie konad va gamhaye khod ra dar zaman e hal dar rahi peesh gozarad keh betavanad basharyat ra az sogh e enhedam far mazhab va har systemi keh oo ra tareef mikonad, az zangeer e esarat e gharnha nejat dahad va azadegi ra keh bayad az daroon biabad va ba masoolyat payvand dahad be azadi masool e ejtemaie, ghomi va jahani gostaresh dahad va farzandan e khod ra neez baraye hameen vajeh keh bedoon e an hagheeghat , eshgh, hoghoogh va hormat faghat vajehhaie droogheenand az daroon azadeh, masool, beedar va soal gar bar avarad. Chera keh bedoon e sola hargez javab ra natavan yaft va javab e jamai ra

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javabhaye fardi reeshehand. Ketab e man shaar nist har chand har kalamehash ra mitavan shaari tazeh kard. Amma vaghti shaar bar payeyekherad va elm va falsafeh bashad, angah ast keh nedaye hagheeghat ast. In ketab gam begam movafaghyat e rohani ra va reform Olgoo va Trah e basharyat va systemhaye an az jomleh deen ra dar rastaye takamolye tahavoli amoozesh dadeh ast va haghayeghi dar rastaye darman va shafa va takamol efshaa kardeh keh dar ravanshenasi va teb e gharb har yek rah e noveeni ra baraye olamaye in abaad baz kardeh va beh jameaeh shenasi keh faghat jameaeh ra angooneh tareef mikard keh jameaeh mikhost tareef beshavad abadi ameegh va noveen dadeh betoreekeh jameaeh shenass mitavanad jameaeh saz va tahleel gar va monaghed e rasteen e jameaeh beshavad va feelsoof neez fagat hagheeghat ra dar badeh va jam nah, balkeh dar batn e zendegi ye roozaneh mibeenad va elm bah labratoarhaye por az moosh va khargoosh va maymon mahdood nist balkeh beh daroon e fard safar mikonad va az ensan computeri misazad keh dgharder ast beh zendegi dar omgh benegarad va bean eshgh bevarzad va az tohi boodan va marg e tadreeji raha shavad. va in tahavol va in elm nah dar gharb bevaseeleye yek gharbi va nah dar shargh bevaseeleye yek sharghi va bekhosoos dar an moheet e

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khoon o jnoon emkan pazeer naboodeh ast balkeh az daroon e zani keh takamol ra peesheye khod kard chera keh beh shoalehie keh az daroonash oo ra misoozand va sayghal midad iman dasht va safarash ra ba shekastan e ostokhonhaye kheeshtan aghaz kard ta betavanad jahani bee deevar bebeenad va amma midanest keh baraye jahani shodan e hagheeghi bayad baz ghasht beh ghomi boodan dar hormat keh ma agar khaneh nadashteem nemitavaneem mehmanan e azeezi dar heech gooshehie az donya basheem chera keh ya khod ra koochektear mibeeneem va ya bedaleel hegharat e daroonyeman, bozorgtar, va in bartaryat ya kehtaryat ast keh ma ra beeganeh misazad. Zamani keh ma khod ra, an zat e daroonyeman ra keh ghader a beh ensan khodaist bebeeneem, dar anzaman heechkas beh heechkas zolm nakhohad kard, zoor nakhohad goft va zalem, va mazloom ra nah hatta dar daroon, balkeh dar ostooreh haye zaman mitavan yaft keh omeedvaram betavaneem posht e dare sal e 2001 begozareem va ensanhaie fara smoom e hayvani vared e darvazeye behesht e zameenyeman beshaveem, agar ta anzaman bekhakash nakesheedeheem va behareeghash nakeshandeheem. dar in zaman e moajezeh har goam, jahat e ma ra taaeen gar ast.

Khodaya komakam kon keh nameeram ta bebeenam chehrehat ra - keh rangarang kardeh soorat e pajmordeh va beerang e dar ayeeneham ra - khodaya komakam kon keh nameeram ta bebeenam chehrehast ra - keh rangarang kardeh soorat e pajmordeh va beerang e in ahl e tamasha

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behar hal myan e ensan va khoda , myan e parandeh va parvaz va aseman, myan e nezareh gar va bazeegar va bazi ba zahamati keh bean anghadrha ham alagheh nadashtam , dobareh payam ra berooye khak gozashteham. Amadeham ta bemanam, ta tagheer daham, ta raha konam, ta heayat konam, ta rahnama basham vali nah hargez baraye ckontrol, nah hargez ba khshoonat, nah hargez beghaymat e jan e yek parandeh va nah hargez beghaymat e rahaie e motlagh e basharyat az esarant e gharnha estebdad. Mazhab e man maz hab e parandeh ast, maktab e man aseman va tarh e man parvaz. Dar aseman baraye hameh ja hast. Aseman eshgh ast va hagheeghat va dar hagheeghat hameh barandehand. Aseman ra shenakhtan va parvaz ra, mohtaj e par dashtan va montaghel be jahan e deegar nist balkeh bedaroon raftan, be khod baz ghashtan va khoda ra dar jaie yaftan keh heech mazhabi gharnhastkeh be ensan ejazeh nadadeh keh pay gozarad, makani moghadas keh ghadeghan boodeh ast va in maabad, maabad e del ast; del keh paktareen noghteye hastist dar in jam e jahan. Delam mikhohad beeshtar beneveesam amma mikhoham bekoosham keh in nameh ra emrooz brayetan beferestam. Nah masheen daram keh mesl e khaneham va hameh hastyam kharab shodeh

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va ta emrooz hatta emkanati nadashtam keh khod ra beh psostkhaneh beresanam. Zani keh mahi si hezar dolar misakht ham kho az khod gozashteh ast va ham oo ra anghadr monzavi kardehand va taghtaeh va terror keh hatta fereshtegan ham miharasand keh bejoz az door e door ba oo sokhan begooyand va hamyash bashand.

behar hal , bayad sedaye man beresad ta betavanam az fajayeaedeegar e jahan peeshgeeri konam va shafaye omoomi ra keh basharyat bean sakht mohtaj ast , baran var bar sar e mardom e khasteham bereezam.

Amma in grooh seh sal ast keh mara sansor va badalha va ghahremanhaye droogheen ra tarveej va tableegh kardeh ast va shab o rooz fbejaye arzesh ghael boodan baraye basharyat , ghom khod va mardom e khod va vatanash tarhe terrore parvin olovyat e khod ra bar hameh cheez sabet kardeh chera keh ancheh man mikhoham anjam daham, yani az 6 sal ghabl, joz khd agahi va jameaeh agahi dadan bemardom naboodeh ast keh aghayan mara dar ghafas andakhtand to khod nafas nafas zanan emrooz beh in nateejeh beresand keh bayad inkar ra kard va manavyat ra keh man 15 sal ast amoozesh midaham

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va elm va deen ra keh dar kenar e yekdeegar gharar daadeham ta den deen azad shavad va edalat e ejtemaai va democracy ra bedoon e ancheh keh man baraye avaleen bar dar in ketab tarh e tagheer e olgoo ( PatternChange Programing, Creating YOur Own Destiny) keh sarnevesht sazi anra khondeham matrah kardeham, emkan pazeer nist va tarhe jameaeh madani neez keh Clinton anra Civil Society mikhonad az hameen ketab amadeh ast. (chapter 7)Enteghal e Ghodrat ra faghat yek rooh e pak mitavanad , pak va bari az tamam e smoomi keh in ahgayan va khanomha dar daryaie az an ghootehvar and chera keh aval az hameh dar droogh zendegi mikonand va droogh koshandehye hameye pakeehast va ghodrathaye manavi. Magar mitavan daroogh goft va az hageeghat goft o moaser bood? in ast raz e asar gozari ye man va shama keh in ahgayan va khanomha jadooyash minamand va mikhohand mara zendeh zendeh begoor beferestand va faghat baraye hameen ast keh Molavi ra pas az haftsad sal az khak beeroon kesheedehand chera keh Molavi ra neez cCopra faghat vaghti tavanest dark konad keh ketab e mara khond. Sadeh sazi ye shenakht e ensanhaye khas ra in ketab amoozesh midahad , chera keh ensan ra bekhod nazdeek mikonad.

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Ashoob e tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor? Nazm e Noveen ast bar ashoobi kohneh va veerangar. Ashoob e Noveen yani bar ham zadan e nazmi keh nah az takamol balkeh az takamol garaie zaheri miayad va droogheen ast . yani tekan dadan e borj e eghtedar va shekastan e Olgooha va deevarha va baz sazy va reesheh sazi va khod sazi va jameaeh sazi va jahan sazi .Baraye inkeh ensan bayad beh kheeshtan iman dashteh bashad va nah beh shaytan! va amma kargadanha ba yekdeegar meedavand va hengameekeh kasi bekhohad noor bar fesadeshan byafshanad penhankari mikonand, enkar mikonand ,sansor mikonand, terror e shakhsyati va hatta jani mikonand va pas az parvaz az har parandehie keh khodi nist bedastoor e raees e tableegheshan keh kleed e bank ra keh motaasefaneh dar zendan ast va avaze shahrdari va poolsazi va rerestadan e an baraye aghayan darad zendandari mikonad va tamam e in jonbeshhaye hogheoogh e bashar ham baraye azad sazi ye zendanyan baraye hameen ast vagarnah chera ma baraye ghoghoogh e bashar 20 sal ast keh ba zendanhaye poreman va sangsarhaye modavem heechkar nakardeh boodeem va chera millyoonha ghatl ra va mikonos ra heech vaght va bahaie nadadeem va chasbeedeheem beh panj ghatl keh meedaneem az ghabl keh regeem ra az an pak kardeheem, keh toteaeye noveen baraye anani keh doshmaneshan midaneem kesheedeheem tarh kardeheem va zendaneeha ra ham keh bayad azad kard va ghahreman sazeeha niaz beh pool e mardom e fagheer e man darand keh donyaie az enhesar ra va khodi va beeganeh ra hameen ja dar batne yek mamlekat e azad grooh e Rafsanjani va rasanehhaye motaahed beh an " vali ye fagheeh e "mondegari keh gharar bood ba refrandom jonbesh e Mondelaie besare kar biayad va deegar dast heechkas beh azadi naresad behad e nahaie an bevojood avardehand va dar haleekeh az olama va feelsoofan e hagheeghi heech cheezi dar ketabche siaheshan namandeh keh nasakhtaeh bashand, az mamooreen e enkhtenagh va terror fereshteh sakhtehand chera keh dar mamlekat e azadi ham mesle mamlekat e estebdad mard salari va ghordart

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shokhan migooyad va ganghaye motafavet deevarhaye khod ra darandva heechkas bedoone baj va ya bedoon edandan sar frood avardan va ya bedoon e ghabool e fesadi keh ba maharat e kamel kontrol mishavad az dar bedaroon nakhohad amad va enhesareekeh aghayan barayash har rooz va shab ba chang o dandan naghsheh mikeshand va mkkhohand az myan barash darand ba takamoli tahavoli va ba hedayat shaytanhaye khoda nama zendeh mimanad va az khoon e ensanhaye hagheeghi taghzyeh mikonad va anha ra manad e tofaleh va mohrehaye sookhteh pas midahad va bedinsan astkeh hayvan mimanad va ensan mimirad va baedar miravad.

Banabar in pas az har parvaz e man fajeaehie bevokjood davardand keh del e man va fereshtegani ra keh az man hemayat mikonand bereezad va mara ba dard rabt bedahand. Har kas ra keh ba man parvaz kardeh ya napadeed kardehand, ya khareedehand , ya bedaroon kesheedehand va ya terror e shakhsyati kardehand toa mardom eshgh ra ba fajeaeh rabt bedahand. Sohrab e Shaheed Saless eshgh ra dar sedaye man sheneed, mara bavar kard va besooyam shetaft ta beman seda bedahad. Inra beh Abas e Pahklavan ham gofteh bood keh mikhohad az ketab e man " basharyat dar gerogan" filmi besazad va pahlavan beh oo keh mikhost in khabar ra dar rooznamehash beneveesad gofteh bood sabr konad ta senario dobareh neveesi shavad keh harf e dorosti ham bood.Oo beh Morteza Miraftabi gofteh bood keh ashare mara keh man khod shear nemeedanam va nedaye daroonam keh bar rooham mireezan, chop konad va beman migift keh bayad sheneedeh beshavand keh payam e hagheeghatand. Oo az eshgh beman keh migift baraye avaleen bar dar omrash ehsaas kardeh bekhoid reseed chera keh honarmand khatayash in a stkeh khod ra dar honarash meereezad va amma khod az kheeshtan tohist dar haleekeh peesh az har kasi honamand e khalagh bayad avaleen khalaghyatash khodash bashad va baad tasveerash dar khalaghyatash. Sohrab khod ra yaft va tanha shod chera keh jameaeye ma ensan pazeer nist, hayvan pazeer ast va mohreh pazeer. Ensan esalat darad va andeeshehie mostaghel dar ayne hal e inkeh bevahdat miandeeshad bayad azad bashad vagarnah momeerad. Sohrab tanha bood va dar mahhaye akhare omrash tanha zeest va tanha mord. Gharar bood biayad va ma "ba ham roo kamkoneem",garar bood man baraye tavalodash bedeedanash beravam keh telefonash tamam e hafteh ghata bood va man khabar e margash ra dar radio sheneedam, yani khabare gatlash ra!

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Sohrab koshteh shod ta Makhmalbaf fbetavanad gahreman shavad va grooh e Rafsanjani betavanad begooyand keh in tahavol az daroon aghaz shod. az daroon e khoon o jnoon va jahanami keh mardom e man 20 sal dar an sargardan boodehand. In baraye in grooh mohaem bood chon farar bood keh engelab ra nejat bedahand va Rafsanjani ra vali ye fageeh konand va gardri ham azadi bemardom bedahand va nam e regeme ra az gonahanash pak. Baraye hameen tarh mara reboodand va benam e khod mahak zadand va baraye hameen tarh e naboodi ye mara panj sal ast keh gam begam darand pyadeh mikioonand vagarnah agar azadi mikhostand keh vojood e man kleed e rahaieye mardomanam bood chera keh ba zohoor e yek payam avar e deegar " vali ye fageeh" mfhoom khod ra az dast midahad va har chand oo mitavanad ba entekhab e mardomash baraye anani keh beh oo eategad darand rahnama bashad, nemitavanad bar mardom yek mamlekat, yek gom ba reesheehhaye bavare motafavet hokmravaie konad. Oo khod beh in amr pay bordeh ast va imanash oo ra hedayat kardeh ast. Dar vagea eslahi ra keh ma bayne rahbaran e regeme mibeeneem dar groohi keh garar ast eslah gar bashad nadeedeheem chera keh eslah gam be gam ast va az khafagan gar nemitavan parvaz kard beh eslah gar bedoon e inkeh Olgooye gadeemi ra, hadeagal ta hodoodi az anra ba khod nayavarad. Man dar morede khod monzavi kardan, terror e shakhsi, jani va maali va eataebari va sansore margbari ra mibeenam keh 20 sal gabl gali ra az zeer e paye mardomam keshand hogoog va hormat anha ra ba tahajom az anha gereft va avarehshan kard. Bayad begooyam keh bakhsesh bayad gadam e aval e har eslah bashad va man hameh ra bakhsheedeham va ba beh saleeb raftanam hameh ra az zalem ta mazloom az saleeb payeen avardeham, dare gafas ra baz kardeham va marodmam ra raha. Amma bayad begozareem ta aftab bein zendan betabad, aftab e danesh va agahi va khod shenasi va khod sazi

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baraye jameaeh sazi , jameaehie salem va kamel, haman jameaye madani keh hameh namash ra hezaran bar sheneedeheem . In aftab e danesh bayad nah bar yek grooh e enhesar baraye ghodrat e dobareh balkeh beh hameye mardom va rahbaraneshan baraye yek tavalod e dobareh betabad ta deegar zangeer e enhesar neh mardom va nah rahbaraneshan ra basarat e khod nakeshad. Man zangeer e enhessar ra dar dast e mianjyani mibeenam keh khodi -beeganeh misazand va baad mikooshand ta az an bahreh bardari konand chera keh tanha dar tafragheh va bohran ast keh mianji mitagvanad barhreh bardari konad va nah dar vahdat e kamel e motafavetha va solh va aramesh. Chera keh dar an rabetehie salem bayne melatha va bayne mardom va rahbaraneshan va mardom va mardom bevojood khohad amad keh deegar ba khorsheed e danesh baraye senshafaye omoomi sageeri nakhohad mond keh beghayaem niaz dashteh bashad. Amma baraye azmayesh e hagheeghat bayad proseed chera anani keh modam dam az in mizanand keh mardom beh ghayem ehtyaj nadarand khod ghayem e mardom mishavand va ba sansor rasanehhaie keh bayad beh ehterame mardom ham keh shodeh azadye sokhan va andeesheh dashteh bashand ta mardom khod betavanand gezavart konand. Dorost ast keh azadi bayad masool bashad. Man inra midanam chera keh khiod azadi ye masool ra dar ketabam beh in mamlekat e benam azad amookhteham. Amma vaghti rasanehie 99 dar sad mehmananash dar az an mizanand keh tazeh va dooti var amookhteh va ketabi darbarehash betazegi neveshtehand dar haleekeh zani anra 15 sal ast keh amoozesh midahad va ketabha salha gabl neveshteh va vafgti in zan moalefe asli e tarhe solh va eslahi stkeh anan anra benam e khod mikhonand, chera beh oo ham azadi ye sokhan nemedaheem agar incheneen poshtiban e hoghoogh e bashar va azadi ye bayan va andeesheh va mardom slalari hastem?

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Ari, sSohrab e Shaheed Saless koshteh shod ta Makhmalbaf gahreman shavad, hamangooneh keh man garar beood nabood shavam ta grooh e Rafsanjani emam e zaman e khodash ra bejaye man gozarad va sadha gahreman va badal edeegari ra keh afareedeh baraye khak pashi berooye man va baraye movafagyat e groohe enhesargarash! (agar bakhshesh baes e faramooshi o enkar mishod keh khoda ham mesl e man yek asheghe nadan bood va nah kheradmand!) inkeh Makhmalbaf sezavar e gahreman shodan ast va feelmhayash baes e eftekhar e har Irani, zolmi ra keh beh Shaheed Saless shod pak nemikonad, hamantor keh zolmi keh bar oo shod, hageegat e in ra keh Makhmalbaf berasti yek moajezeh ast va sezavar e tashkhees va garddani ra hazf nemikonad. Man khod az inkeh Makhmalbaf az yek bazjoye siah del beh yek Kkalag o kargardan azadeh va asar saz tabdeel shodeh va farzandanash ra neez dar in rah hedayat kardeh beh oo eftekhar mikonam chera keh oo falsafeh va elm e tageer e olgooye mara zendeh kardeh va khod bekhod jozve farzandane man beshomar miayad va cheh madari az bedonya amadan e dobareheye farzandash shad nemishavad! Nah oo, balkeh tamam e kasani keh az tarhe tageer e olgooye man baz shodehand va shekoftehand mara har bar zendeh kardehand, Hatta groohe Rafsanjani keh dar hayn e sabz shodan ( barkhi az anha) ba daneshe man mara ghataeh ghataeh kardeh, terrore shakhsi va herfehie kardeh va bedar kesheedehand. In gesavati khas mikhohad keh tanha az af radi ari az vojdan va akhlag e daroon sar cheshmeh migeerad. Afradi keh baraye ensanhaye atrafeshan khatarnak hastand, dar har tayf va herfehie mikhohand bashand va har laghabi mikhohand dashteh bashand. Agar kasi jenayat konad va nadan bashad va talab e bakhshesh konad gonahash bakhshoodeh khohad shod amma oo keh danesteh jenayat mikonad va tobehash ham baraye fareeb ast, agar tobeh konad, bayad masool e gezavat e rooz e akhar bashad keh heech cheez az cheshman e khoda bedoon e tavajoh nemigozarad va baraye hameen ast keh oo araoof ast o bakhshandeh bemanaye vageie.

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Oo mibeenad va midanad va mitavanad mojazat konad amma mibakhshad. IN manye godrat ast keh dar jahan e ma zaaf deedeh mishavad va shaytan va yaranash ra jari tar mikonad va roozi ra miafarinad keh deegar baraye bakhshesh deer ast chera keh gonah beh sar hadd e khod va khatar baraye hameye mardoman afareedeh ast. Madar farzandanash ra mibakhshad ta zamani keh yeki az farzandanash khartarnak shavad baraye amnyat va bagaye deegar farzandanash . Angah oo ra koda mikonad va eslah. Noor mipashad ta hamegan bedanand va sdadameh nabeenand. Kari keh shaytan ham baraye mojazat e ammookhteh amma bayad cheshm e del ra shost ta hageegat ra deed va shaytan ra shenakht va baraye in man jbeh saleeb raftam va rah ra por cheragh va gom shodan ra ghayre momken.

Pas begozareed bebakhsheem hameh ra . Farmoosh nakoneem ammabebakhsheem. Beh Makhmalbaf tabreek begooeem va filmhayash ra bebeeneem va tagdeer koneem. Amma sDSohrab cheh? deegarani keh gorbani shodand ta Makhmalbafha gahreman beshavand cheh? Frooharha cheh? va sheran e azadikhoh e ma cheh? anaha keh dar nateejeh jameaehe madani e droogeen begatl reseedand ckeh dar an fagat tableeg e gofteman vojood dasht va nah khod e gofteman bayne afshar e jameaeh ta cheneen fajayeai peesh nayayad. Hatta gofteman bayne mardom va khoda zarooreest dar yek jameaeh e mazhabi keh khodayash ra dar gafas gozashtehand va mohr bedahan va har kasi bename oo har cheh mikhohad migooyad va miandeeshad o mineveesad va fatva midahad, nadanesteh keh khoda az fatva dadan beezar ast cheh resad az kasani keh bename oo fatvaye gatle farzandanash ra midahand. va Frooharha namordand ta farzandaneshan nadanesteh mohreye haman siasat e Makiavalisti beshavand keh anha ra bedam e marg andakht, myan e mardom ra tafrageh andakht va az marg e anha bejaye kashtane tokhmhaye payvand va vahdart tokhme toteaeh va khashm va gahr e noveen kasht. Pas in tahavol cheh shod keh daneshjooyan e ma bejaye inkeh Olgoohaye gofteman beshavand Olgooye bartareeyat va kehtareeyat shodehand keh ham gom e khod ra Hezb alah e obash mikhonand bejaye inkeh dard e begganegye oo ra dark konand va bekooshand keh ba daneshe noveen e khod oo ra neez heayat konand bejaye gorbani va mohreh siasat shodan va

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roohe khod ra beh gahreman shodan frookhtan va dar drooghe bozorg serkat kardan. Gahreman ppeer o javan nemishenasad va roospi zan o mard nemishenasad va ensan roshanfekr va Hezb alah nemishenasad va khoda tamam e farzandanash ra barabar e ba yekdeegar doost modarand. In hageye zolm ra yekja bayad shekast. Koja? agar ma hameh satoor bedast va shamsheer bedast dar sadad e kandan e balhaye yekdeegareem va tahamol e tafavot ba yekdeegar ra nadareem, cheh edehie inbar garar ast bedar beravand va ya bombaran beshavand va nobarte ma dobareh kay khohad reseed? man mikhostam fajayea ra peeshgeeri konam va solh e mandegar ra biavaram. Mikhostam az fajayeaie keh dar peeshand jelogeeri konam amma in grooh bordan ra bar hameh tarjeeh dad. Hala keh vazeh shodehrasanehhaye ma yek khat e siasi ra tarveej mikonand va haman khataie ra mortakeb shodehand keh 20 sal gabl, hal keh midaneem tahavol az Iran aghaz nashodeh, hal keh hameh bal o pareman shekasteh va khooneen va maleen berooye yekdeegar iftadeheem, deegar bas nist? in jomalatistkeh man 5 sal ast beh sar dasteh in grooh ba eltemas migooyam va javab e oo in astkeh kareera keh shrooa mikoni bayad ta beh akhar beravi har chand bedani keh eshtebah kardehie. Akharash migooie bebakhseed eshtebah kardam. Hamankeh Clinton goft ya hatta inra ham nagoft va fagatr azsefaratkhaneh ye Cheen ozr khohi kard va nah az yek mikllion sargardan dar jaryan e fajeaeh angeez e kosovo va haman keh Khomainee goft. Ba rahbarani cheneen rasekh va kheradmand ma bedoshman cheh niazi dareem. Benesheeneem va omeedvar basheem keh in payam amoozan e solh dar e khaneye mar ra ham khohand zad ya inkeh beedar shaveem va rahbar saz e kheeshtan basheem, az gom e khod agaz koneem va dast bedast e yekdeegar gozareem va gabl az ankeh begozareem mamlekat e mar ra maameleh konand dast az roospi gari bardareem va beh in biandeesheem keh tareekh mar ra pasokhgoo khohad kard va seda mimanad hatta agar ma namaneem, hamangooneh keh emrooz mishenaveem va gezavat mikoneem, deegaran ma ra gezavat khohand kard. Pas ba taamol begooeem va ba taamol biandeesheem va angah gam bardareem.

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Begozareem ta khoon e shaheedan e ma bazr e solh , edalat va azadi ra abyari konand va ma bagebanan e sadegi beshaveem keh azkhod agaz koneem ancheh ra keh bar deegaran arava dareem. Sarnevesht ekhtyareest.Mitavaneem az kenarash bogazareem va mitavaneem anra biabeem va besazeem. Ashegh bebeeneem, ashgegh e ensanyat, edalat va azadi beshaveem va az tars va jahl va hesadat va tamayoz va khoshoonat va enhesar beparheezeem keh mesle khoreh naboodeman kardeh. Har tabari keh beh deegaran mizaneem, nimeie az khod ra ba an nabood kardehieem. Posht e khat e germez beisteem, nah baraye motavagef mandan balkeh ba yekdeegar harekat kardan va amadeh shodan baraye parvaz. Yooneeform e ensan ra betan koneem va tamam e algab e deegar ra poshte e khat e germez bejay gozareem nafashaye ameeg bekesheem va khod a ra ham ba iman bekhod va oo daavat koneem va nagozareem keh farzandan e togyangar e nadani basheem keh baraye esteglal bayad az khaneh farar konand va mafdar va pedareshan ra bekoshand , balkeh bedaneem keh dar vahdat esteglalystkeh dar jodaie nist va danesh e bekhod inbar Khomainee ra ham agar zendeh bood beh moalemi mehrban tabdeel mikard chera keh dar daroon e oo neez cheneen zati vojood dasht , zat e pedari keh mikhost khob bashad.

Engelab, har cheh bood amad va dar har jahati keh raft, aft. Ma mandeheem, ma bageemandegan e in kashti ye shekasteh. Aya bedroogh Begooeem keh kashti nashekasteh?keh besiari ghargh nashodehand? keh in engelab aseebi naresandeh? keh tahavoli bevojood avardeh keh namaraiest cheoon fagr o fohashaa va eatyad va marg ra vravaj dadeh vali neemrokh e deegarash ra ta seh sal e gabl nadeedeh boodeem va anham nagahan fagat dar grooh e Rafsanjani anra deedeem? ya sadegh basheem va aghaz koneem ba daneshi keh khoda dad ast va beedari va

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tavalod e dobarehman va asre jadeed va novveen va moghadasi ra keh aghaz mikoneem mobarra azdroogh sazi va tareekh sazi ba nyat e pakk e parvaz ba yekdeegar va khaneye eshgh ra dobareh sazi baraye farzandaneman va javanani keh Olgooye Takamol ra begarn e tazeh khohand bord va zeere parcham e ghageeghat va ba Irani keh az dard e zayeman bedar amadeh va hamnand e mardi javan tamam e farzandanash ra fara mikhonad ta tavalodi deegar ra ba anha jashn begeerad va agahaneh Tarh e Neveen ra aghaz konad va ba Eslami keh anghadr bogzorg ast keh ehtyaj beh naam nadarad va bozorgi va azematash ra ba hedyehie beh farzandanash taghdeem mikonad, hedyeye barabari va edalat va azadi e gomi baraye Irani keh nah Eslami, nah Maseehi va nah Yahoodist, nah Jomhoori, nah Democraci, va nah Padeshahi. Balkeh Iran ast, Ayalat e Motahedeye Iran e sarnevesht saz ba mardom e agah va mardom salar keh inbar midanand , beedarand va khod ra bavar darand va khodayeshan ra va arezooyeshan ra mitavanand bekomak e dast dar dast e yekdeegar gozardan va ba godrat e andeesheh va rooh e jala dadehshan dar zeer e baran e taghados e bashari ba doaaie tazeh, Khallagh!

Biayeed azeezan ta parvaz koneem va inbar oo keh beekhtyar frood amadeh ast ta dast e mar ra begeerad va ba khod beooj e takamoleman va nah dar aseman balkeh hameenja, rooye zameen e khodeman beresanad ra bechah nayandazeem. Dar sayaareye man, dar shahre man va zeere parcham e man hameh mitavanand gahreman bashand, khoda bashand, rahbar bashand, amma maz hameh mohemtar in ast: aya mitavanand hameh ensan bashand!?

Paasokh e Ayeneh

Dar pasokhe " Soal e Ayeneh e Nader e Naderpoor - yek yare deegare Essa -5/30/19999

Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor? Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor? Ayeeneh goft in o braft az moghabelam - dadam neshan dobareh oo dare deedare asheghan - ta khastam keh lams konam ancheh deedeham - dar bast o gofl kard o beraft az khyale man - tanha gozasht baz mara ba man o delam -

Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme nozohoor - Ashoobe tazeh bood va yek nazme no zohoor - penhan cho koohe noor - darakhseed bar fareeb - beh an nazme kohnehie keh nazm nah fetneh bood - an nazme kohnehie keh ashoob o heeleh bood - ashoob kohnehie keh be poosand reesheh ra - bekhoshkand bagh ra va beborreed sarv ra - ba khashm o jahl o keeneye mardane por ghroor - ( mardane koocheke por keen o por fareeb - ta enhesare ghodrate khod ra bagha konand- razi beh neesti o hagh- o har cheh pak bood)

beneshasteh bar amvaje havades mesale ghobare marg - bar sarv zendegi va haghighat cho boofe koor

Ashoobe tazeye yek nazme no zohoor - bar ashoob o heelehie keh byandakht panjehash - bar nooh va kashtyash va bar an moje por sroor

Ayeeneh goft in betekrar va amad bekhabe to - Ayeeneh goft o raft ze cheshmat belahzehie - keh gharn shod baraye to ba moje geryehie-

beshkan to moje ashk - keh bazat bebeeniash - hargez naraft in gole no rasteh az rokhat - gar rooh tark kard to ra - pas cheh zendeh ast - dar in khameedeh joseye to - dar javare to

gar sayeh raft az bare rooyat - bedan keh nist - in joz khyale to keh beraft az kenare to - dar hagh hameh barandeh vo yek rah ta vatan - dar hagh droogh ney va naboodeh ast yare man - dar hagh naraft asheghe man az daroone tan - hatta beh lahzehie keh del o jane man besookht - dar jange nabarabare hoora va ahreman

chon to bedad sheer beman baz zendeh shod - koodak bemardar o yekta khodaye man - nazer nazar bekard o bemanzoor khondeh shod - khalegh bekhalgh manad o makhloogh jaye man - barane ashk -shosteh ahgar shake to be eshgh - beeni to baz shamae vojoodash keh beedareegh - parvaneh var miplakad dar kenare jama-

misoozad o noor afkanad ze del - aghoosh baz o bakhteh khod charkh mizanad - bari degar keh beraghsad doaa konan - ta rooh oo damad beh noveen fekr o tazeh tan

ta daste to begeeradash az change enhesar - az ehghe be bahar - keh soozandeh paykarash - az zolmat khoshoonat o az shddate setam -

An harzeh ahreman keh nadanad haghgighati - joz taame talkhe bordan agar chand moradan ast - khooneen bahaye bordane oo - sad hezar del- dar gol ozare gham - Andooh baradash ze dar o paykare ghafas - kardeh khoda aseer o beghofle siahe raz - keh gar gooyadash bekhalgh nayabad majale harf - deevan ze posht hamleh konandash bejorme kofr - gar shahedat nabood nabayad keh did khab - betazad berooye zan hameh nayrang o heeleh o tahdeed bee hesab - koo mahv khahadash az in jahan zameer - in zendeh o khojasteh hezaran zahak tan - yaransh basteh halgheh bedorash zehar jenah - ta jashn geerad oo - naboodye azeeze khoda ra bedoone ah - ankeh begooyad oo keh nesare vatan shodeh - jane azeeze ma va bovad in shaheede ma-ghorbaneash koneed keh in rasme deene man - in dastan hameh tekrar gashteh ast - har gol keh parparash to bebeeni va deshneh ra - bar har parandeh to beeni saleebe man -

Zenhar bar kasi keh gozasht az ghameen deli - ba khanjari berooh va bee eaatena beh dard - dar rooye khanjarash shodeh hak name ahreman -va drooghi keh rang kard - ahrame hastiash hameh az alame yagheen - dar yek hesare vahm - dar yek hesare vahm - rangash berange Ayeneh rangeen kamane noor - por kardeh alamat keh toie oo va oo toam - afkan hejab o been - keh daroonat por az sharab - darya nah yek sarab - darya bebeen keh cheh por kardeh roohe to - gar bavarat beshavad akse rooye to - in yek haghighat ast in nist yek shahab -

Ayeeneh goft in betekrar -

Ayeeneh goft in o beraft az khyale yar -

ta por konad to ra ze to vo ayne roohe yar -

Ayeeneh ba sedaghate roohe bozorge kheesh - por seed az seda o nedaye daroone kheesh - Ashoobe tazeh bood va ya nazme no zohoor ? Ayeeneh goft in o beraft az moghabelam - in oo keh sadeghaneh byavikht bar delam - koo deed ze aghaz bepayane moshkelam - in oo keh bood dar hagh o beezar az droogh - in oo keh tahamol nakard nafse an moheet - in oo keh roohe lateefash nakard sabr - dar moje jahle o khasm o taasob por az fareeb -oo deed keh chegooneh neshastand o sandhtand - tareekh ra dobareh ze tarhe reform men - dadam cho gohare aghahiam bedoost- doshman shod oo beman va rebood ashke rahyam - anghah ba droogh cheneen kard vanemood - keh in tahavole man nah gyme oost - gooie keh sangsar jala dadeh mardomam - koshtare sad hezar keh khoshkand reesheh ra - gooyad mohaghegi keh noveen kardeh melatam - gooyand banye tahavole mardom hameen rah ast - har chand koshteh zate haghighat ze melatam - iman beraft o eatamead neez mahg shod - ensanyat be ghosseh rooraft of dafn shd- ensan hagheer shod az batn o az broon - ta zendeh manad o nagoreezad ze jane kheesh - khod ra frookht dar sar o bazare koocheha - ya mand khaneh o dar jame has tyash - penhan bemand chon gohar o yakeh ghargh shod - man danam in keh bedanam cheha gozasht - bar mardomane man va gjegar parehaye man - Avareh gashteh az gham o dardi keh had nadasht - bogzashteh as vatan - amma keh dar jahan pesare khoobe ghome man - hormat nadeed o sar befhaghafalak az falak gozasht - tahgheer shod javan keh behar ghaymati neshast - har kas keh khashm dasht ragi bar oo bebast - mazhab rameedeh khaneh rameedeh beshab reseed - in zate or esalat o gham ta beh sobh raft - man deedam in hameh keh befaryad mireseed - oo dar moghabelam be shab o rooz o mah o sal - darman cho dadami beyeki deegari reseed - ba dard o zakhme beeshtari az hameen raval -

Nagah darke man keh hovyat zaleel shod - ta khaneh nist oo - cheh beh mehmanye mahal - mehman keh khaneh nadarad cheh hormatash - tanha to ezatat betavani be ekhtyar - ranjam fozoon ze gham keh javanan dareed rooh - dar khaneh va joda ze vatan gham kesheed oo -

yek omr ra be takamol gozardam - az shoalehie keh midameed az daroone man - sar mashgh migereftam o khod mishenakhtam -az eatedale fakr o ravan boade tazehie- bar boade sathye jamaie maraz gara dar herfehie keh joz beh maraz ashena nabood

Ba no va kohan falsafeh o elme tazehie - parvaz ra ze khaneh beh donya farakhtam - larzandane hameye borje enghtedar - parvaz dadam oo va beh ghodrat be takhtam nagah ze ghare delam khast bange hoo - barkheez va bar bekesh ze jahan range jahle oo -

cho sam nedaye oo beshetabad beh mardomam - barane rahmate to bebarad az aseman - ro deh shafa to azeezane noohe khod - mansheen benaz o neamate meerase roohe khod

Barkhastam keh ta berahanam jahan ze gham- gham amad o benshast dar delam - donyaye zolm ta keh bedeedam keh najeeam - shod yek adoo berahe rastgaryam

Azadi o edalat o iman nemeeshenakht - ooie keh tarh kard cheneen toteaeh va sakht - tohmat beh poshte yekdagar o toteaeh noveen - partab kard oo beh man gholveh sange keen

Cheshmane ashkbare man agheshteh bar doaa - beedar mandam o beneveshtam hemaseh ra - dar khob o ghayre khob bedeedam rokhe khoda kardam khafa tafakkor o tasleem roohe kheesh - kardam tahamole tahgheere alamy va droogheen fesanehha - beneshasteh poshte khatte hayate man o shoma - in khatte sarde bee sharaf o ari az haya

ta keh daham payame khodayam beh mardomam - "Ensan shaveed o deest bedareed bachehha" - "Ensan shaveed o doost bedareed Bachehha"

Ayeeneh deed nafse haghighat va nabze marg - har bar par gereft va par dad mardomash - tazeed sooye oo ze badalhaye bee maraum - tahgheer o toteaeh keh besoozand shama ra

Ari to mondi o man o vojdane gharnha - beedar bahre khalgh dar andam keh yek seda - shaytan va yarhayash bereboodand sheare eshgh - az dar reseedeh ghasedake vahdate seda

Dar enhesare kheesh gereftand o takhtand - bee ankeh bedanand tamamye ghesseh ra - ommide man va shahede tareekh o sareghan to boody o jamaie fereshtegan

chand sal mobarezeye man berooye khat - ba ghahreman badal o khod frookhtegan - oo deed o istad kenaram befaseleh - roshan negahdasht cheraghe jahan delan

Amma keh paye be bandam ze ahreman deedare ma befekandeh beh in zaman -

Aknoon mogabele ham istadeheem- ta pak chand bareh shavad az drooghe mahz - gooeem in hadees bedoone myanjian

geryad zameere Ayeneh dar sooge in jahan - dar in zamane shoom keh shaytan khoda namast - pakeezeh tar ze gol man o to istadeheem - dar maabade nyayeshe ensan joda ze jama

Ayeeneh ab o atash o bad o falak beshod- ma istadeh dar mogabele ham dar hareeghe an

ta ab shooyad az deleman atashe faragh - gooeem ghesseh raze dahanha beh yek zaman

Ayeeneh in sheneed o betondi nafas kesheed dar entezare ghessaye talkhe javan zaman - geryad zameere ayeneh az in telesme shoom - keh zahhak basteh ast ba khatash - bar gardane zane janye mardoman

Ayeeneh ba sedaghate roohe bozorge kheesh porseed az seda va nedaye daroone kheesh -gar nist oo keh beenamash aram dar zameer - azadeh koly in parandehye ashegh daroone peer-pas keest oo keh shoaleh shodeh bar tafakkoram vaz atashe daroonsh besoozad tan asseer

yek omr man soroodam o shearam hemasehist - gooyad ze darde man keh bar an dard chareh nist - dardam nabood darde khodam darde khalgh bood - ta baz goftamash beh to hargez beh omre kheesh - in ayeneh pasokh ze daroonash nadeedeh bood

Ayeeneh kheereh bar man o bar omghe roohe man - porseedeh baz anche bedanest dar daroon - Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor? Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor?

Ashoobe tazeh bood va yek nazme no zohoor - beh ashoobe kohnehie keh bepoosand reesheh ra - bekhoshkand bagh ra va beborreed sarv ra - ba khashm o jahl o keeneye mardane por ghroor

Ayeeneh in begoft betekrar - Ayeeneh goft in o beraft az "khyale Yar" -

ta por konad to ra ze to vo "ayne roohe oo" -pasokh bedad oo va dobareh omeed kasht -

dar in ravande gam begame jahade eshgh - beshkast oo jenayate khamooshe jahl ra - beneshast ba gheyame mohbbat beh bare hagh - va pas az panj sal sabr o tahamol davazdah - beshkast halgheye zolme ahremani ra keh koshteh bood - imane mardomash beh drooghi keh Nang bood

Daryaye tajrobeh vo elme takamolash - ra bahre khalgh khod va rahaie oo neghasht - amma keh ahreman brebood an gohar ze oo - ta baz daradash ze cheneen khedmati be khalgh

yek omr ra ghozarand oo beh in omeed - har khesht ra keh kenare degar gozasht - ba noore eshgh oo bedameed o nafas bedad - bar khanehie keh sakht ze issar roohe o jan - dar ghorbate khyal bemand o bename doost - zardi gereft o sorkhye roohash beh khalgh dad -

ta pak shooyad oo ze gonah amalmi besookht - bar dar raft o kard raha alami ze band - ingooneh kard ghalbe khoda ra dobareh shad - az fekr o tajrobeh beh safar raft ta beh rooh - anja keh deed oo begozasht az jalal o jah

tasleeme enkhtyary o parvaz sooye oo - mastye eshghe oo beh sarapash noor reekht - ta baz goftamash beh to hargez beh omre kheesh - in ayeneh pasokh ze daroonash nadeedeh bood

Ayeeneh kheereh br man o bar omghe roohe man - porseedeh baz ancheh bedanest dar daroon

Ashoobe tazeh bood ya nazme no zohoor? - Ashoobe tazeh bood va ya nazme no zohoor? - Beh ashoobe kohnehie keh bepoosand reesheh ra -bekhoshkand bagh ra - va beboreed sarv ra - ba khashm o jahl o keenaye mardane por ghroor -

Ayeeneh goft in betekrar - Ayeeneh goft in o beraft az " khyale yar" - ta por konad to ra ze to vo " ayne roohe oo" - pasokh bedad oo vo dobraeh omeed kasht -ar in ravand gam begame jahade eshgh - beshkast oo jenayate khamooshe jahl ra - benshast ba Ghyme Mohhabbat beh bare hagh

va pas az panj sal sabr otahamol davazdah - beshkast halgheye zolme ahremani ra keh koshteh bood -imane mardomash bedrooghi keh nang bood daryaye tajrobeh va elme takamolash - ra pahre khalghe khod va rahaieye oo neghasht - amma keh ahreman brebood an gohar ze oo - ta baz daradash ze cheneen khedmati bekhalgh. yek omr ra gozarand oo bein omeed - har khesht ra keh kenare degar gozasht - ba noore eshgh oo bedameed o nafas bedad - bar khanehie keh sakht ze issare rooh o jan - dar ghorbate khyal bemand o bename doost - zardi gereft o sorkhie roohash bekhalgh dad ta pak shoyad oo ze gonah alami ze band ingooneh kard ghalbe khoda ra dobareh shad - az fekr o tajrobeh be safar raft to beh rooh anja keh deed oo begozasht az jalal o jah - taskeeme enkhiayri va parvaz besooye oo mastye eshghe oo besarapash noor rikht-dar khalvati keh gasht hameh por ze booye oo - ghafel shod az shab ahremanan darkameene oo - bordand tekehhaye tanash ra bedoone sharm khordand khoone oo va neshastand bar ketab - peerahanash bekhoon e gonah haye kheeshtan - aloodeh kardeh va laghabash ra beyek sarab - ba yek dorooghe jarf beh pahnaye keene kheesh - inra hameh dar sansori keh kard - majboor oo besokooti keh marg bood - dar ooje ehtiaje neda va navaye oo - ta por konad pare parvaze oo az ooj - abre droogh o totehaeh bar oo fekand o moj - bari degar berand haghighat bezeere ab - ta nayadash khatari sooye mahian - in shah mahye abadi ghargh shod khamoosh - donya por az hagh o adli keh bod sarab - oo ra keh hagh bovaddash hami o azeez - andakhteh cho yoosef gom daroone ab - deevare marg dore hareemash kesheedeh deev - khohad keshad zane naji ze beeme khob - yarane azan hameh ensan va hazerand - amma hesare sheesheh zakheem ast o door rah - har yek savare asbe khod o montazer bar oo - asbash bekhaneh basteh va koodak darone chah - har lahzeh teere tohmat va tahdeede panj sal - ra shosteh pak kardeh ze roohash cho no bahar - bare degar shodeh cho zameen ba roovar ze eshgh - bare degar tavallode deegar beh nabze mah - bakhseedeh ahreman va groohash hezar bar - bakhseedeh in galeye gorgo deev o mar - bedmeedeh rooh bar deleshan ta avaz shavand - ensan shavand o pak shavand az khate gonah - amma keh ahreman nakonak tobeh az rahash - oo doshman ast bar hagh o vojdane oo asseer - aobashe sareghe andeesheash sharoor - dar entezare forsate naboodiash besaf - har kas reboodeh tekkehiash re bekhahadash - bar yek tanabe dar - Ayeeneh dar moghabele ma rang bakhteh - Ayeeneh khees o mat neshasteh ast dar sokoot - cheshmane oo shodeh cheshmane ashke man - hameh shab ta beh sobhgah beh ommeed o entezar - dar ghabe kheeshtan -hamvareh dar doaa, ba yare khod khoda - keh an daste khaeni - keh naghsheye par par shodanam ra breeekhteh - nayad ze panjareh bedaroon - naresad ay khoda ze rah - raham tamam nist hanooz - armane man o koodakane pak - nagrefteh paye rah - bas khasteham ze zarbeye dozdane por fareeb - aykash doosti ya keh yare azeezie bedashtam - miamad o man in do negeen kheese khasteh ra - mibastam o be arameshe yek roode dar sahar - sar rooye seenehash - dastam begardanash ta entehaye abadyat ja migozashtam - vangah keh az khobe naze kheesh - beedar mishodam - cheshmane por ze eshgh o mohabbat ghanye oo - tohy az har tafakori - joz khobe ooftadane dar nahre cheshme man -dastane garm o por tabe oo laye mooye man - migoft gham makhor mahe man khob boodehie - yek khobe talkh o bad - faryade to beedar kard shab - amad ze ansare donya soraghe man - deegar menigozaramat keh shavi door az tanam - to antarafe takht cheh jooie ze eshghe man - ah ay khoda tavan peravad bakhte man bedel - amma dareegh az pase in ahaneen hessar - har gez nayamad yek mondegar yar - oo koosh amadeh bayne man o khoda - ya man zedoodam az ayeeneh ya khoda -

Eshgh amadeh, hezar vaadeh ba delash - amma keh ghodrat avaradash daste in negar - ta ta par dar avarad oo del dahad beh ghof- az eshgh harbehie konad o dore an tavaf - har kas keh amadeh bedoaye khod amadeh - ta man bar avaram hojatash gashteh rahsepar - khohad bemanad oo bare man ta ghroobe omr - sajadeh pahn o mohr besar kabehash be yar - amma keh bale oo nabarad az delash hesab - donya beh eshgh zendeh bemanad nah fekre pooch - farda cho raft khob bebeeneesh chon sarab - ama keh adami be hadaf jah o ghodrat ast - van do nah daroon khareje eshgh o haghighat ast.

kardam bedast halghaye zibaye zendegi - mardi keh ba sedaghate khod ram kard eshgh - beedar chon shodam berahe omre khoobe man - aghli ezafeh o seezdah bahar kesht - hasel ze an va chel o noh betore kol - shod falsafeh o elm o kherad tajrobeh ze kheesh - farzand do negeen keh becheshmane man neshast - pardakht an gohan keh beh angoshte man bebast - man anzaman keh jamae jahan gharghe fetneh bood - har rooz ra bekesheedam cho range kheesh - beerang o sadeh por ze gol o atre maanaveesh - dar rahehagh begozashtam ze ancheh bood-har chand dashtam hameh ra dar kamande kheesh- gharghe safaye madare alam shodam ze bas - dadam shafa hameh alam beyek nafas - beedar kardeham hameh khaban e yek ghafas - ommat shodeh mellat be ekhtyar - khaban hameh pareedeh o beshkasteh meelehha - mordeh keh zendeh mishavad o khab hooshyar - deegar nakhahadat besaraye tabeebash ar - koo yade mordeh boodane khod ayad oo bekhab - van omre rafteh kaz bare oo rafteh chon sarab - talkhi biavaradash bar dahan cho zahr - deedare man bekonad yadash ankeh beh - khamooshi o faramoshi aradsh har bahar -

Hargez to deedehie yek zendeh ra keh bood - hazer be eateraf keh oo mordeh boodeh ast?- hargez to deedehie yek shahzadeh ra ? hazer beeateraf keh ghoorbagheh boodeh ast?

in bood yek khataye man ar kardeham gonah - zar shod moghabelam oo koo gozeed rah - zeshti namandeh dar asarash - oo keh shod cho mah - gham nist bar delash cho shod oo - az geda be shah - va eslah gar cho shod an khafeghan gar - nareseedeh ze garde rah

ayvay shahre man, in shahre hadeseh - parvardeh oo khojasteh ahremanash mesle padeshah - chon oo bekhahad azeen zan tabaheeash - jomleh frood amadeh sar bahre khoheshash - bar har nakhash sare yek adame bozorg - miraghsad oo besaze delash ta beh sobhgah -sheereen zaban o bolhavas o keen tooz o ahhhh - tahmeeneh var chon zane makkare dame rah - avard mardomansh zeere asteene man - chon tarhe man rahaye ghomam biavarad - ba tokhme mehr kashtan o solh khas o aum - naboodyam shodeh hadafash gam poshte gam - man daste oo bedast keh parvaz avarad - oo deshneh froo kardeh bar delam - man kardeh kheeshtan va baleedeh haselam - kardeh cheh pool oghodrat azeen nasle adami - har yek matarsak o mohreh beh hatami- ya saket o khamoosh dar haras - dar vahshate reezandeh eatebar - ba poole mardomam keh bebarad berooyeshan - az shahrdare shahr keh darad hesabeshan - kardand name shab va ghadeghan kon to name zan - var nah nayabiat nafase rahati ze man - tahdeed kardehand haman rahbari keh khod - bar takhte ghodratash beneshandand jaye man - goftand Emame Zaman amad o neshast - bar ghabre melati keh shod motahavel be yek sokhan - amma ename zaman chon kakard heech - fahmeed aume shahr keh in bood tarhe man - yekbareh sad hezar toteaeh bar name man bebast - an beest sal gharat o fatvaye har gonah - benvesht in zahake setamgar bename man - dadam beh marg e gam begam sabz shod khodash -oo shod khojasteh khod ze taali nedaye man - shod oo vali e oreng o panj mercedes - dozdeed ancheh dar o nadaram khodaye man - fatva bedad o goft in mahal - bayad keh kosht gohare asli va zad befal - anannkeh gohare askand sar bedar - anha keh dozd o fahesheh, fereshteh o pajooheshgar o namdar

Mohri keh kard mohr bedelha cho nabe asl - mojri shod o kafe oo bar dhan neshast - hagh sangsar o batel o bad ra gohar bedad- in chand sal name khodash ra bebad dad- tareekh o toteaeh ze chap o rast oo besakht -akhbare jaal ra keh raisash be oo bedad. har shab bekhorde ,mardome pake tabar dad- azshahre man be broonam berandehand - khod shah shakhteh and va man ra chonan geda - An mehr beheshti keh sakhtam - ba elm o falsafeh o kherad kheshte har bana - anha tabar zadand o chenan khobreh sareghan har ancheh bood ra bereboodand o takhtand - yek marde mostabed shodeh farmanravaye shahr - beeganeh ha joda va khodeeha shodeh cho kah - in cheest har in nist enhesar - yek mard o yek grooh beranad hameh tabar - tabdeel kardeh shahr e mara oo beyek telesm - beeni to deev o mar cho dar baz mikoni - poshte khate seda bejaye fereshtehha - oo kardeh dar ghafas in najye khoda - har kas fereshteh ast penhan daroone ghar -beeroon jahad damy o bekhonad berahe hagh -

amma besang meezanadash bahre in khata - name zane ghedees agar oo konad seda - dar rooye khat behameh goft peer mard - jadoogar ast oo, gonahashancheh keh oo nakard - doorash koneed az khod, monzavi ze khalgh - ingooneh bordehiim nokhosteen ze mardoman - beest sal ghabl , dar an rooze sorkh o sard -

tasveere zan shodeh tasveere zesht o peer - bar har dari keh bekhohad siah deli - zan rafteh rafteh bale khod az dast midahad -parvaz tarhe oost va kahkeshan cho khanehash - oo yek parandeh ast - parvaz asle oost - dar an ketab e gharn keh shod safheh ha hezar - ensan khodaye ra keh payam avarad ze hagh - pardakhteh baraye azeezane khod keh chon - tokhmane chashme oost- har adami gohari dar sadaf bar oost - har jane zendeh barayash cho jane oost - ensan fara ze khoda dar kenare oost-chon hagh faghat cho deli dar saraye oost - bar hagh hameye bacheganash oo - yek moo shavad kam az anha azaye oost -

oo mandegar bashad o hastyst name oo - bar har dari keh zanad bakht dore oo - ta mardomash berahanad ze name oo - ta has o nist bad va nekoo ekhtyare to - amma keh daneshe khod va hagh bad yare to - afrookhtam cheraghe rahat to keh bogzari - az man keh oo to bebeeni kenare to - darmane gham nabovad jame may keh rose - nayad kenare oo keh reboodash ze kheesh may - koo maste vagheaiest keh darad sharabe hagh- dar jame kheeshtan va daroon jame yare khod - man yek hemaseh shodam ta to bogzari - az man oboor o ta bekhodaye daroon rasi - ay marde khoobe ghome manay sadeghe azeez - man ashena betoam saliane saldardat bebeenam az an cheshme por ze ab - har bar khonam an ze delat amadeh ata- bavar to kon mara keh man az hagh broon shodam - nahagh gerefteh az kamaram anhaneen asa

Ayeeneh in begoft o bepasheed abe gol - bar sathe roshane sooratgare khoda - gar raft oo ze deedeh narafteh ast az deli - karad behar nafas dele pakash bename ma - dar hagh hameh pak o barandehand- dar hagh droogh nist daroone har edea - goftam bemarde khoob keh jaye manash gozard -an marde mostabed keh hal choon - mohreh bar oo nashod shodeh shodeh doshman bar oo cho man - goftam to fekr o ravanat joda gozaur - az gange enhesar o bekon mardomat khoda -khedmat to kon beh bani adam o matars - ingooneh tarhe toteaeh ra nist yek bahar -ankas keh toteaeh bar hagh neveshteh ast - khod sookhteh agarash zar shodeh bepa -

man armanam az dele hagh khond name man - oo rikht abe hagh ze saram to bepaye man - in gange enhesar bedanest az nohhost - keh man javabe bar leekan tamaz az kheeshtan narost - ghamm in ghom o alamam - ayvay bar zameen o zamane bedoone hagh - ayvay mardomi keh gozard cheneen gonah - kardam raha hamegan az ghafas vali beenand moajezeh va nabeenand yahova -

In bar nist bare degar bare akhar ast - inbar neeez man bekhareedam bejan saleeb - ta mardomam beshavad pak az khata- aghah az man o az danesham shodand- asan shodeh ze man hameh asrare anbia - amma keh kafaran hameh khordand khoone man - beshkastehand jame jahan ra keh khoon dar an

ayvay bar zameene khoda por ze zolme mard har kas keh mehr varzadash oo ra cho sang kard, barkheez marde khoob va to dastam begeer zood - keen moje marg to besare man reseedeh sard - dozdeed az alame man o az mardomane man -ta bar kanad ze doaa yade name man - andasht name man va kopy shod kalame man -

Anra keh gashteh fash knoon yek haghighat ast - penhan beh ghodrate tableegh o enhesar - hargez betarhe khojasteh naboodeh ast - azadi o edalat o mardom beekhtyar - chon gange enhesar rebood tarhe man ze man - bgomasht keh tahleel dahad andaki feshar - chon morgh bazgasht beh khaneh bebeenadash - rangeen gafas bename vatan ba kohan hesar - refrandomash bedahad khate hashemi - azady e tamam gad o tam ekhtyar - angah keh tamame jahan salbe ma konad - gooyad groohe oo keh bebakhsheed shod khata -

tareekh kasteh ze tekrare kheeshtan - amma keh hagh hanooz nadeedeh ast gome man - ta atashe siahe ghefllatash nasookht - har gol ze bon beh hareeghe khataye mard - in boostan beh cheshme sevoome khod eaatena nakard - yak baghebane zan keh ze cheshmash beraft khob - barane rahmatash besare ma nyat sarab -

gar eshghe pak nist dar in roohe bee fana - koo kard khod fada keh man o to shavad raha

koo kard khod fada keh man o to shavad raha - ooie keh gashteh noghtaye vahadat begome ma - ooie keh reekht esghe dobareh beh har seda - ezzat bedad o hormate rafteh beh har neda -tabdeel kard keshvare mordeh beh mahde ma - avard sheer leek ze shamsheere khod joda- eslah kard hakem o rahbare befekre kheesh- koo kardeh salbe ghodrate khod az sereshte kheesh - danad keh jayae oost behjoz khedmate be khalgh - dar nazde paye mardom o nah bar saraye khalgh -

ghodrat begome kheesh bedadeh keh deedehan - yek zan beh bale par parash azadeh o raha - az har esarate oftadeh dar kamand

- amma keh in grooh ze khod kamegi zdood - an noor ra keh az gohare zan roboodeh bood - az tarse hagh bezadeh gofl bar dahansh - az sobh ta besham besazad fesanehash -

az enhesare gar bote sazandegi besakht - beh feelsoofe aleme zan ba kalame kheesh - deevaneh ,roospi , jasoos o hezaran lagab bedad -

man chon ravam be jange cho deevy hezar pa-joz eshgh o mehre kheesh nadaram javabha - elm o kherad va daneshe man koor kardeash - az bahre in shodeh sansorgare khoda - gar zarrehie az hagh bovad dar oo - jaye nahan sokhane keen o eftera - daavat konad mara va dahad hormate rosa - vangah dahad majale gezavat beh khalge ma -

an mardomi keh magz nashosteh dar in seh sal - ba anhameh droogh o rya o fareebha -

in hagh koshi beshekofteh ast jan beh lab-

sohrab kard bavare man ba tamame galb -mikhost oo keh zendeh konad in seday ra - eshghash baraye man bedaroonash jalay dad - tanha beshod cho tohi shod ze har khata -

in jameaeh ensan pazzeer nist - hayvan moteea o ram shetabad beh sad hezar- emzaa dahad va raay keh besoozan khoday ra -dar madreseh va masjed o maykhjaneh vo haram - deegar nayabiat to neshani ze hagh chera - zahak o marhash va tableegh ay khoda - pas hagh cheggoneh pay biabad beh in saray?

pas hagh cheggoneh pay biabad beh in saray?

Rose Parvin 5/30/19999